“Natalie, come to bed.” Kian stood at my doorway, his arms crossed over his chest and a scowl on his face.
“I’m in bed already.” I pulled the covers to my chest and turned my back to the door.
Just because he took my luggage didn’t mean that I would now share a bed with him. After two years of constantly asking for us to share a room, I was no longer interested.
The soft click of the lock as he left the room made me breathe a sigh of relief. Kian was a headstrong man so I had thought he would continue to pester me. Thankfully, he left. Tomorrow, Aaron would come over and I could get this mess sorted.
I had a fitful sleep. In every dream, there was a large black wolf with freakish grey eyes chasing me as I fled with my heart in my throat. When I woke up the next morning, my body hurt from tossing and turning all night.
“Good morning,” Kian greeted me at the dining room the next morning.
I stopped, wondering what exactly he was doing here. It was past nine already. He always left the house before I woke up both on weekdays and weekends. Kian was a workaholic who only spent a negligible amount of time at home. Yet, today, he was in the dining hall, in a white linen shirt and his hair tousled.
“Did the office burn down?” I asked, hesitating to take a seat.
“Is that your prayer?” He sneered back. “Sit. Eat.”
I was hungry after skipping dinner so I took a seat and started to dish out a meal for myself.
“About the divorce,” I started once I had food on my plate. “If it’s your property you’re worried about, then I can assure you that I don’t want anything of yours.”
“Stop.” He growled at me. “Stop mentioning that word.”
“There’s no helping it,” I pretended to be calm while my heart raced in anger. “I already contacted my lawyer. You can’t keep me here forever.”
“Where would you go?” He asked in a low tone, dropping his fork.
“Anywhere. I would go quite literally anywhere far from this pack.”
“Natalie, in this world, we only have each other.” His words sounded like a warming. “There is no place for you away from my side.”
“I must be so useless in your eyes,” I laughed to myself. “What do you take me for? Wait, don’t answer that. Yes, I am a stupid girl who only ever cared about your attention but do you really think that my world is limited to you? You think my life revolves around you or what?”
“Does it not?” He raised a brow.
“Fuck you, Kian!” I threw my fork, losing both my temper and my appetite. “Fuck you and that nasty ego of yours.”
“Is that it?” He remained unfazed. “Is it sexual frustration? I never thought of it but it’s been two years. It must have been difficult for you.”
The chair scrapped against the floor loudly as I pushed out of my seat. The anger tightening my chest would make me do something foolish. I couldn’t stand to be in the same room as this arrogant prick so I went back to my room.
“What are you doing?” I stopped in front of my widely ajar door to see a group of men.
“Good morning, Luna,” they greeted without bothering to look at me.
“I asked what you’re doing.”
It was clear what they were doing but it didn’t make any sense to me. I could see it with my eyes but couldn’t make any sense of it in my mind.
“I asked them to take out the bed since you insisted on being stubborn.”
“You’re joking.” I turned back to the men who were dismantling my bed frame having taken out the mattress. “Kian, you’re taking things too far.”
“Am I?” He coked his head to the side. “You’re the one threatening to ruin our lives and I am the one taking things too far?”
“Do you think this will stop me?” I laughed, the sound crazed and uncontrolled. “There are thirteen rooms in this house. Are you going to take out all the beds?”
“Take out all the beds in the empty rooms,” he ordered the workers. “Let me know when you’re done.”
“Y – yes Alpha.” There was a stuttered chorus amongst the men who shared a look of curiosity and disbelief.
“Then I’ll just sleep on the floor!” I shouted. “No, what the heck am I saying? I’m leaving you. Throw out everything you want in this house, it has nothing to do with me!”
“Natalie,” Kian stopped in front of me. “See this mark.” His hand reached for me faster than I could react.
With one hand around my waist, the other hand touched the mark on my neck. I hissed as a strange sensation passed through me like a bolt of electricity and a bucket of ice water at the same time.
