The rest of my day went by without incident, everything is back to normal. Lately it has been hard to connect so it is nice to be with Ollie and the rest of our pack members for lunch.
Wednesday went by quickly and it is my turn to be on patrol that evening after school. It helps me get into the groove of what my duties will be when Ollie and I someday become Alpha and Beta of the pack. Father and Uncle like to keep us in shape and show us the ropes to what is expected of us when we are leaders.
Being on patrol means Kia gets to come out for a run. With so much pent-up energy a run around the pack grounds for a few hours is just what she needs. She’s been a lot quieter than usual and we still haven't spoken about what happened with Grace. I just hope Friday helps her settle down.
Thursday afternoon came around only too quickly. I spot Meghan in one of uncle's vehicles, a black shiny SUV big enough for her shopping endeavours. As I walk towards her, I pass by Blackwood leaning against his sports car with hands groping her ass. I roll my eyes as I walk past.
It’s strange … it is like he has two different personalities. On the one hand he’s a decent guy who I could actually have a good conversation with and possibly even be friends with, despite being from different packs. And then he turns around and does something like that and I'm brought back to reality, to what type of person he really is and just doesn't care at all about the consequences or anything.
Upon reaching the car I reach for the door of the front passenger seat and get in. After fastening my seatbelt I turn and greet with a smile.
Our conversation the other night brought us closer together. It's nice that we don't have to be awkward about anything and we can talk about some harsh truths when we need to. It's good to have someone older and a bit more perspective on the different situations.
"So, any thoughts about what you want to wear tomorrow?” Meghan asks.
"Well, I love pink. It's my signature colour. So, I think anything with pink, as long as it's not too revealing," I said.
She nods in agreement, "Well, the shops have lots of different styles so we can have a look around." She starts up the engine and we make our way towards the city's shopping mall.
The city is about a 20-minute drive from our pack lands and about a 10-minute drive from the school. Since we are on neutral ground the peace treaty still applies. This deal was confirmed by the council to protect not only humans but packs and their members.
The treaty applies to everyone who is in a pack, not just Charwood and Liverpool. If someone breaks the treaty, the council can step in at any time and determine the outcome of the pack and its Alpha.
If something was to happen between two or more pack members in the same pack on neutral ground, then the Alpha in charge of that pack would determine their fate. However, if the issue had gotten too out of hand and had also broken the human laws, then the council would have grounds to vote on the outcome.
The main packs that are around the area are Charwood, Liverpool, Riverview, and Westfield. There were a few smaller family packs that didn't want to go rogue but didn't want to join a larger pack, so the council gave them an exemption to create their own pack.
It is hard to start a new pack, you have to have valid reasons and funds to support the members, but Frankton and Shelow have done it so far and have had no issues or problems that we know of.
Charwood is the largest pack in the country, with Liverpool close behind, followed by Riverview and Westfield. We have built up strong relationships with all of the other packs except for Charwood. There is still hate between the packs, especially with the older members.
We help support the smaller packs when they ask. It helps build alliances and businesses in the area. A few packs have joined ours over the years for various reasons. We have just been grateful that they trust us enough out of all the packs to join. It shows true loyalty when we built the alliance.
Over the years, the council has stepped into some situations that have gotten out of hand. Luckily, it was stopped quickly enough before another war started.
Nothing major happened over the last few years since Ollie and I have started to be more involved with leadership and decisions. We pulled up to the shopping mall car park 10 minutes later and made our way to the first set of shops.
The shopping mall is huge with rows and rows of different shops. It has a long hallway that stretched for about 1 kilometre. There are lots of different shops on both sides, you could weave your way around the mall easily. A service desk is at the front and centre for anyone with inquiries or issues. Behind the service desk are pop-up stalls that sell jewellery and a few bits and bobs.
"Didn't we have to bring guards?" I ask Meghan.
She nods and says, "yes, they are on their way now. I just told them the first shop we are going into."
Meghan grabs my hand and leads the way to the nearest shop. I looked up at the sign and could feel my cheeks burning furiously. "I didn't think you were serious about the lingerie shop," I mumble.
