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CHAPTER 39: Despair
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 40: Emotions
ZEUS- I wanted to feel superior as if I had her in my fist, I wanted to be evil and I blurted out without thinking about the consequences. It doesn’t matter to me, Arthur died and there’s no remorse on my face so, why would I feel guilty when I killed Steffi, she was a no one. After facing the reality, I don’t even feel anything for my father, that bastard used me for his sake and I don’t owe him anything. He wanted me, just to take revenge he never needed a Zeus, he needed an immortal being that would dance on his fingers. That’s how I’ve lived my life so far, burning with the feeling of revenge and gradually turned into a monster. But I don’t hate myself for the way I am, why would I? it’s not easy to turn your humanity off, I did it. Though, there’s a void inside me, as if someone is disappointed in the way I’ve lived perhaps, my younger self. Children are innocent but I don’t even remember if I had that kind of innocence in me or not since, I killed my own mother. No matter how
Last Updated : 2022-12-09Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 41: Wolfsbane
AURORA-I can’t face myself anymore, why would I hug him, out of so many people in this world, why him? I'm embarrassed now, the way he spoke in order to calm me, I lost all my senses and went for it.I shouldn’t have done that; I was in his embrace for a long time until I gained my senses back. [“There’s nothing wrong with you…” he placed his hand on my head slightly caressing it.“You were a werewolf from the beginning, nothing could’ve stopped you from meeting your true self.” His soothing voice.“I kill people for my ego but you had the necessity, they were after you, you wanted freedom, our kind certainly does kill people but it’s not something to bawl about. It’s okay…”“This doesn’t make you a monster, you have feelings in you, Aurora.” His hands that were giving me creep until now were giving me strength. It wasn’t anything like I have experienced before.]But all of a sudden, he pushed me away and ran, I sighed but soon recalled the wound on him was still bleeding, I know it
Last Updated : 2022-12-10Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 42: Ms. Leila
AURORA-I searched the web sitting beside him, he was closing his eyes and the first thing I read was to keep him conscious. “Don’t close your eyes, look here…”I ordered him dominantly and he quickly opened them, I was very nervous, and started biting my nails, “What?”“Why aren’t you telling me what to do?” I spoke since what I read seemed unbelievable. And if he knows what wolfsbane is then he certainly is aware about it’s cure. He didn’t respond. “Do you want to die… it’s saying burn it. how the fuck am I supposed to burn you…” I roared in anger; I’ve never done anything like this before.He was losing his consciousness, while I was running back and forth to find the lighter, it was the only cure and I will do this, just to save him. “The scissors had wolfsbane in it…” he spoke and my legs stopped working, I hiding from the truth, I didn’t want it to be, I wanted to blame someone else for it. But I at last faced the truth.“You are a Lycan, you could’ve healed by then, you want me
Last Updated : 2022-12-10Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 43: How I Met Her
ZEUS-I pushed her away tumbling down because of the pain, it was burning my skin and I started running finding a safe place and entered inside Aurora’s room. My wound wasn’t just a normal stab and I saw it slowly turning blue… it was wolfsbane, I hadn’t turn which was slowing the process of my healing even more.I collapsed on the bed but soon gained consciousness feeling uneasy and sore all over my body, I could feel myself getting dried up and this poisoning was taking everything inside from me.“What are you doing?” I saw someone sitting beside me and placing a wet cloth on my forehead. He was trying to put my temperature down but I wasn’t in my senses and shoved his outside the room. I can’t be vulnerable around my men as I don’t really know who’s with me or against me after Arthur being my beta and that asshole Declan.He was shaking in fear and strolled out quickly, I had to do something but my hands weren’t working anymore as if there was nothing that could help me. I was neve
Last Updated : 2022-12-11Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 44: In The Past
AURORA-“Why is she here?” he muttered in his sleep, is he talking about me or that bitch Leila? I was bringing his temperature down; I was shutting all the voice in my head just to bring myself to cure him.“I want her…” he spoke again, is he talking about me or that slut Leila? I clenched my fist in anger not knowing why am I actually so worked up. I freaking hate this guy, but still, it makes me worried if he’s in pain, what would I name this?His temperature was rising, I looked at his wound it seemed fine there was not much changes in it except it was getting smaller which was a good sign. He was healing, I don’t know much about this world but from what I can interpret is that he didn’t turn on the full moon which gave his body a sudden shock and his healing process stopped.This makes sense and I can’t think anything otherwise, I didn’t sleep last night he was having nightmares, he seemed like a lost kid and I couldn’t leave him alone. He told me how he didn’t want anyone around
