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Author: JP Sina
last update Last Updated: 2022-10-21 02:44:00

My first month in Crimson Moon Pack went the same way as the first day. After how I acted that first night, Ethan forbade the warriors from letting me leave the room. He told me that everything I needed was in this room and everything that wasn’t would be delivered and it was. I was brought the bare minimum. Meals three times a day and drinks were brought up to my room.

The servants came every day to dress me, run my bath, and prepare me for Ethan’s nightly visits. I tried the first two weeks to talk to them but they refused to speak. I assumed Ethan spoke to them, threatening them to keep them from talking to me. I finally gave up and stopped trying to talk to them. I knew if I had a chance at getting one of them to help me it was Nicole. I only needed one thing and time was ticking.

Every day they came in when I woke and helped me wash. If I was cut or hurt they would try their best to patch me up. They would leave me and I would have the day to myself until the sun began to make it
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Lady Jade
And the plot thickens. Patiently waiting for an update. ............
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Stephanie Jane
There’s this book and then there’s The Forbidden Alpha. It’s basically just a role reversal between Ethan and Shane.
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AliciaH619
Is there a 2nd book?
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