Happy Tuesday!
I psyched myself way too much by the time we arrived in front of the packhouse. Zander tried to help calm me down, but my nerves got the best of me in the end. I kept replaying everything that happened last night, and one thing stuck out, the supposed reason why Uncle banished me from the pack. Charwood hadn’t had a Luna for over a decade. So, of course, naturally, I was worried about so many different things. With such a high expectation, my brain went in overloaded. What if the pack doesn't like me? What if his father didn’t like me? What if more of his exes show up and try to challenge me? Would they accept me because I was from Liverpool and not a part of their pack? So many possibilities were swirling around my head. I panicked and froze until Zander opened the car door and brought me into a tight hug, kissing me gently, trying to reassure me. Every time he does something like this, he surprises me, making my heart ache for him and making me fall in love with him all
‘You’re welcome’, Danni links me, smirking as I pull Ashleigh in a tight grip trying to regain control. Thankfully, our bond and her scent are the only things helping me not to lose my shit right now. ‘For what? Pissing off my wolf in front of everyone?’ I snap back. And, of course, he rolls his eyes but still has his hands up in surrender as Jace glares at him. The fucking little twat knows too much. I swear I wouldn't put up with him if he weren’t my Beta or best friend. Don’t get me wrong, he knows how to push my boundaries, and no one else can pull the same shit he does. Even Eric won't, and we have known each other since we were in diapers. But without Danni, I’d be a lost cause. I honestly don't think there is anyone who could replace him. “Jace, it’s ok, he was just saying hello,” Ashleigh whispers, bringing her hand to my chin, softly stroking me and leaning in closer, trying to get Jace to give me back control. If only she knew how much of an ass Danni can be. That's o
Shit, Shit, Shit. I am in so much trouble. I look between Zander and his father as he's standing on the sidelines. One would think they are linking, but their eyes are not glazed and they are just staring at each other. Even Beta Jake looks a little uncomfortable, shifting around at their gaze. Their wolves flicker through, showing a rim of gold in their eyes, dominance radiating from both men. A few of the warriors were curiously watching. Most try to ignore what was happening, but it was hard to ignore two Alphas fighting for dominance. Neither man has moved from their position. I can see Daniel's eyes cast down in submission, hands in his pockets, and looking at the grass as if it’s the most exciting thing in the world. Beta Jake is looking between them as I am, slightly confused, but I’m sure he’s more aware of what is going on than me. I frown in confusion. What did I miss? I know Zander didn’t have the best relationship with his father, but this type of play for dominance an
I try to figure out the best way to start. We sit in the car silently … Ashleigh not even trying to start a conversation since we left training. I don’t really blame her. I haven't exactly been fun to speak with right now either, but just her presence alone is calming me down. Part of me hoped she would say something to try and ease the tension, but I know she won't say anything until I do. I drive a little further out of the city until we arrive at the place I had in mind. I used to go here all the time with mum and dad. It felt right to bring her here. Maybe one day we can have that same tradition, coming out here every other weekend. The lake is exactly as I remember it. It is about the size of a football field, with shrubs and trees protecting it. I drive through the small clearing that is big enough for a car to fit through. Not many people know about this place, I have never sensed anyone before, so it's nice this little paradise has been kept peaceful and pure all these yea
Soft music filled the air as people stood around chatting. Daniel and the Omegas did a fantastic job putting this together for an event that only took half a day to set up. The pack gathering was already in full swing when we arrived from touring the territory. The sun was already starting to set and lots of people were coming and going, enjoying themselves and having a good time. I met many people who are here tonight and a lot more when visiting the different sites today. It was nice to see many of the established buildings and businesses they have up and running; it's a fantastic set-up. I understand why Charwood is the largest and strongest pack in the country. I probably haven’t met all of the pack yet, but I have met all the pack elders and advisers that helped make some of the decisions. They seem like friendly people, and I look forward to working with them. I watch my mate from the kitchen mingling and talking with his pack members as I fix myself a drink and sit back
It was a challenging weekend. I barely went home, I had about 20 missed calls from mum, frantic messages from Kylie to know where Ashleigh was, and neither Robert nor Kylie got to say goodbye to their daughter. Now they couldn’t reach her via the pack link or family link. It was a fucked up situation just because Blackwood was her mate. I didn’t even know how to begin to explain things to Brent when he got home. He walked into a house of chaos after his patrol run that night. As much as those two niggle and bicker, they were siblings. He looked up to Ashleigh as his sister and the pack’s Beta. He respected her and appreciated her guidance. Now, I don’t even know what their relationship will be like. After seeing Ashleigh the other night with Blackwood, I knew she made the right choice. She had to be with her mate. She was his Luna, and rejecting him wasn’t an option for either of them. It was nice to see that they loved each other. However, I made a promise to myself and our family
Ashleigh's emotions are heightened by a thousand after marking her. I feel everything - happiness, frustration, sadness … It was a rollercoaster of a night, trying to navigate everything. Out of all of her emotions, happiness and joy were what I felt the most. I was so fucking grateful that she is happy to be with us. After the incident this morning with her brother, Jace was more aware of what was happening. He is unsettled that her family's drama saddens our mate, and I promise I will get to the bottom of it for her. I only want what is best for her and, at the same time, to have a relationship with her family. I want to work together and fix it. Oliver seems to be on board with an alliance. We just have to convince everyone else. Thankfully, the day is easygoing; I have a few classes without her, but that was in the afternoon. Lunchtime rolled around quickly, and everyone gushed around her, trying to get information on what happened and how we found out we were mates. I know
I felt a sense of loss when Zander wasn’t by my side. I suppose that’s why they allow mates to be in the same classes, so our wolves don’t go crazy on us. I had a crappy feeling for the rest of the day after this morning's conversation with Brent. I was already feeling bad that I was upset with him only a few weeks ago about hiding the same thing from Ollie and me, and yet here I am doing the exact same thing to him. No wonder he's so upset. At least Ollie and mum already had time to accept Zander and me being mates. Some girls at lunchtime came up and congratulated us, but all I could see was jealousy and frustration in most of them. It hurt that they weren't actually happy. They probably just wanted him because of his title or maybe because they were ex-lovers or a number of other reasons. I don’t have the courage to ask Zander how many he’s been with at school. I’m sure it's a lot. I won’t dwell on that fact because he is my present and future. So after everything that happene