Hazel POV
I was already awake, but I hadn’t gotten out of bed. I was trying to recall the details of the dream I had the night before.
It was in the woods and I was chasing after Xavier with my dagger drawn.
“Come on, Xavier. Don’t leave.” I pleaded.
And then he did stop.
“I will always be here,” he said. “What do you want?”
It didn’t make sense to me and it made my blood boil. I ran over to him and said to him smugly with my face a few inches from his, “You dimwit. I’ll crush you, Xavier.”
I chuckled at the thought of my menacingly threatening Xavier even in the dream. But then I felt something heavy and yet comforting around me. It was Xavier. I snuck a peek behind me but then quickly turned away, flustered. I was snuggled up with Xavier in his arms around me, but that was not all.
He was fully undressed.
I could feel every outline of his muscles against my skin and his hot and minty breath brushing my face. My face turned a very light pink as I noticed I could even feel a certain engorged southern member against my body.
I stare at his tempting face that speaks of Virgo's youth. He was a male god and he was adored by the fairer sex for his charcoal-black hair. It was mostly neat and flowing sometimes but this time it was a casual jumble on his head. His crescent-of-moon eyebrows were thin and narrow. He carried an imperious nose well and his angular cheekbones carved down towards a flinty jaw. Unusually for a man with a female wolf, he had a manly, Samson physique that was tempting and inviting me to touch.
And I almost did until I shook the stupid thought off my head, reminding myself that he was not supposed to be naked beside me.
No, it was just too much. Out of instinct, I screamed and released myself from his embrace, kicking him out of the bed in the process. Xavier growled, he wasn’t a morning person and he definitely didn’t like getting kicked out of bed.
As Xavier scrambled to get up, I looked away quickly as he was still very much naked. He moaned aggressively and ran his hands through his hair, flexing his muscles in the process.
“Why are you in my bed? Without clothes on?” I asked.
“Your bed?” He grinned.
Oh right, I had forgotten what happened before I blacked out. I was the one in Xavier's bed. But it still didn’t explain why he had his hands around me, naked.
“Don’t worry, nothing happened I promise. Just two bros, sleeping on the same bed, alone, with one naked. It just sounds worse doesn’t it,” he blushed as he bashfully looked away.
“I’ll… I’ll just leave now, okay,” I said and hurriedly exited the room. I rested my back on the door after slamming the door behind me and took in a deep breath. I was worried he had found out my identity and intentions. I ran back to my room on the first floor, I would be back there again after all I didn't complete my mission last night.
I guess Xavier will feel guilty seeing how I had run out of the room on seeing him naked. He was too silent as I leaned on the closed door and he probably will be pondering on what had happened when I left the room. He was under the covers, still unclad as the morning sun poured into the room from within the curtain blinds. He was worried that he had hurt me and overstepped my privacy, the look on his face earlier says it all.
"I guess you shouldn’t have forced him to drink, or better yet, carried him back to his room." I heard him say to himself.
I was walking outside the house, soaking in the morning sun while deep in thought. I thought about how Xavier could’ve easily found out my secret if only he had attempted to try anything with me while I was unconscious. I tried to push the thought away but I couldn’t, it was a very close call.
According to the rules of the rogues, if my secret was found out, not only would I lose the bounty, but I would also have to pay a fine and then get kicked out. Well, that was if I wasn’t killed by Silver Moon first. I knew how serious Colin took this mission and how he wouldn’t hesitate to kick me out if I failed. Despite being his adopted daughter.
At least a banished werewolf was considered a rogue, what would then become of a banished rogue? These were the thoughts that filled my head as I paced aimlessly.
Might as well start thinking of being a beggar in the human world. I muttered to myself.
The sound of a female voice jolted me out of my deep thought. I knew that voice. It was Zoe.
I walked forward to see Zoe pinning a teen werewolf against a tree, her fist dangling in front of his face, threatening to give it a redesign at any moment.
“If I do so much as see you following me again, I’ll break both your legs. Do you understand me?” She said, her last words seething with venom.
The wolf whimpered and nodded frivolously in agreement. Zoe was one to beat up her admirers, and there were many of them. I would too if I were in her position, I always thought.
I tried to walk away from the scene but not before getting seen by Zoe. Zoe released the wolf and ran in my direction and then grabbed my hand, looking aggrieved. The wolf took the golden opportunity and made a run for it.
“Can you believe it? That scumbag bullied me, I was so scared,” she ranted.
I was confused because I watched the whole thing happen. If anyone got bullied, it was definitely that wolf, and well for good reason. Next time he would learn not to be a creep.
