HAZEL'S POV:The first thing I wake up to is the sun shining into my room through the open window. I squint instinctively and immediately turn away from the quite harsh morning sunlight. Only to find Xavier seated beside me and looking straight at me. This makes me jump and sit up."What are you doing in my room by this time of the morning?"Xavier sits up and shrugs. "Looking after you,"This makes me more confused. I frown. "Looking after me? How? Why?""You got drunk last night and you were quite a hassle. You also had a fever. That's the main reason I'm here,"I place the back of my palm on my forehead. Frowning, I look at him. "A fever? I feel very okay now." "Uhm, you had a fever last night and you acted like you were drunk. I was sure you didn't have much to drink. That's why it got me worried. I'm glad you're fine now though,"I nod. "Thanks for looking out for me,"Xavier gives me a stiff smile and then clears his throat. "You said something last night about wanting bi
XAVIERI don't know why this rejection is making me feel really terrible. I know the best thing for us but coming to terms with it is really hard. Like, how the hell am I supposed to live with the fact that I no longer have a mate? I know I shouldn't have. I'm having conflicting thoughts and this even heightened after watching him watch those strippers last night. Something about the way he looked at them made me feel like I wasn't enough and that was when I decided that rejecting him would be a good idea. But it doesn't seem so now. After telling him, I didn't get the reaction I was getting. I expected him to have been more expressive about it but the way he said he wasn't going to accept my rejection didn't sound genuine if I was going to be honest with myself.Just then, Zoe had to come in to confirm my fears.Watching him tell Zoe he likes boobs and seeing the lust in his eyes just made me wish I was a woman with boobs also.The moon goddess had cursed me with the body
CHAPTER 13 HAZELXavier is giving me mixed signals and it's making me confused. At this point, I don't know what he wants. Last night is still something I can't understand. I don't really remember what happened and that was probably because I was tipsy. But this morning, he came to ask me to accept his rejection. Out of nowhere! He misunderstood everything I said about liking boobs. He had no idea I was talking about my boobs but then, he has every right to misunderstand because I didn't even explain anything to him. Once Zoe left, I had gone in search of Xavier to tell him that I wasn't going to accept his rejection no matter what he said. I wasn't ready to explain to him either. I found him in the drawing room but this time, he wasn't just standing and staring out of his window silently. He was standing in front of a mess of broken glass shards. I looked at him in panic and rushed to him only to see that he was bleeding. I had gone into a full blown panic and when I tried to
XAVIER POV Tracy is one of the women who hasn't stopped chasing me. Yes, I get chased by women. Crazy women, infact. I met Tracy at the Festival Of The Lunatic. A carnival held in the honor of the moon goddess. She has a cheerful spirit and that night, I was quite in a mood. It was during the time my father was killed and I lost every reason to be happy. Ryan was the one who had dragged me there and he had left me to be with Zoe. Tracy had come and somehow, she was able to make me laugh and we talked for a long time before I went back home. She visited again much to my surprise and even though I enjoyed her company, I never felt anything for her. Everything I felt towards her was strictly platonic. Not until she kissed me one night and confessed her feelings to me. I had been avoiding her ever since. "You've been avoiding me, huh?" Tracy said as she took a seat before me. The toon smelt heavily of perfume but I didn't mind. At least it smelt nice. "How did you get here?""I tra
Hazel POV:"You and Xavier have to be the most interesting couple I have ever met,"I'm seated at the porch with Ryan and Zoe by my side. We decided to hang out as soon as Xavier left for his date with Tracy.What annoys me is that I have never met the lady my whole life. As soon as I left his study, I went in search of Ryan only to find him kissing Zoe. The moment had been awkward for just Zoe because she confessed her feelings to me only to be found kissing Ryan who was her mate. I had no issue with that but she had decided to beat herself up over me finding her kissing Ryan.Ryan was oblivious and I took it as a cue to ask him who the hell Tracy was."Oh, Tracy. One of Xavier's admirers," He had said as he flopped into the space beside Zoe who had scooted away from me. To show me that it was a mistake? "She's been chasing him for over a year. "I had dismissed it like I didn't care and now, Zoe suggested that we play games."We're not interesting," I reply. "Things are just intere
Xavier's POV:The data with Tracy was fun. I mean, she's a fun person through and her presence is enough to light up a room. The manager of the restaurant had found her really fun and had given us a discount for attracting customers.Tracy and I exchanged looks and burst into laughter. "That's not strange," She said.I shrugged. "You're a mood lifter. Man must have been in a bad mood all day and you came and changed everything,"With a cocky grin, Tracy replied. "It's the Tracy effect,"I rolled my eyes. "You're always talking about your effect. I've never seen a woman as cocky as you are, Tracy,"She smiled at me and her eyes twinkled. "Of course. I am rare. One in a million."I laughed. "Now, that's enough. Enough of the self-validation."We both enjoyed our meal while moving from one topic to another. I wouldn't lie. There was something about Tracy. She was different in a good way. Friendly, sanguinely, outspoken, jovial. Name it. She had a positive aura around her.She was kind. N
Hazel's POV:My walk back to the pack house is slow as I am contemplating on a lot of things. How the hell am I supposed to pull that off in less than a week?I had already planned on revealing my identity to Xavier but it needed a lot of planning. Xavier might look like a hopeless romantic; a humble man who pursued nothing but good. But he was not a fool. He was a wise man. He wasn't the type to be fooled easily by anyone.If I showed up one morning or afternoon or evening dressed as a woman, he'd freak out, I know. He'd probably think I'm a doppelganger or an identical twin and that will last for just a while because I'd have to explain to him. He's not stupid.I stop walking when I get to the path leading to the gate of the pack house. I need to think about this deeply and smartly. A week wasn't enough.Knowing Colin, he wasn't going to take no for an excuse. He had given me the grace after I had failed to kill Xavier. I don't think he'll do the same this time. I know how he can be
Xavier's POV:The next morning, breakfast is quiet. Hazel didn't join in for breakfast and Tracy said nothing the whole time. She was silent, hitting her plate at intervals and avoiding having conversations with me.Ryan on the other hand was enjoying his breakfast and ignoring the tension in the room.When I look up at her, she's looking at me intently. "Why haven't you said anything to me all morning?"She's still silent but her eyes are boring holes into me. "I haven't said anything to you all morning because I don't want to speak to a liar. That's what you are. You lied to me, Xavier,"I frown in confusion. "I lied to you about what?""About not having a thing for Hazel,"I felt my heart rate increase as she said that. How the hell did she know?"What are you talking about?"She dropped her fork by the side of her plate with a thud. "Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about! I saw you both last night. You both were having an argument about me. You were using me to make