“This means that you belong to me,” he smiled, the corners of his lips rising in a smile that didn’t get anywhere close to his eyes.
“Nat?” I heard a familiar voice call from downstairs. “I’m here.”
“Aaron!” I wrenched away from Kian’s grip and hurried downstairs to greet Aaron. “You’re just in time. Get me out of this bondage.”
“Is this him?” Kian, who had followed behind me without my knowledge, spoke from right behind me. “Is this the asshole who convinced you to divorce me?”
“Kian, it’s been a while,” Aaron held out a hand to Kian.
“Is this him, Natalie?” Kian ignored Aaron’s outstretched hands.
“Aaron is my lawyer.” I moved away from him to stand beside Aaron. “I’m sure you know it. Aaron’s very good at his job so you better let me go now while I’m still being generous before I decide I want half of everything you own.” I crossed my arms in a haughty stance.
“Aaron Pierce,” Kian said, “Are you having an affair with my mate?”
I was too stunned to speak. Even Aaron lost his usual playful smirk at such an absurd question.“I’m sorry,” he cleared his throat. “What do you mean?”“Has the meaning of the word affair changed now?” Kian laughed. “Let me ask you again. I don’t like to repeat myself so make sure you listen with your brain ready to comprehend. Are you having an affair with my mate?”“Kian Zephyr, what the fuck is this – what the fuck are you saying!?” I shouted.“I’m curious. Suddenly, you want a divorce and this man shows up from nowhere, in a house I have barricaded, calling you a pet name. I’m sure you didn’t expect to see me here, Aaron Pierce.”“To answer your question,” Aaron started, “no, I’m not having an affair with Nat. Childhood friends can have nicknames for each other. I’m the lawyer representing her so I’ve come to check the safety of my client. As for how I got in – well, I’m quite familiar with the warriors on duty.”“It’s almost like you had this rehearsed,” Kian responded. “Natalie
KIAN’S POVOne day, out of nowhere, Natalie became distant with me. The girl who would follow me everywhere even when she was exhausted, no longer seemed to see me. It was as if I was slowly fading away. I noticed these things but they were too impossible to be believed. There was no way Natalie, who fell in love with me at first sight, would grow tired of me so soon into our mating.The woman who made my grandfather force me into a mating could not wake up one morning and decide she no longer wanted me. I was confident that I knew Natalie the best and I knew that she was not a fickle person. Once her mind was set on a thing, she never backed down.It was an admirable trait that now scared me.Divorce.She had her mind set on leaving me and even though I knew there was no chance in hell of me letting her go, I still feared her slipping through my grasp.“We’re here.” I pulled the car into the parking lot of the pack’s main office.Throughout the car ride here, she had not spoken a wor
Rather than working on the reports Kian forced on me, I spent the time in his office trying to get as much information on the pack as possible. It would be great if I knew some secrets, found some documents that did not tally or anything to blackmail him with.Since he was being stubborn about the divorce, I knew I had to scale back. I had to retreat and come up with a better plan. If there was one thing I knew about Kian, it was that he was stubborn beyond what I could put into words. He’d refused to divorce me so he wouldn’t magically change his mind now.I had to force his hand.That, or I could just run away. We were not destined mates so if we stayed apart for long enough, the mate bond would naturally wear away. It was just unfortunate that there was no set time for things like that. A mate bond could wear away in a matter of months or after several years or it may never even phase out. That was why I needed Kian to divorce me and sever our mate bond.“Are you hungry?” A voice f
“I’m saying exactly what it sounds like I’m saying,” I snarled at him.“Oh dear, there’s no need to be rude,” Verity said with a light snort.“Did I not just ask you not to disparage yourself mere seconds ago?”“Alpha, I think she’s only just stating her reality,” Verity responded with a pout. “She may have grown up favoured by Alpha Darren but it doesn’t change the fact that her mother was only just a maid and she had to survive on the pennies Alpha Darren was generous enough to slip into her hands.”“I do not remember asking your opinion.” Kian faced Verity with the full force of his glare. It moved her back a few meters. “You must have thought I ordered your shitty opinion along with the food.”“No, Alpha –““Get out.” He snarled at her.She hurried out of the office without having to be told a second time.“You know she’s going to go cry to her father for being wronged?” I snorted as I watched Verity retreat.“I am sure Beta Caine has not grown the liver to confront me.”This was
