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THEO
“You look rough,” Gray mutters, pulling open the door of the packhouse.
“I feel worse,” I groan. I scrub a hand over my face, looking past him. “Is she here?”
Gray nods solemnly.
I don’t even know why I asked. I already know she’s here- I can sense her, feel the pull of the mate bond.
I reach up, tugging at my hair, shuffling my feet. “Can I come in?”
“I don’t know, man,” Gray grumbles, holding his position in the doorway.
“Please?” My voice is hoarse, gravelly. Desperate.
Gray heaves a sigh, stepping aside to allow me entry.
I stride inside, turning to watch Gray close the door behind me.
He spins around, his eyes dark, sullen. “Look, Theo… you really fucked up.”
“You think I don’t know that?” I snap.
I walk over to the nearest couch, sinking down onto it and lowering my head into my hands.
Saying that I fucked up is an understatement
C.J. PrimerI'm going away on a weekend trip, so no bonus chapter this weekend. I'll be back next week with daily updates! Just a heads-up that Monday's chapter may be a bit delayed pending my return from my trip. Thanks so much for reading!
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