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CHAPTER 150: It Doesn't End Here
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 151: How Can I?
AURORA-You ask for love, you get hate. You seek honesty, you get betrayal, you expect happiness and the next thing you see is a sorrow of ocean around you.You’re drowning deep, and the hand drowning you down, belongs to the one you love the most, the one you thought would never do it, but they do it anyway.Just as what I did to him, just as I stabbed him, and just as he stabbed her. A heart aching for love, seeking for affection is lost in a limbo, because that heart has lost his mate bond.The girl died right in front of my eyes, and what does death feel like? Certainly not good, death might be redemption for some but what about those who are left behind?I saw a younger sister in her, a beautiful soul, a lovely heart that was beating for a man who has forever handled guns but now, was ready to grab roses for her, bring stars down to her feet.Arthur who loved teasing, drank the cup of bitter coffee just because she made it, and even if she gave him poison, he’d knowingly drink it
Last Updated : 2023-03-01Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 152: Our Life Isn't Normal
AURORA-He began scribbling on papers, he didn’t notice me entering inside perhaps, was so busy to even glance at me.“Zeus…” I called his name out. He didn’t listen, it felt like he’s ignoring me but, he’s Zeus, he would never do that.“Zeus?” I called again, and still the same response from him. “Zeus, listen…” my slow steps followed him and until I banged my hands on the table he didn’t look up.The moment I did so, his body shuddered as if he was in the zone, and snapping back from it took a toll on him. He gasped and the first thing he did was hide those papers from me.He thought he wasn’t making it obvious but I acted as if I didn’t see it. “Y---Yeah?” he uttered, his eyes looking at something, someone, I don’t know. Someone who doesn’t exist, at least not in this room.He didn’t even try to stop Arthur, not even once, he said nothing as he was leaving this mansion. I however, had no nerve to say anything to him.What could I possibly have said? That I'm sorry but I'm going to
Last Updated : 2023-03-01Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 153: Aggressive Insecurities
AURORA- Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. Our life isn’t normal. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. She hates me or worse, s
Last Updated : 2023-03-02Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 154: Lives That I'll Ruin
ZEUS-The blood on my hands, it won’t go away, its color is all I could see around, in Arthur’s eyes, in my love life, a dreadful dream I want to wake up from but its impossible because my ghosts are putting me down into a deep sleep.And how ironic, I can’t even sleep, I find myself standing by the window, looking at her, looking at me, while stabbing her and taking Arthur’s dreams away.Was it worth it? Is all I ask myself every day. Was it worth losing my beta? And this fear of losing her as well, losing my heart, my Aurora.I'm scared, she’ll leave me. Just like she did before, she’ll choose everyone over me, again and again and again.My mind screams certain things I don’t want to comply to however, I find myself torn between reality and nightmares. Like what I'm living is a fake world and I need to leave it soon.Because I’ll be stuck in here forever, alone. But there’s this hand which brings me back every night. A hand that I'm scared will fade into my darkness.I know I'm bloc
Last Updated : 2023-03-02Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 155: It's About Me
AURORA-You know what love is? Other than being painful? It’s hideous, and every time I look in his eyes, he’s looking away.Hiding, into a corner, and I know it’s not about Halsey and Arthur, it’s about me. He’s being weird because it’s me.The way his eyes rotate around like if I catch him looking at me, I match his eyes, he’s going to out himself. Whatever is stored in.Forever, not wanting to learn the secrets my dad hid from me, living the life as it is, burying all the curiosities deep down, I lost at the end.Waiting for Zeus to take his time, let him ease around me, giving him the space he forever needed, I never grew inquisitive to know things with him as well.But where did that lead me? The unending path of sorrow, the hurt, the pain, all of it. So, I learned, giving them space is something done in the movies, when in reality you just have to dig out the truth no matter how painful it is.Learn before it eats him up alive, learn before it happens so, that I can fix it. What