“What are you doing?” Kian stood at my doorway as I laid out a thick duvet on the ground.“What does it look like I’m doing?” I asked in return, stuffing a yawn.The last forty-eight hours had been mentally challenging for me. I just wanted to go to bed but even so, I knew I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep with ease. Not while knowing that Aaron was in the cold and dark dungeons because of me. Sleeping felt like a luxury that I did not deserve but unfortunately, my body couldn’t keep up with my mental state.“Come to bed,” he said.“I don’t have a bed, do I?” I laid down on the thick duvet.It was akin to sleeping on the floor but until I could divorce this man and escape his clutches, I would have to make do for now.“You threw out my bed.”“Natalie, stop being so stubborn. Come to bed.” Frustration leaked from his words.If he was frustrated because I wasn’t going to act like he wanted, then he could only imagine how I felt. As I turned my back on him, my heart hurt. The floor was co
“Look what the cat dragged in.” As soon as I entered the first boutique, I ran into the worst woman on the planet.“Verity, how nice to run into you,” I eyed her from head to toe.She was dressed to the nines in an extravagant outfit that only she could pull off. She wore heels that looked painful even to my eyes but she managed to walk gracefully in them. At one point in my life, I had been jealous of Verity. She had the fame and love of the entire pack that despised me but I’d since learnt not to care.“What are you doing here? Have you come to waste the pack’s resources?” She asked with a sneer.There were three girls behind her who I called her cronies. You know, girls that only amplified what she said, nodded to all her statements and were nothing more than accessories on her arms. They snickered as she spoke and picked on people just to look good in her eyes.“Yes,” I nodded with a shrug.Today, I planned to leave a dent so big in Kian’s pocket, he would have to reconsider his s
“Aaron, I’m so sorry.” Tears filled my eyes upon seeing him despite how much – better he looked compared to what I had expected.I had thought Kian would do something dastardly to him in the dungeons but asides from the fact that he was still wearing the clothes he wore to see me two days ago, he didn’t look any different from usual.“What are you sorry about?” He still had a playful smile on his lips. “Don’t tell me you’ve been beating yourself for the Alpha’s poor choices?”“It’s my fault you’re in here,” I insisted.“It’s not,” he laughed. “I knew what I was getting myself into when I decided to help you with your divorce.”At the mention of the word divorce, all the warriors behind me acted as if they had heard something impossible. They were of no relevance to this conversation so I ignored their gasps and sudden whispers.“I’ll get you out of here, I promise.” I didn’t know how but I would try my darn best to make sure he got out of here.“It’s quite alright,” he assured me. “It
“Natalie Zephyr.” Kian stood in front of me with a scowl on his face.“Ohh, full name. I’m scared.” I patted the corner of my eyes and smiled at my reflection in the mirror.“You’re not wearing that out,” he growled.“Oh, you don’t like it?”The other day, I spent what I thought was a lot of money on clothes and bags, expecting Kian to flip out but he either didn’t notice or he didn’t care because he never mentioned it and till now, his card was still with me. That attempt at annoying him failed so I moved on to the next step.Of all the clothes I purchased, one of them stood out. It was a tight little black dress with a halter neck, no back and barely any coverage. I was scared that if I moved around too much, my ass would pop out of this thing and that would be after my tits graced the world. It was my own little rebellion so I put it on and pretended to like it.Kian was furious.“Natalie, take it off.” His eyes got darker and darker but I continued to push my luck.“Why? I like th
