CHAPTER 198: Until Recently

ZEUS-

A dream of contentment, pleasure, desires, happiness, smiles, fading evidently every second I reach closer to death. Every second I give up on my being, my will to live.

My relationship with life has forever been rocky, but it did become even when Aurora entered in it, but it is worse than before, now that she’s gone. I m lying here, with no nerve to move because my heart is trying to heal.

Death could’ve been my mercy but apparently, I'm not allowed to have that luxury. Dying is easy, living is hard. However, here we are, trying to live. Every soul around me is shattered some way or other and I'm the only reason.

I caused it, Arthur is hurting because I killed Halsey, my pack is hurting because they got an Alpha like me and Aurora, do I even have to state the obvious? What I made her go through.

Love never came easy in my life, be it from my father or my mother or her. I never wanted anyone to love me, I just wanted to kill, win and rule, until she destroyed all my theorie