"Of course, I was! Alex loves my stuff," she giggles. "Plus, if you didn't want to try anything, I was going to update some of my stuff anyway. Come on, it's not that bad, the lingerie helps you feel sexy and confident. Especially when your mate can't take his eyes off you."
I sigh in response, I guess she did know a thing or two about that. I've never even considered going to a shop like this before, so I guess now I have a reason to. It can't hurt, right?
After browsing for what felt like forever, Meghan threw every single item at me that I seemed remotely interested in and kept telling me ‘You won’t know unless you try it'.
I swear by the end of the evening that quote will be engraved on my forehead. After trying on several items I chose three: a lacy black one with a cute pattern, a flirty red one had a little bit of sheer mesh and strappy details, the last one was a pink and black warrior glam bodysuit that had trapping details over cut-outs with a mini v back. I also got a black Nicolette Push Up Baby doll nightdress to accompany the new lingerie.
Meghan also got some for herself and paid for them separately. She said she would feel guilty if she bought them with the pack funds. Alex likes to spoil her and keeps an account for funds she's allowed to spend only on shopping and other things she wants. I sometimes wonder if she had previously gone overboard with shopping and that is why there is a bit of a restriction, but that is not my business, and it would be too rude to ask.
After the lingerie store, she insists that we need to get our nails done to help us with the dress selection. I didn't exactly want to get my nails done. They don’t stay on when we shift so I don’t really see the point. Nevertheless, Meghan insists we get them done.
She drags me to a cute little salon with several people sitting in chairs getting their nails done. I surprisingly enjoyed myself and am happy with the result. I got a short fake nail, with a light pink and creme pattern with a few silver jewels on every second nail.
After doing our nails it was time to shop for dresses and Meghan drags me around like a ragdoll. I don’t think I have any energy left to try on more clothes.
"Oh, come on, hun, we only have one more hour until the shops are closed and I know the perfect shop we can go to for the dresses."
I sigh, thank goodness it was only one more shop. We walk into a cute little corner boutique shop. Not many people were in the store, but it is nearly 9.30pm, so nearly everyone had already left.
Meghan went to the first rack of the store, "I was here the other day and thought these dresses would be your style …, nice, simple yet elegant." she smiled. "Ha, here it is!"
She pulls out a beautiful jewelled light pink dress with a sweetheart neckline, thin feather spaghetti straps, with beads and jewels scattered all over the bodice and skirt. "I thought this would be perfect for tomorrow night for dinner and the club. You can either wear flats or a short heel."
I nod as I look at the dress. It is beautiful.
"Perfect, we will quickly try that one on and see if you like it. Oh, what about this one for school?" She had pulled out a dark pink mid-length dress with a straight neckline and long sleeves. I tried on both dresses, and they fit well and were just perfect! They complement my dark hair and olive skin perfectly.
I couldn't wait for tomorrow to come. I am so excited and hope I would get to meet my mate. Meghan must have been energized by our shopping trip as she was still full of energy on the way home.
By the time we reached pack grounds it was 10:30 pm. I linked mom and dad that I was almost home and that I was heading straight for bed. Dad was out on patrol, but mom had already turned in.
'Good night, Kia, I hope you are okay and tomorrow will bring us peace and happiness.'
'Good night Lei, I'm okay, sorry I haven't been chatty much. There's just a lot going on and I'm trying to get advice from the Elders, but yes, hopefully, tomorrow will bring some peace to our foggy minds.'
I could feel peace and excitement from Kia with her words. I was excited and nervous. Who wouldn't be? I could potentially meet my mate.
