Chapter 43

XAVIER'S POV;

As soon as she walked out of the kitchen, I made to go after her but Lily held me back and gave me a stern look. She shook her head and I sighed.

"What exactly do you want from me?"

Lily gave me a confused look. "We were talking before she came down and you lost every ability to focus on listening to me!"

I rolled my eyes. "And so what? If I lost control, so? For crying out loud, she's my mate!"

"But you don't love her," Lily said, smiling bitterly. She walked slowly towards me and gave me a look. "You don't love her, do you?"

I shook my head. "You're not going to ask me such questions and expect an answer from me. I should go to bed and you should, too. You're leaving early tomorrow, have you forgotten?"

"I know you're avoiding answering this question at all cost but that's totally fine. I know you do not want to answer me. But know one thing, I will always come first in your life and you are not going to get over me,"

"I have been over you for years. You think I am in