Last Updated : 2022-12-11Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 45: He's My Enemy
AURORA-I’ve waited for a long time; he must be sleeping right now and I can simply kill him and escape. I couldn’t think about anything else other than this, either it’s me or him because I feel guilty.I feel guilty for not doing it before when I could’ve killed him easily, it was my shortcoming hence, I need to compensate for that. No one stopped me from walking into his room, because now they were aware that I bring no harm or don’t want to escape anymore.My heartbeat was rising, it was getting harder but still, I opened the door and saw him sleeping on the bed. I closed my eyes to sense if his breathing is even or not, I realized there can be no perfect time than this and walked near him. his eyes were closed he wasn’t moving and I slowly uttered, “Zeus?”No reaction and I grew confident, I spoke again increasing my volume, “Zeus…” he wasn’t responding and I sighed loudly in nervousness, I’ll just give it another try and get this over with, “Zeus” I exclaimed and he didn’t respo
Last Updated : 2022-12-12Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 46: Until That Day Comes
AURORA-“Don’t resist or else---” I was trying to speak but she stopped me in between.“Or else? What? You’re gonna kill someone important to me? I have none left… all thanks to you…” I closed my eyes hearing her say those words, I knew they were true but it was painful to hear them directly from her mouth.I went silent realizing that she’s lost a lot because of me, every time I try to talk to her something weird comes out of my mouth and she ends up hating me even more. It’s not like I'm not trying but it isn’t in built, I don’t know how to act in front of her and the only behavior I put forward is the one I have, the worst one she hates.“I was trying to say, or else you’re gonna have to sleep here every day…” she turned around to look at me and I spoke, I pulled her even closer and her body scooped in mine like it’s meant to be.I closed my eyes, I knew she could kill me any moment, I know she wants to but I want to cherish the time I have with her. She’s eventually gonna take her
Last Updated : 2022-12-12Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 47: Bully
AURORA-I couldn’t have been any happier than this, I was finally going to university living my normal life. I didn’t expect him to suddenly say that but I was glad he did. It’s not like I was always thinking about going to the university but it might be beginning, everything might be going back to its normal place.I went inside my class with high expectations but only got disappointed as Steffi wasn’t there anymore. I couldn’t stop her usually jumping like a kangaroo around and it felt empty.“You came with Zeus?” “What’s your relationship with him?” “He is mine, who gave you the right to snatch anyone else’s boyfriend?” girls in my class started hating me as they saw me getting down from his car.I was being bullied and honestly, if I wanted to, I could’ve just showed them their right place but I wanted to stay low. I can’t use my powers for things like this and I have to endure, if I end up harming these pity humans just to act superior then I'm worse than Zeus.But did I just ref
Last Updated : 2022-12-13
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AURORA-I woke up, my eyes burning from the poison, probably the side effects of wolfsbane, but I was breathing and was back in our mansion.I was back home, safe and breathing, in my own room. The first thing I do is look for Zeus, I want to see him. his wound was closer to his already healing heart, plus that poison was made for primordial not a normal werewolf.My breathing went erratic, and I paused before entering his room. There was no sign of Elinor here, she was not back, and was safe with Azrael, this gave me some peace of mind and I gulped.I don’t want to have bad thoughts and barged in, my heart heaved a heavy sigh and it got stuck in my throat, I couldn’t move and only saw him lying lifeless on the bed.“Zeus---” I etched, my voice not coming out firm and my lips wobbled as I took a step not having energy to move further. I tried to smile, “Zeus, I know you’re angry with me.”I didn’t want to believe the sight before me, I was in denial and wanted to stay that way forever
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 212: Freedom Of Want
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 211: Redemption
AURORA-“Hurry, we need to leave.” He muttered panicking.“M---Mirage and Ian, they’re inside.” I say still looking down on the ground, processing the reality.“Don’t worry about them, they escaped too---”“Where will we go? They will come after us, he will come after me, he will kill you. no---, Zeus you have to go back.” I shiver merely from the thought of seeing Zeus de---.“Aurora stop being like this and just come home.” “He’ll make sure, I don’t have a home. This is bad.” “Aurora, I'm trying to fight here for you, I don’t want my daughter to live without a mother, when she clearly has one. Do you get it? I'm not as strong as them, but I have the power of love, now stop looking down on me and just hold my hand, dammit. My pride has a limit too.” I looked up as he extended his hand, worry cascading his face, his eyes glowing, mine as well, I missed him and he’s before me.I got up and hugged and firmly, my whole body trembled under his touch and my dead soul awakened. I missed h
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