This chapter made me cry. I actually had to stop writing for a week lmao I felt as if I were laying in the dark room with Adea. It was terrible lol
I gasped for air and clutched at the sheets when I woke from the nightmare. Flashes of terror skittered across the edge of my memory. I felt delirious as I scrambled to try and get a sense of where I was and who it was I ran from. Sweat beaded and dripped from my brow, my muscles were tight with tension, and goosebumps ran across my skin. The fear still coursed in my veins and the disgust rolled in my belly from what had happened as I failed to grasp at what that was. I scrunched my eyes shut as I tried my hardest to recall the last thing I could remember. When I came up blank, I opened my eyes and squinted into the darkness. If I couldn’t remember anything I would see for myself.I was distracted when the bed dipped and my mate’s smell washed over me as his large arms wrapped around me. My fight or flight kicked in and every instinct told me to run as far as possible. His body curled up behind me and I’m pulled into his embrace until my back is pressed firmly to his chest. I ignored
Adea“Luna,” the man said respectfully.His voice is low and there’s an allure to it, something about it draws me to him. I want to turn around and look at him, but I refuse to. I wanted to laugh because respect was the last thing I thought I would receive at Crimson Pack. I folded my arms in front of me and focused on the irritation I felt crawling up my neck.I turned on my heel and came face-to-face with the visitor. My lips parted and my body relaxed as my eyes landed on him. He was breathtakingly beautiful and if my heart had not already belonged to another man it would have skipped a beat. I raised my chin, closed my mouth, and threw daggers at him with my eyes.Long blonde hair brushed back from his face, sharp features, a jawline that could cut glass and the bluest eyes I’ve ever seen. He was strong, his shoulders broad, but his eyes were kind and gentle. I wouldn’t be fooled by a friendly face, no matter how pretty it was. A silver necklace dropped beneath the material and hi
Adea“Is there a reason for your visit, or are we going to spend the whole day in my bed chambers?” I teased.“No, that won’t be happening,” Odis’ face flushed red at the obvious meaning behind my jest. He cleared his throat and I enjoyed watching him as he tried to get his thoughts in order.“I am first to escort you to brunch,” Odis said.“If there’s a first, I’m assuming there are more items on the schedule?” I asked.“Yes, Luna,” Odis said with a bow.“Do I get to change or must we leave now?” I inquired.“Alpha told me it was of utmost importance that I take you as you are,” Odis said.“So naked then?” I asked.Odis held my gaze. I was thankful that his eyes did not trail over my body. I took a deep breath. That’s fine. If that is what Ethan wants than that is what Ethan is going to get. I won’t let him shake me.“How disappointing,” I huffed. “I think we would have had much more fun had we stayed in my bedchambers the duration of the day.”Odis bowed his head, turned from me and
Adea“What has this thief stolen to warrant such action?” I asked.“Something of mine,” Ethan growled.Fear filled my mind and my body tensed. I swallowed and prayed it wasn’t who I thought it was. The idea that they had a search party looking for him, hunting him scared me. Ethan’s angered confirmed it and my heart hoped they never found him. My mind took account that he was injured and knew it was likely that they would find him soon.Two male servants came through a side door with trays of food in hand. They both came to a stop, one by me, the other by Odis. Ethan’s plate was empty in front of him. He had already eaten. I wanted for him to get up and leave soon, but I knew better than to hope. The food was placed one by one in front of me. A platter of boiled eggs, bread, and a variety of fruits from blackberries, apples, and
AdeaOdis bowed and I followed him, fighting the burning need to run out of the room. My heartbeat thumped so hard in my chest I wouldn’t have been surprised if he could hear it. My blood pounded loudly in my ears and every breath of air was as cold as it was dry. I could barely hear the sound of my feet as it slapped against the floor. Beta Odis’ legs were long and I struggled to keep with his brisk walk. He didn’t utter a word to me as we left the dining-hall. I knew very well what was about to happen back there and I was relived beyond belief that I got away.This was the first time I avoided him.I felt a rush knowing he hadn’t been able to take what he wanted from me. As soon as he started he didn’t stop. In the last few days that I had spent with him I’d gotten to know him. He took what he wanted when he wanted. Adrenaline propped me forward and I wrung my hands together in the hope that moving them would stop them from shaking. The walls, the windows, and lights were a blur as
AdeaThe worst possible reasons for why he could have done what he did, or why he didn’t pull through with his promise to help rushed through my mind as I answer my own questions. Gabriel took one hesitant step after the other toward me and I took one step back as he reached out for me. His eyes locked on my face and the tears that formed and blurred him. He shook his head and stopped just out of arms reach.“Let me explain. It’s not what you’re thinking,” Gabriel whispered.“Isn’t it though? If not that then what could it be? What reason would make me understand your breaking your promise? Since you seem to think you know me so well why don’t you tell me what it is I’m thinking. Maybe I’m the one who was a fool to think I could trust you or anyone else in my father’s pack,” I bit out, the venom dripped from my tongue.“I didn’t betray you. If you would just give me a chance,” Gabriel choked.“If it looks like rogue, smells like a rogue, and sounds like a rogue it’s a rogue!” I cried.
AdeaGabriel stared back at me with kind eyes and a crooked smile. I couldn’t believe that happened to him. I hadn’t seen him once the night of the celebration. It all made sense and I can’t help but wonder who he faced off against. My room served as a box than I had been imprisoned in, but he was actually locked in a physical box.“You’re a better friend that I’ve been. I don’t deserve you. I’m sorry for what happened to you. I’m glad you were found. Are you okay?” I asked.“I’m f—”“I’m grateful they found you too,” Odis murmured.Somehow the two of us forgot about the Betas presence. We turned and looked at him, but he stared at Gabriel and only him. It made me want to smile. I knew that look, that was love. Beta Odis was madly in love with Gabriel and I wanted to squeal for him. I look back and forth between the lovebirds.“Time is almost up and you are supposed to be fitting her,” Odis said.“I took her measurements a month ago, but I’ll be measuring her again and making adjustme
AdeaThe reality of my situation and where I am floods back in. That was the sad thing about being happy. It doesn’t last forever and when it’s gone, everything else comes crashing down on you threatening to squash you beneath the pressure. Gabriel’s bright smile falters at the look on my face and his eyes saddened. I took a deep breath to steady myself and forced a smile back on my face. He stepped out of Odis’ hold and toward me.“Is there anything I can do?” Gabriel asked.Unsure of how to answer I glanced behind Gabriel at Odis. He lifted his chin and stared at me. Odis may feel strongly for Gabriel, but that doesn’t carry over to me. What he feels for me, if anything, would be duty. The string that tied Odis to me was fragile and hadn’t been strengthened. I was his Luna, but I was still an outsider. He was the Beta of Crimson Moon, his alpha’s second in command, and loyal to Ethan.It wouldn’t be wise for me to carry on a conversation about escaping in his presence. Escaping may