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CHAPTER 158: Whatever I Am
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 159: A Forever Kind Of Thing
ZEUS-Aurora is the love of my life, but it doesn’t seem like a forever kind of thing with her. Because we’re destroying each other, bringing ruins in ways we haven’t even thought about.The power we exchanged even while being at our difference has turned into weakness, and my weakness is the kid growing in her.She’s having a baby and I don’t know how to tell her that without making myself look like a bad dad. I can’t even figure out if I am happy about it or not.When I first heard about it, I could kill, I could die but when I gave a thought about maybe, I would be the worst thing that will happen to this child.It felt bad for some reason, and I wasn’t angry on Aurora for hitting me. I wanted her to end my pathetic life, end my misery. But I know my words must’ve hurt her.I could only think about parting so that she can bring this child up in peace. Because if he stays near me, all he’ll learn is how to handle a sword. How to shoot a man in the middle of the forehead and activate
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AURORA-“Don’t worry… both of them are fine!” I hear a voice, I felt like someone is banging my head with something over and over again.Both of them?“Your daughter is a fighter!” I heard the doctor say, I open my eyes, I don’t know what to feel because I feel a lot of emotions coursing through my body, to which should I address first?The rage? The fear? The happiness? The anguish? Which one? “W---what daughter?” I got up ignoring the agony, I am just hearing things or maybe this is another foolish idea of Zeus to make my blood boil.“Uh!” both of them took a long pause. I look at the doctor, because I can’t see Zeus right now. “You guys need to talk!” he taps Zeus’ shoulder and begins to leave.“You stop right there, and speak… what daughter?” his steps stumbled into a halt. His gaze at Zeus with an apologetic smile on his face.“You are pregnant, Ms. Aurora. Your husband was keen on forcing me to hide it from you but---” I turned my gaze at Zeus who is piercing at the floor.I fee
Last Updated : 2023-03-05Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 161: Zeus And I
AURORA-Problems, what are they? Demons that come for our soul and the demons we can’t chase away until we win or lose, die perhaps?So, who won? Zeus or I? Who died? Zeus or I? Both of us are hurting, both of us are parting, so maybe the demons won. While we lost, Zeus and I.There will always be regrets in my life, if I hadn’t left Zeus perhaps, I wouldn’t be like this, but there are possibilities my daughter would be… dead.Zeus always wanted a baby, a daughter but now that I have it, he’s running away. I know what he is running away from however, I can’t compromise, not with her.When he is so unsure to have a child, I won’t give him that. And I won’t cry, I don’t care how hard his battles are but for this child he should’ve shown some courage.I don’t hear footsteps following me because he knows it is for the best perhaps, because he’d ruin this kid, we’ll ruin this kid.We were in love when I escaped last time, we had a chance of coming back together and we did but what about wh
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AURORA-A house, two rooms, four eyes, uneven breaths falling around. An empty space, enough for me to slouch around.A pretty kitchen with no one to cook, a hopeless smile probably for the last time. I barehandedly place my sorrow on the table and thumped my body down on the couch.“It’s nice…” I exhaled, I don’t even know where my life has taken me, or where I am going to take my life. I missed him the moment I stepped into this car.“I---I’ll try to look for a job a---and…” he went silent, and I tasted iron on the inside. I got up, “t---the ba---bath…” I couldn’t say it.“On the left perhaps…” he panicked; I don’t know what is happening to me. He slammed all the doors open, and pushed me inside one.He held my hair, rubbed my back as I puked nonsense down the drain. “I don’t know what we’re supposed to say, but it is going to be fine…”I heard him, he thought I didn’t but I did. He left while I managed to bring myself back into the right state of mind.“I don’t know what we’re supp
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AURORA-His hands had visible veins that popped out every time he tossed the omelet in the pan. He had sharp jawline, and a faint grey color in his dark brown eyes.He was taller than me, a lot and his shoulders were broad comparatively less than Zeus---His shoulders were broad and a lean midriff with flesh sticked to his skin forcing all the necessary curves to pop visible.He wore black shirt with matching pants and formal black sneakers, and still, I could see his defined frame. Black tends to hide solid curves but his were so firm that it was impossible to unsee them.I was drooling all over the place as he placed the plate in front of me. “What are you looking at?” he shrugged his shoulders and I halted.“Looking at you cook; I didn’t know you can cook…” it came out creepier than I imagined. I cringed on my own words and he didn’t move for a while, stiffened at his own place, he looks around.“Well, my father’s a chef so, it’s a given… I guess.” He blushed and I saw heat rising
Last Updated : 2023-03-07Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 164: Memories That Hurt
AURORA-A white dress, drenched in my sweat, a white suit, drenched in his sweat. Both of us panting as we managed to escape the fashion show.We forgot to click photos, but made memories as our bodies collided. As our soul became one and a sacred bond formed under the light of the stars.That white dress, drenched with my blood, that white suit, drenched with his blood. A knife through our chest and the sacred bond severed.This was all I could remember as Azrael handed me over the photos. Memories he clicked, memories he triggered and I threw them away on floor.A wedding gown reminds me that I will never wear it, I can wear it. Because I see happiness walking away from me.My hands are sweaty, my grip is loose and I can’t hold on it. My dreams are fake and because they can never make it into reality.I see the photos of us smiling as we storm through the ramp, where has that smile gone? Where is has that time gone? When we confided in each other and now we hide from each other?We
Last Updated : 2023-03-07Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 165: The End Of Us
ZEUS-I saw her leave, and I knew I wouldn’t stop her. She’s a flower that’s better off alone on the ground than stay in a broken vase like me.I didn’t follow her however my knees weakened and I found myself crawling on the floor for the air. I couldn’t look up, Aurora left and I couldn’t do anything about it.I didn’t want to; I don’t want to hold her back. I have always wanted a daughter, just like her but now that my wish is front of me, I'm scared.I'm scared I’ll consume her light, I’ll ruin her childhood, I am not a good human being let alone a good dad.I don’t know what kindness is, I don’t know what affection is and whatever Aurora taught me has gone down the drain…“Mr. Zeus…” I heard a voice; I looked up and my gaze fell on the ring in nurse’s hands. I looked away all of a sudden. Aurora gave it back and the ring on my own finger began to suffocate me.She handed it over to me with an apologetic face, its right, I am a problem. I need to be fixed, or maybe I come with no c
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ZEUS-I open my eyes and six years have passed in a whim. I'm lying, it’s been exactly, two thousand two hundred and eighty days since she left me.And I miss her every second, every second my breath falls to rise up again I miss her and when I look around, I see nothing but emptiness. It has been six years of sleepless nights and infinite fights, within my mind.My souls seek her sight, I haven’t found her yet because I haven’t tried. I'm afraid to show up before her, not knowing how I’d act.I'm living on meds, apparently because I’d be dead otherwise. I had a series of panic attack after she left and Arthur forced me to go see her or go see a doctor of some sort.I chose the latter one, it’s less painful that way. So, my body functions on drugs and my conscience occasionally torments me.I haven't talked to my mother yet because I thought it was Aurora’s job to fix the bond between us but ever since she’s gone, I didn’t even look at my mother.Things are going smoothly, for others
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