“You came to save me. I’m glad,” Zoe said.
She then tried to push her luck with me like always.
“I’m so scared, can you send me home?” She pleaded.
“Your house is 100 meters away,” I replied dryly.
“You saved me. Let’s go for breakfast, my treat,” Zoe offered.
I scoffed at the game she was trying to play. I didn't save her like she claimed, as a matter of fate I was trying to avoid her. Those are the words I was meant to tell Zoe but seeing the innocent look in her eyes and how much she admires me I decided to play along. Who knows she might be of help to me in the future.
“I am glad to be of help, Zoe, but I’m not hungry, thank you.” I try to sound as polite as I can.
“How about going to a bar, let’s go have some drinks.”
I rolled my eyes trying not to look displeased at her request. Well, this is not the first time Zoe will be asking me for a drink but I was never interested in that I have a mission which I must fulfil.
At times acting as a man isn't easy for me, mostly in a situation like this when Zoe won't let me have breathing space.
“Umm I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but it’s literally 9 AM,” I said to her, my voice sounding as calm as I could trying not to show how irritated I feel.
I wondered why so many Silver Moon wolves were such freaks. They just had drinks the previous night for crying out loud and now she wants to have a drink with me this morning.
Zoe looked upset, which actually made me feel bad. Then I had an idea.
“Remember when you asked me to take you to the Red Moon Gala last night? Well, I would love to go with you,” I smiled.
Zoe screamed and grabbed me into a hug, which seemed more like a murder plan to me as I didn’t appreciate being squeezed. I release myself from Zoe’s death grip and walked away to the side of the house and Zoe beamed as she watched me leave.
“If Goddess makes you my mate at the gala, I could literally faint with joy. OMG,” I heard her say to herself.
My wolf, Ted, spoke to me as I walked away. "I still think that girl is weird."
“I just think she’s trying to be on my good side. So I wouldn’t expose her to her father, Noah,” I said to my wolf.
"Well, I don't think so and with the way she looks at you and always wants to be around you I think she's in love with you…"
"Ted!" I shut my wolf off as my body cringes at the thought of having a female like me as a partner when there are many guys out there.
Jeez.
"Hazel." I heard Zoe calling behind me and when I turned around she was smiling and running over to me.
But what happens next is the most unpredictable thing and if I was feeling uncomfortable before, now my body felt tense and my heart topples over with shock as goosebumps run through my entire body while I stand motionless my eyes on Zoe who just plants a kiss on my lips before I was able to walk far away from her.
Zoe kissed me!
Hazel POV I spent the whole day thinking but I finally came to a resolution. The only way I could know if Xavier had indeed discovered my secret and if he still trusted me, I decided I would offer to take charge of access and security. I figured that if Xavier agreed to give me such an important role, then he hadn’t yet figured out my secret and still trusted me I found Xavier in his study room. Zoe was there with him and they were having a conversation I couldn’t quite hear. I walked in, capturing both of their attention. “Oh hey, Hazel. Xavier and I are working on the pack's guest list,” Zoe smiled at me. I almost lost my composure when my eyes met with Zoe and the scene of how she kissed me flash through my memory but I was quick to wave it off and to focus on the reason why I was here. She was wearing a big smile on her face as if nothing had happened while I'm here feeling uncomfortable with her presence because of the same kiss. Zoe steals my first kiss away and that's unfa
Hazel POV I started a rumor which had spread over Silver Moon with the aid of the servants. I had told the servants in charge of reception to spread the rumor that me and Xavier were together. “I saw them kissing in the yard,” the first one would say. “I saw them mating in the backrooms,” another one would add. “They would be having a baby.” Well now that will so obviously be a lie as it was impossible, I told them to stick with the first two. As the preparation for the gala, that night was underway, the rumor began to spread and even Xavier had heard it. He found it a little embarrassing but he couldn’t blame me. He knew the story was fake, but he thought my feelings for him were true. At least, that was what he thought. It was finally the night of the Red Moon Gala and everyone was in position. The whole pack had worked hard to set up and seeing how the place looked, they thought it paid off. Zoe came over to my room to get me. She knocked on my door. While on the other hand
Xavier's POV A laugh escapes my lips. I believe my instincts are lying to me. But heck, Hazel's eyes are also on me. Taking steps down the podium, I am filled with so much confusion. Zoe is filled with shock and amidst the uproar, I think the moon goddess is playing with us. "How's that possible, Xavier?" Hazel is at the other side of the room and we both exchange eye contact. He doesn't say anything and neither do I. But how's that possible? As I walk through the crowds, all eyes are on me and people are really talking about this. This is the first time an Alpha is mating with the same sex in Silver moon. "How could they have an heir?” “ This pack is going to be ruined.” Another man lamented among the crowd. "I knew a man, whose wolf was female, couldn’t take charge of a pack. It seems that the goddess thinks so, leave your pack alone, go home, and give birth to a baby for your little mate.” Turning, I see Mike standing before me. He has a sinister smile plastered on hi