“Kian,” I called his name in warning as I tried to get his hands off me.“Natalie,” he responded with a growl. “Why do you have another man’s scent all over you?”“Since when did you care?” Rather than assuaging him, I got upset. “Didn’t you tell me you didn’t care what I did with my life as long as I stayed out of your way?”“I changed my mind,” he growled.“You can’t change your mind. You can’t fucking change your mind, Kian. Not now. Not when I’m done with you.”“What do we do, then?” He asked in a laughing tone. “I want you, Natalie, my mate. I changed my mind. Aren’t you happy? It seems playing hard to get has worked.”“I’m not playing-““It doesn’t matter.” He released me all of a sudden. “Have a bath. Wash off that disgusting scent on you and join me for dinner.”“Hey –““That was not a suggestion, Natalie.” He smiled – no, he barred his teeth in warning.‘What’s wrong with him?’ My wolf whispered to me, on edge.‘That’s his fucking business.’ I snarled, unknowingly transfer
When I explained all of this to Aaron, he had a look of sympathy in his eyes that made me uncomfortable. I knew I’d been acting foolish for a long time and the last thing I needed or wanted was sympathy. I didn’t want to look any more foolish than I already felt so I turned my gaze away from him and stood.I stood abruptly, forgetting the pain in my lower body. A sharp pain diced into me at the abrupt movement, causing me to fall forward. Before I hit the ground, Aaron caught me. His arms wrapped around me from behind and I swallowed the scream I’d been about to unleash.“I’ve got you.” He tightened his grip around me and I exhaled a sigh of relief. “I’ve got you, Nat. You can rely on me.” He helped me up and continued to hug me from behind. “Whatever you want to do, I’ll support you.”“Doesn’t that defeat the whole purpose of finding myself?” I felt strangely uncomfortable in his embrace so I pried his hands loose from around my waist. “I’m grateful for all the help I’ve received fro
“I am pathetic, aren’t I?” I laughed at myself.“No, you’re not,” Aaron responded almost immediately.He was my friend so he supported me but even I knew I was pathetic. I cringed thinking about all the foolish things I’d done in my lifetime just because I loved one man. It was no wonder no one respected me. I’d never once conducted myself with respect. Somewhere along the line, I’d become thick-skinned and forgot what it meant to be embarrassed just so I could be with Kian.It was truly pathetic.“I am. I can’t even divorce my mate. I can’t even run away without help.” “Kian Zephyr is a powerful man, don’t forget that,” Aaron said. “Anyone would struggle going against such a man.”“He threw you into the dungeons for helping me and I – I don’t even have anyone else to call so even after I’ve put you in danger once, I’m still dragging you into my problems again.”Against my best wishes, my eyes started to water. I hated that I was a crier, hated how strong my emotions could get to th
KIAN’S POVShe must really hate me. I chuckled to myself as I read what Natalie had recently purchased. A post pill, huh? I had mentioned the idea of her getting pregnant on a whim and the first thing she did after was to purchase an emergency contraceptive.Did she hate me so much that she gave up on even the idea of starting a family with me? Where was the woman who would sneak into my room and try to have her way with me? Where was the woman who only knew how to dream about a future with me? She always wanted a daughter that looked like me and now, I was willing to give her one.“Alpha, we have concluded the report.” I raised my head to the man cloaked from head to toe.The Dark Knights had contacted me about a lead on the killers of Natalie’s parents. Even though I didn’t want to leave her side, even though I wanted to hear her moan my name and beg for me until she was out of breath, until she passed out, I left in a hurry to find out what those bastards were up to.I was doing al
The first thing I did once Kian left home was to order a postpill. He could not drag me with him to the office as every part of my body hurt and he also couldn’t leave me alone so once again, I was back to being locked up at home.I paced in the house, touching my stomach now and then. The heat was gone. My wolf was back to her senses and was too ashamed to speak to me but she was the least of my problems right now. At this point, the last thing I wanted was to have a child. A child would complicate everything so I couldn’t afford to get pregnant.There would be zero ways to leave Kian if I ever fell pregnant with his child.A knock on the door had me rushing out of the room and downstairs. I opened the door to meet Aaron with a tight smile on his face.“Oh, Aaron.” Relieved to see that he could make it here, I tried to hug him but he stepped out of the way faster than I could move.My hands dropped to my sides in embarrassment and I was reminded of the other day when I tried to kiss