Last Updated : 2023-03-03Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 156: The New Reality
AURORA-“Ignore me all you want… but I leave won’t until we have this conversation.” He didn’t turn, his legs bouncing up and down and his hand ticking with the pen, he’s ignoring me.“Zeus…” I walked in his direction. “Zeus…” I uttered again, he can’t hear me, he’s not ignoring me. He’s again gone into the zone, that hideous zone that makes dreading words fall out of my mouth.I saw papers in his hands, again, and honestly now, I'm too scared to know what he’s written on them this time.It’s a death sentence of my sanity in his hands. I find my steps walking, trying to peep, I know I shouldn’t. Not because of him but because my sanity depends on it.And I'm not ready for another, ‘she’ll leave me’ notes. “Zeus…” the pen scribbling on the paper sounded like bells tolling, waiting for me to present myself before the butcher.No, I can’t do this. I placed my hand on his shoulder. “Zeus…” he gasped and crumbled the paper quickly. I saw it, clearly enough that it’s not use in pretending a
Last Updated : 2023-03-03Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 157: Happiness Doesn't Last Forever
AURORA-“The baby sitting in front of me, do you not trust me with my own problems? What am I going through? Is it a disease or something, Zeus… you know we can talk it out.” my tone fluctuated like my heart beat, sometimes it went low and sometimes it went too high.He remained quiet, he didn’t say a thing until I slammed my hands on the table. “What? Zeus? You know I can run other tests on me without you knowing it, right?”He finally shifts his gaze at mine. I see something burning up, his hands came together forming a fist and I can see how hard he is trying to hold himself.“You tell me before I act on my own. You have time till tomorrow morning…” I shouldn’t have said that, I can feel us drifting apart and this didn’t help.You know the relationships that are ruining before your eyes, its so visible that you see the distance building up between them, and you can’t seem to do anything about.The more you put efforts to make it right, something happens and it goes all wrong. So, m
Last Updated : 2023-03-04Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 158: Whatever I Am
AURORA- “I---I’m s---sorry…” I shivered and moved a step back. “Aurora, remember you stabbed me? A slap is nothing compared to that…”He slammed the door leaving out, I don’t know what just happened. How c---could I… I---I don’t know, when I lost control of myself.“Zeus…” by the time I could regain my consciousness, I left. The room was empty, with no sign of him. I heard the car’s engine rev and he left, it’s him.This is what drifting apart is known as, it’s not the pain, it’s not embarrassment but it’s the damage. The damage is giving us more damage, the past is letting it happen to us.And the guilt is somehow intensified by my hormones, like I want to bury my body deep down than to see myself breathing. Because for me, breathing is a curse and I don’t know if I should have the luxury of it.And Zeus just went away, should I blame him? No, I can’t because it all comes down to my fault. But isn’t distance better than completely being cut off?He was clearly pushing me away, he wa
Last Updated : 2023-03-04
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Alpha Zeus, falling for the rogue Luna CHAPTER 211: Redemption
AURORA-“Hurry, we need to leave.” He muttered panicking.“M---Mirage and Ian, they’re inside.” I say still looking down on the ground, processing the reality.“Don’t worry about them, they escaped too---”“Where will we go? They will come after us, he will come after me, he will kill you. no---, Zeus you have to go back.” I shiver merely from the thought of seeing Zeus de---.“Aurora stop being like this and just come home.” “He’ll make sure, I don’t have a home. This is bad.” “Aurora, I'm trying to fight here for you, I don’t want my daughter to live without a mother, when she clearly has one. Do you get it? I'm not as strong as them, but I have the power of love, now stop looking down on me and just hold my hand, dammit. My pride has a limit too.” I looked up as he extended his hand, worry cascading his face, his eyes glowing, mine as well, I missed him and he’s before me.I got up and hugged and firmly, my whole body trembled under his touch and my dead soul awakened. I missed h
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