Hazel's Pov Xavier was lucky to move away just in time, saving himself from the unknown fate and this got me even angrier. The plan foiled. I'm so stupid. I immediately slid my dagger back into my scabbard, hoping no one saw me. Xavier is staring down at Mike who has a smug look that I want to wipe off his face. "You've got so much confidence for a fag," Mike said and everyone burst into laughter. "How are you going to fuck him though? Pour your seed into him, he gets pregnant and delivers through his manhood. Must be really painful innit?" Nobody seems to be coming. But I do. Before I can stop him, it's too late. Xavier's claws shot out and his jaw sharpened. The growth of hair around his chin was fast and the tip of his ears got sharper. He snarled at Mike, causing people around to gasp. "You're so sensitive. Get a grip!" Mike cried out and they continued laughing. In one punch, Mike found himself on the floor. I gasped in surprise and took a step back. Clara had never be
HAZEL POV: Very fast, most of what had happened last night passes by in a blur and it's the dawn of a new day. I would love to lay in bed for quite long but I know I have to get out of it. Me laying back in bed means I'm running away from my problems which is actually the truth. I don't want to run away from it. Instead, I want to face it head-on. The hardest and most depressing part of my morning has to be when I'm changing corsets and putting on a new one. Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I loosen the strings tied tightly around my back. I felt a slight pain as the thin ropes had sunk into my skin, causing temporary dents and lines of red marks. When I take it off, I heave a sigh of relief. As depressing as it might be, there's still a sense of comfort from seeing my breasts in the mirror. It makes me feel less miserable about this whole gay news. At least I know I'm a woman and everyone is having nothing but a misconception. I touch the skin around my breasts
Hazel's POV: What the hell is he talking about? Strip club? Why? Shaking my head, I decide to do as he has said. If he wants us to go to a strip club, who am I to question him? Besides, he's my Alpha and now that things are complicated, I just want to lay low. Later that night, I'm at the club with Xavier. The club is in the suburbs of the jurisdiction, close to another pack. A lot of people always frequent this place as it is the only club for miles. Xavier is granted easy access as he shows his red eyes. Alphas are treated specially and it gets to rub off on me because I am his Beta. We finally got into the club and our ears were suddenly sensitized by the loud music. I hate loud music and I wince as we weave past people dancing and sweaty. Xavier leads us up the stairs that lead to the other floor. That's where the richer and more sophisticated people are situated and there's less noise there. Xavier flashes his eyes before the bouncer again and he opens the thick glass doors
XAVIER I shake my head immediately. Clara is lying to me. Ted looks like he's sick. When he comes close to me, it staggers a bit. "No," I shake my head. "Hazel is not fine. Ted is just here to distract me and Clara, you're doing the same thing! Stop getting me confused." I shut Clara out and stretch out my hand to Hazel's wolf to show him that I mean no harm. "Look here, Ted. Hazel is not fine. He's inside you and he's really sick. I need you, for his sake, to let me take him to the hospital. You're going to be affected if something bad happens to him and I'm sure you both don't want that," Ted stops growling and looks at me for a long time before falling on his knee. It has been submitted. Drawing close, I pat its head. "Can you do something for me?" I ask Ted. "Can you give the control back to Hazel? He needs to be herself so I can take her to the hospital for proper treatment." A huge sigh of relief escapes my lips when he does so. Hazel is back on the floor, weak and
HAZEL'S POV:The first thing I wake up to is the sun shining into my room through the open window. I squint instinctively and immediately turn away from the quite harsh morning sunlight. Only to find Xavier seated beside me and looking straight at me. This makes me jump and sit up."What are you doing in my room by this time of the morning?"Xavier sits up and shrugs. "Looking after you,"This makes me more confused. I frown. "Looking after me? How? Why?""You got drunk last night and you were quite a hassle. You also had a fever. That's the main reason I'm here,"I place the back of my palm on my forehead. Frowning, I look at him. "A fever? I feel very okay now." "Uhm, you had a fever last night and you acted like you were drunk. I was sure you didn't have much to drink. That's why it got me worried. I'm glad you're fine now though,"I nod. "Thanks for looking out for me,"Xavier gives me a stiff smile and then clears his throat. "You said something last night about wanting bi