I fucked up. I knew I fucked up the moment I set my eyes on him and I knew I fucked up big time when my wolf started to stir. The world which had been dull a moment ago as I tried to sit up was suddenly colourful and the sharp stabs at my lower back faded.All of a sudden, there was only one thing – one person – on my mind – one person in my world.Kian entered the room with a knowing smile on his lips. It was a smile I wanted to slap and at the same time, it was a smile I wanted to kiss.“Good morning,” he set the tray at the side of the bed as he leaned forward and claimed my lips in a short kiss.“Morning,” I grumbled back, trying to get my wolf back under my control.I could not do this. I could not be doing this. After making the decision to cut ties with this man, the last thing I wanted was to form any kind of attachment to him – whether sexual or otherwise. I couldn’t do it. I refused to do it.“Stop pursing your lips,” his thumb pressed down on my chin and separated my lips w
I tore off my bra myself, feeling irritated with the material on my skin. His hand covered my entire right breast, his fingers squeezing the nipples as he added a third finger into me. As my core tightened and my body began to stiffen, I closed my eyes, panting hard.Right as I got to the edge, before I could experience an orgasm, his fingers stopped and my eyes flew open as I cried out in frustration. As I lifted my head, I caught his eyes in the mirror. The corners of his eyes were red, almost as red as my skin. The spot underneath me was drenched and sweat still poured off me.“W – why –“ I moved my hips against his fingers but he pulled them out, leaving me hot and empty.“Open your eyes,” he spoke to me in a quiet voice. “Keep your eyes on me,” this time, his words were a command.As he said, I kept my eyes on him. His gaze burned into mine, filled with a hunger that sent heat pooling in my guts. As he reinserted his fingers, my gaze wavered. My throat went dry at the same time I
“You can leave,” Kian picked me up and I felt so incredibly hot where his skin touched mine that I felt he’d burn me. “I’ll take care of this.”“Wait –“ Aaron reached out a hand to stop him and we both flinched. “Doctor, is this – are you sure this is fine?”“Do you want to die?” Kian growled at Aaron who’d blocked his path.“No, but Nat – I mean, the Luna – ““Get out of my way. I’ll only ask once.” His tone was menacing enough to have Aaron stepping aside without a second of hesitation.We arrived in his room in record time and the first thing I did when he put me down was to take off my shirt.“I’m so hot,” I fanned my face. “It’s so hot, Kian, I think I’m going crazy. What’s happening to me?”In the part of my brain that hadn’t been reduced to pure mush from how much I was suffering, I could tell that something was seriously wrong with me. I felt fear – raw, unabashed fear – as the heat continued to rise. My wolf had been reduced to a panting mess. Sweat poured off me like a fount
My senses came back to me like a bucket of ice being dumped on my head. Aaron all but ran – he ran away from me, his eyes wide, face flushed, and heart-pounding loudly even from the distance he put between us.I tried to kiss Aaron.From nowhere, the urge to taste his lips overwhelmed me and I basically tried to assault my friend. I wanted the ground to open up, swallow me, and never spit me out and at the same time, I wanted to die – just – I just wanted to evaporate into nothingness.“I’m sorry.” My voice was perfectly calm – too calm for the kind of turmoil going on inside of me.“Hello?” A voice came from the device in his hand and he almost screeched in surprise.“Yes, hello!” His voice was a bit too loud as he cleared his throat. “Ken, can you come over to the Alpha’s house? The Luna isn’t feeling well so I thought – come check on her, please.” He hung up the phone and the two of us stared at each other like criminals who were about to be caught.“Why did you do that?” He asked,