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Friday, who doesn't love Fridays? It sucks that we still have to go to school on this boiler of a day, but here I am on a Friday morning in the kitchen trying to get my shit together for school, instead of going to the river. I hear Danni coming down the stairs wearing just his boxers and hair all tangled. He looks around suspiciously and asks, "Are the parents around?" I looked up from my phone frowning "huh, nah. Why?" He quickly sprints back to his room and comes back a few minutes later with Annie. She looks dishevelled with her light brown hair in a mess and her short black tank dress just barely covering her ass and boobs. I roll my eyes and chuckle, "If your mum found out what you were doing on a school night, she would beat your ass." He shoves the girl out the door as quickly as he could, while she gave him a quick kiss and said, 'call me'. "Shut up, you're one to talk. You know ma scolded you for some of your stupid nights," he mumbled. "Haha, Oh, I know only too well.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" I hear a chorus of voices waking me up from my peaceful sleep. Mum, dad, Brent, Ollie, Uncle David, and Auntie Sarah were all around my bed with huge goofy smiles and arms stretched wide, each holding a present. I sit up and rub my eyes, taking in the view from my bed. I smile warmly. "Aww, thank you all so much!" I say as I get out of bed and walk over to mum and dad, giving them a hug first. "Well, today you officially become an adult, so we wanted to let you enjoy this moment before heading off to school," mum said. They put the presents on the bed and they each give me a quick hug. "I know we don't have much time before school but quickly get ready and come down to breakfast. Alex is off on patrol this morning and Meghan is just downstairs getting set up," dad said. "Sure Dad. I won't be too long. I’ll just have a quick shower and get ready," I reply as they wave and leave the room. 'Happy birthday Kia,' I whisper to her, hoping she would hear me. I feel he
My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. The look in her eyes absolutely killed me. The pain of betrayal flashed through her eyes. I never wanted to cause her that pain. Jace was furious, thrashing around inside me as I tried to get him under control. She turns around and walks away and into school, following Oliver and her brother. "Baby, is everything okay? We can skip first class. I have study hall," Grace's voice rang through my ears as she tries to reach for me. "Don't," I growl back at her. I know Jace was showing in my eyes with the amount of command that radiated off me. She looked back at me startled, her eyes blinking up at me wide in fear. "I... I'm sorry, Alpha," she whispered and bowed her head in submission. I took another step back, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath to try and get Jace under control, and said to Grace. "We're done, you need to find your own way to and from school from now on." "But, but why? What did I do?" she whispers, her voice barely a
The storage closet?? Does he honestly think this conversation should be in the storage closet? Kia is still fuming and still so pissed off since this morning. ‘What do you want to do?’ I asked her. ‘I want to be close to our mate, but he is making it hard to be around him right now,’ she mumbles. Every time we sensed him today, she would have a new-found anger raging through us after this morning's images flashed through our minds. So, I tried my best to just avoid him all day. I didn't want Kia's anger to make us do something we would regret. I knew he wanted to talk but I wasn't ready. My mind was still trying to grasp that we were mates, I wasn't ready for a conversation that would have to end badly and ruin my birthday, a conversation that would ruin the rest of my life. I panicked when he showed up in the cafeteria. The thought of him rejecting me right there in front of everyone, in front of Ollie, my brother and best friends, it was just too much. But all he did was smile at
Jace was so hyped up after our conversation, I had to bargain with him again to get him to leave our mate. Grumbling, he finally gave in. She was so cute when she was all flustered like that. Just when I thought her cheeks couldn't get any redder, I was worried the kiss I gave her froze her in place. So here I was in English with a grumpy old wolf grumbling about not being around our mate. 'We will see her tonight,' I try to reason with him again. 'We have to be careful, Jace, before anything else happens we have to build a relationship with her and then figure out father and our packs.' 'We should bring the Luna family heirloom your mother gave you, for her birthday present,’ Jace sighed. 'Oh shit, you're right, it's still her birthday! Isn't that usually given at the Luna ceremony? That's what mum always said.' 'Yes, but I think in these circumstances it'll be okay. It'll show that you are serious about her being your Luna. We may just have to explain the significance of the heir
