AURORA-I slept like a log, however when I opened my eyes. “Good morning…” I saw his eyes piercing my soul. He smirked, his arms around my waist and he hugged me tightly.“Morning…” I yawned back, broadening my mouth as wide as possible, he snickered looking at my face. I hid myself under the sheets.“I’m going to take a shower…” I drawled getting up from the bed only to get pulled back by him. “Hmm… you sure are.”My back touched his chest and I could hear his heartbeat, what a beautiful sound to listen to early in the morning. I closed my eyes devouring this feeling, the feeling of being loved, like you’re important you matter.“We have to go somewhere…” he whispered in a low voice. “Where?” I questioned, my heart still palpitating under my breath, no matter for how long we stay together, I can never get used to this feeling.He sighed and I knew he wouldn’t want to tell me, I shut my eyes down and wrapped my arms around his’. This feeling, this is killing me, eating me up on the in
AURORA- I’ve never heard this name before; Zeus body shuddered, his eyes went wide, his breath shortened and I saw sweat appearing on his face. “Z---Zeus… are you okay?” I rubbed his back not knowing what happened to him all of a sudden. I looked at Arthur who had no expression on his face, his fucking poker face gave me creeps. On the other hand, Zeus couldn’t breathe, I didn’t know what to do, what was happening? “Zeus…” he pushed me away, his body thumped down on the floor. He kept on looking at Arthur with weird face, “Who is Elisa?” I asked, panic running through my blood. Who is Elisa? Arthur didn’t speak, his gaze meeting the ground and I turned to see Zeus, our eyes finally met and he drowned in them. “That’s my… m---mother’s name…” I felt cold, my insides shivered, we just visited her grave, what is going on? The hair at the back of my neck rose up and no wonder Zeus was so destroyed by hearing this. “She’s dead…” Zeus roared standing up, his legs stomping against the
AURORA-You ask for love, you get hate. You seek honesty, you get betrayal, you expect happiness and the next thing you see is a sorrow of ocean around you.You’re drowning deep, and the hand drowning you down, belongs to the one you love the most, the one you thought would never do it, but they do it anyway.Just as what I did to him, just as I stabbed him, and just as he stabbed her. A heart aching for love, seeking for affection is lost in a limbo, because that heart has lost his mate bond.The girl died right in front of my eyes, and what does death feel like? Certainly not good, death might be redemption for some but what about those who are left behind?I saw a younger sister in her, a beautiful soul, a lovely heart that was beating for a man who has forever handled guns but now, was ready to grab roses for her, bring stars down to her feet.Arthur who loved teasing, drank the cup of bitter coffee just because she made it, and even if she gave him poison, he’d knowingly drink it
AURORA-He began scribbling on papers, he didn’t notice me entering inside perhaps, was so busy to even glance at me.“Zeus…” I called his name out. He didn’t listen, it felt like he’s ignoring me but, he’s Zeus, he would never do that.“Zeus?” I called again, and still the same response from him. “Zeus, listen…” my slow steps followed him and until I banged my hands on the table he didn’t look up.The moment I did so, his body shuddered as if he was in the zone, and snapping back from it took a toll on him. He gasped and the first thing he did was hide those papers from me.He thought he wasn’t making it obvious but I acted as if I didn’t see it. “Y---Yeah?” he uttered, his eyes looking at something, someone, I don’t know. Someone who doesn’t exist, at least not in this room.He didn’t even try to stop Arthur, not even once, he said nothing as he was leaving this mansion. I however, had no nerve to say anything to him.What could I possibly have said? That I'm sorry but I'm going to
AURORA- Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Our life isn’t normal. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. Our life isn’t normal. Happiness detests me… I'm a detestable person. We’ll part ways, she’ll leave me. She hates me or worse, s
ZEUS-The blood on my hands, it won’t go away, its color is all I could see around, in Arthur’s eyes, in my love life, a dreadful dream I want to wake up from but its impossible because my ghosts are putting me down into a deep sleep.And how ironic, I can’t even sleep, I find myself standing by the window, looking at her, looking at me, while stabbing her and taking Arthur’s dreams away.Was it worth it? Is all I ask myself every day. Was it worth losing my beta? And this fear of losing her as well, losing my heart, my Aurora.I'm scared, she’ll leave me. Just like she did before, she’ll choose everyone over me, again and again and again.My mind screams certain things I don’t want to comply to however, I find myself torn between reality and nightmares. Like what I'm living is a fake world and I need to leave it soon.Because I’ll be stuck in here forever, alone. But there’s this hand which brings me back every night. A hand that I'm scared will fade into my darkness.I know I'm bloc
AURORA-You know what love is? Other than being painful? It’s hideous, and every time I look in his eyes, he’s looking away.Hiding, into a corner, and I know it’s not about Halsey and Arthur, it’s about me. He’s being weird because it’s me.The way his eyes rotate around like if I catch him looking at me, I match his eyes, he’s going to out himself. Whatever is stored in.Forever, not wanting to learn the secrets my dad hid from me, living the life as it is, burying all the curiosities deep down, I lost at the end.Waiting for Zeus to take his time, let him ease around me, giving him the space he forever needed, I never grew inquisitive to know things with him as well.But where did that lead me? The unending path of sorrow, the hurt, the pain, all of it. So, I learned, giving them space is something done in the movies, when in reality you just have to dig out the truth no matter how painful it is.Learn before it eats him up alive, learn before it happens so, that I can fix it. What
AURORA-“Ignore me all you want… but I leave won’t until we have this conversation.” He didn’t turn, his legs bouncing up and down and his hand ticking with the pen, he’s ignoring me.“Zeus…” I walked in his direction. “Zeus…” I uttered again, he can’t hear me, he’s not ignoring me. He’s again gone into the zone, that hideous zone that makes dreading words fall out of my mouth.I saw papers in his hands, again, and honestly now, I'm too scared to know what he’s written on them this time.It’s a death sentence of my sanity in his hands. I find my steps walking, trying to peep, I know I shouldn’t. Not because of him but because my sanity depends on it.And I'm not ready for another, ‘she’ll leave me’ notes. “Zeus…” the pen scribbling on the paper sounded like bells tolling, waiting for me to present myself before the butcher.No, I can’t do this. I placed my hand on his shoulder. “Zeus…” he gasped and crumbled the paper quickly. I saw it, clearly enough that it’s not use in pretending a