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Monster

Author: JP Sina
last update Last Updated: 2022-12-30 03:38:10

Adea

The bed rattled, the headboard slammed into the wall over and over again. The more I tried to move the more I realized I was restrained. I fought against the fog that kept my eyes closed, that kept me just beneath the surface. A hand on my throat tightened and I choked as I failed to breathe. My eyes flew open and cold green eyes hovered above me, a bead of sweat rolled down his temple as he slammed forward. I cried out as I was brought into the present, I was confused, unsure of where I was and how I got here.

One second I had been in the carriage with Alpha and the next I was strapped to a bed. The only light in the room came from the moon outside my room. My room. I looked up at Alpha’s green eyes and he lowered himself. He snarled and snapped in my face. I couldn’t even reach up to try and fight him. I couldn’t attempt to get away because my hands were restrained.

I kicked and thrashed against him. He released my throat and I took in a deep breath of air before my face burned
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