The final bell rang through the school ending the week, I was so excited to be out. Don't get me wrong, I usually love school. It just means I get to see Zander soon. I smile at the thought of seeing him tonight. I am excited about seeing him again. It’s a little strange that in the short amount of time I have been around him I've already become so attached. I guess the talk we had this afternoon really helped me relax and find out what he wanted. He wanted me. He wanted to be mates. Yes, we have a lot of different challenges ahead. I would like to build my relationship with him before anything else. I'm glad he just didn't claim me in front of everyone. I'm glad he understands. I try to get my thoughts off Zander. Surely it isn't healthy to be thinking about him this much. Kia isn't being helpful, flashing all kinds of images through my mind of him naked and dirty and just looking so damn sexy standing there in the dark closet and so close. I try with all my might to get him off my
When I walked into the club my eyes immediately tried to seek her out and I immediately knew where she was. Her scent overpowers everything and draws me in. I see her. She looks so fucking beautiful in her dress. Several men were ogling her, and I pretend as though it doesn’t bother me. I have to push Jace to his corner several times and remind him to calm down. She is so beautiful and, obviously, oblivious to her impact on the people around her. I play it cool and chat with my cousin and friends, but Jace would have none of it. He is determined to be with Ashleigh now! Honestly, I don’t think she knows the hold she has on me. She is too perfect and pure for me, and I don't know how I got so damned lucky to be mated to someone like her. I take her upstairs to the little setup Lydia and her crew made for me. She found me as soon as I entered the club. Kia apparently saw our interaction and assumed she was one of my flings. Can’t say I blame her for feeling like that. I like that sh
I roll over to my side as sunlight shines through my windows disturbing my peaceful sleep. My head throbs slightly from the number of drinks I consumed last night. We have shifter healing, yes, but it doesn't help that Chloe drinks like a fish and I'm a lightweight. She had about 3 rounds of tequila shots and too many cocktails to count. I don't want to know what was in the coke she kept on giving me, but it was not just coke. I'm sorely paying for it today. I groan and stretch across my bed and I slowly sit up trying to get my bearings and see where my headspace was for today's workload. Looking around my room I’m glad to see I wasn't a messy drunk. Everything is still neatly in its rightful place, my dress is draped on the light pink cushioned armchair in the corner, and my shoes are placed next to the door. I look down and see I am wearing an old bed tee and the same pair of panties from last night. I feel Kia string around inside me waking up as well. ‘What happened last night?’
**Grace** I lay on the hotel's disgusting bed, looking up at the cracked pink paint, watching every scrap as it peels off, falling from the ceiling. The dimly lit light flickers through the room as I try to focus on the walls around me. “Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,” I softly sing as tears stream down my face. How did everything get so fucked up? I had a foolproof plan that would have worked if he didn’t find his fucking mate. Who would have guessed Ashleigh Steward was my boyfriend's mate? I honestly thought it would be me. I’m an Alpha's daughter; I had a higher possibility. We had a magnetic attraction from the start, and everyone back home said we were perfect together. Dad is obsessed with Zander. But then, all he ever wants is power and money. Charwood, being the biggest pack in the country, has both. ‘We should go out. I saw a bar when we walked past here,’ my wolf Talia says encouragingly, pushing forward hopefully. ‘We need to stay hidden, Talia,’ I
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After everything that life has thrown at me this year, I was so proud and excited to finish school and go to one of the best universities in the country to study psychology. Graduation went beautifully; I was so happy mum and dad both came and saw me give my valedictorian speech, and despite everything I was glad they supported me. It was a huge honour to be the school's valedictorian this year. it put a little bit of pressure on me, having to write a speech, but it wasn’t anything I couldn’t handle. The dinner was beautiful, something they held yearly to send off the seniors after stressful exams. I appreciated saying thank you and goodbye to everyone, I hoped I would still see them in the future, but no one can make any promises. I had one more fabulous night with my girls, Chloe and Skyla and I was filled with laughter and love. Our friendship won’t ever change, no matter what pack we are in. Thankfully, Zander has accepted that. I’m glad I chose psychology. I wanted to choose
The last few weeks have been crazy. With Ashleigh’s recovery, our exams finally ending, and graduation just around the corner … It has just been a whirlwind of activities. I was so fucking proud of my girl when she announced that she got accepted into all the universities she applied to. Now she just has to choose her major and decide which one to go to. Personally, I admit that I am running pretty low on energy just dealing with Ashley’s anxiety and dad showing me the ropes of running the pack. Don’t get me wrong, I love my girl, but sometimes, feeling her anxiety through our bond can hit me like a tidal wave and completely throw me off for the entire day. As Danni has learnt, whatever she is feeling, I feel it tenfold. Today we finally had a meeting with the council. We tried to have one immediately, but they kept changing it and blocking us. It was their fifth time adjusting the schedule, and even then, they called everyone this morning and said today was open only for an hour
The pain that radiated throughout my body is now gone. I can’t feel anything ... I can't see anything. Instead, I find myself alone in this pitch-black void. ‘Kia, Kia’, I try to call out to her, hoping she will help me pull out of this. Once again, I’m left with emptiness. My mind spirals, thinking of all the possibilities, the “what ifs”, and trying to figure out what just happened. I’m numb; it feels like nothing exists anymore. If this is death, it is a horrible place to be … a black void with nothing by me and my hazy, uncertain thoughts. I miss them … Zander, my family, my friends. The idea of never seeing them again scares me. I feel like I’ve been floating around in this void for hours when suddenly I smell this odd yet familiar scent. It is a sweet, floral scent making my mind spin, trying to remember what it reminded me of. I try to move in the void to get closer to the scent. I need to get closer. A strong pull snaps me out of the darkness as the scent becomes overwhel
The putrid scent of antiseptic assaults my nose as I pace in the hospital's emergency room, waiting for the doctor to tell me why my Luna, Beta, and Gamma are in the state they are in. I burst through the doors earlier to find Ashleigh, only to be kicked out, so the hospital staff had space to work on her. I hoped they were helping her. I can’t lose her. Her bloodstains on my skin from holding her close have now dried as I didn’t want to wash away her scent. It was the only thing keeping me sane right now. Oliver comes flying down the hall with Brent hot on his heels. I sent him and her parents a message as soon as I arrived, and Danni was checked in. He looked so pale when we got to the hospital, and it fucking killed me the state they were all in. I hate the smell of hospitals … The smell of disinfectant stings my nose, making my eyes water. I fight Jace for control, trying not to let him take over and go on a rampage. Hospitals always bring back bad memories so the smell al
I felt a sense of loss when Zander wasn’t by my side. I suppose that’s why they allow mates to be in the same classes, so our wolves don’t go crazy on us. I had a crappy feeling for the rest of the day after this morning's conversation with Brent. I was already feeling bad that I was upset with him only a few weeks ago about hiding the same thing from Ollie and me, and yet here I am doing the exact same thing to him. No wonder he's so upset. At least Ollie and mum already had time to accept Zander and me being mates. Some girls at lunchtime came up and congratulated us, but all I could see was jealousy and frustration in most of them. It hurt that they weren't actually happy. They probably just wanted him because of his title or maybe because they were ex-lovers or a number of other reasons. I don’t have the courage to ask Zander how many he’s been with at school. I’m sure it's a lot. I won’t dwell on that fact because he is my present and future. So after everything that happene
Ashleigh's emotions are heightened by a thousand after marking her. I feel everything - happiness, frustration, sadness … It was a rollercoaster of a night, trying to navigate everything. Out of all of her emotions, happiness and joy were what I felt the most. I was so fucking grateful that she is happy to be with us. After the incident this morning with her brother, Jace was more aware of what was happening. He is unsettled that her family's drama saddens our mate, and I promise I will get to the bottom of it for her. I only want what is best for her and, at the same time, to have a relationship with her family. I want to work together and fix it. Oliver seems to be on board with an alliance. We just have to convince everyone else. Thankfully, the day is easygoing; I have a few classes without her, but that was in the afternoon. Lunchtime rolled around quickly, and everyone gushed around her, trying to get information on what happened and how we found out we were mates. I know
It was a challenging weekend. I barely went home, I had about 20 missed calls from mum, frantic messages from Kylie to know where Ashleigh was, and neither Robert nor Kylie got to say goodbye to their daughter. Now they couldn’t reach her via the pack link or family link. It was a fucked up situation just because Blackwood was her mate. I didn’t even know how to begin to explain things to Brent when he got home. He walked into a house of chaos after his patrol run that night. As much as those two niggle and bicker, they were siblings. He looked up to Ashleigh as his sister and the pack’s Beta. He respected her and appreciated her guidance. Now, I don’t even know what their relationship will be like. After seeing Ashleigh the other night with Blackwood, I knew she made the right choice. She had to be with her mate. She was his Luna, and rejecting him wasn’t an option for either of them. It was nice to see that they loved each other. However, I made a promise to myself and our family