AdeaMy chest rose and fell with every breath I took. The movements slowed as I took deeper breaths. Fresh tears rushed to my eyes as the wall behind my back held me firmly upright. I’d watched him walk out of here as if I was nothing more than a good lay. My lungs shook and my body seized as I struggled with the raging winds of my emotions. I couldn’t think, couldn’t process why he was leaving, or what I’d done to make him go.Everything had been good. Shane looked at me tonight like he’d never done before, and I’d gotten greedy. I didn’t want to be thankful for that one glimpse into his mind, into his fucking soul. Once I’d gotten a taste, it wasn’t enough. I wanted more. I wanted to stay in that little space he had allowed me in. I wanted to hold on tight and never let go. Even as he slipped through my fingers, my grip only tightened. What happened?What did I do?For a few moments, I had him here with me. Everything I yearned for seemed to actually be within my grasp. The little
Solas - Jamie DuffyAdeaMy first conscious thought was I had the best dream. I never pegged myself for a freak, but Goddess, maybe it was the jump in my sexual activity recently. A smile spread across my lips as I remembered the wet dream with the wolf. Women and their wolf mates never got in on. That wasn’t a thing. I’d blame it on my latest monster romance read and take the wet dream to my grave.My room is filled with light. I don’t need to open my eyes to know this. My closed lids are not only warm, but the light filtering in makes it look orange. The outside world won’t even let me sleep in on my day off. Day off? My eyes fly open and shut again. Of course they’re crusted over. With how hard I cried last night, I knew this would happen. I peeled what I could off quickly then folded in half as I sat up. A groan falls from my lips and everything hurts.Distantly, I can hear a muffled alarm. The room is spinning as I grab and pull at blankets and sheets. When I find my phone, it wa
Amputate - Bella StineAdeaAfter taking at least a dozen deep breaths, I pushed my door open and walked toward the kitchen. Gabe had his back turned to me. He wore black slacks and a fitted black polo. It showed off his arms and highlighted his body. He was making us a fresh batch of coffee, and I groaned as the aroma hit me. Nothing topped the smell of freshly ground beans. Hopping on the first stool, I leaned over and grabbed the first croissant I could reach.“Good morning. You were up early,” I said.“More like I was up late,” Gabe chuckled.He turned, made his way around the counter, and handed me a cup of coffee. It was frothy. I took a small sip and sighed. Perfection. Gabe made the best coffee. He was busy grabbing his croissants when I put my cup down.“Are you saying you didn’t go to sleep? At all?” I asked.“Yes, that’s exactly what I’m saying, Ady,” Gabe hummed.“When did you get in?” I asked.“When I told you I got croissants,” he said.Looking at Gabe, we locked eyes an
The three of us sat in silence for a minute while Leo walked into the kitchen and fixed himself a plate. He kept his eyes down while he poured himself a cup of coffee. Gabe offered him a seat next to me, but Leo said he preferred to stand. He sipped from his coffee and he sneaked glances at Gabe.“What are you doing here?” Gabe asked.“I… missed you,” Leo whispered. I picked up my croissant and took my first bite while they talked.“You just had me,” Gabe said suggestively.“I did,” Leo murmured. I didn’t need to look at him to know he was blushing.“Multiple times,” Gabe continued. I choked on my croissant.“Leo doesn’t choke,” Gabe teased.“Gabe!” I gasped, only making me choke some more. My best friend laughed as he thumped on my back.“I speak the truth,” Gabe said.“Well the truth is TMI,” I hissed. Gabe shrugged.“You should have slept in,” Gabe said, turning back to Leo.“I wasn’t tired,” Leo said.“Lies,” Gabe hummed.“He wanted to see you. Leave him alone,” I said in his defe
AdeaNot even twenty-four hours since I’d slept with Chance had passed, but why did it feel like it had been a while? I sighed as we headed toward the bakery I was meeting Mavy at. Never mind. I know why. Every minute I spent with Shane felt like a gift—bad or good. When he was in front of me, he had my full attention. All I saw was him. Nothing else mattered. I felt a tinge of guilt being on Chance’s arm. Not because I was most likely hurting him, but because I felt like I was cheating on Shane.How sick is that?What made this situation worse was knowing Chance was aware of what I’d done. I knew he could scent Shane on me, knew he could smell his cum and how it mixed with his own. I should feel like a shitty person, but I don’t. I never promised him more than his sessions.Last night wasn’t part of the plan, but Chance wasn’t ever supposed to be. I never swore my loyalty to him and I’m not the one who serves him. It’s the other way around. It’s twisted, but I feel comforted by Chanc
“Chance…” I trailed off.This walk was meant to be light, but had been nothing but heavy and intense. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but maybe I knew Chance’s words rang truer than I was ready to admit. Maybe that’s why I hadn’t even tried to push him away. I knew what to expect when it came to Shane.He had already broken my heart more than once in the short time he’d entered it. While he’d been the biggest of alpha-holes, he’d been up front with me. He had made no promises other than bloodshed for the men that had been in my life before him. He’d told me we would never be a thing, so even as my heart ached for him, I gripped Chance’s arm tighter.Deep down, I knew Shane would only bring me heartbreak. I knew he wouldn’t be with me in the end. I gave him my heart, knowing he’d eventually shatter it. He would leave me on my knees and never look back. My vision blurred, but I swiped them away as the bakery came into view.Despite the direction our conversation had led, there was no
AdeaI planned this brunch, expecting to have an awkward conversation with Mavy, and then not have to do it again. But after the night I’ve had with Shane, I was hoping to get some information on him from his sister. When Mavy said she had an idea, I didn’t think she’d invite me for a sleepover. I’ve never had close girlfriends, so I don’t know what’s normal.My jaw was on the table and my mind ran wild. I barely know her and she’s asking me to sleep over? Of course, I want to sleep over. My reasons are not based on friendship and I feel a little guilty. I know I shouldn’t, but I had hoped Shane may have told her about me, but now I see he hasn’t. Otherwise she would have said something, right? She is his sister and if things had gone the way they were supposed to when you found your mate, I would be trying to get close to her. I’d want her to like me. I picked my jaw off the table and resigned myself to what I knew I wanted, even if it was ludicrous.“Your brother won’t mind an uninv
The streets are busy and people are pouring in and out of the shops. I just finished having brunch when people are hunting for places to sit down for dinner. Glancing down at what I’m wearing, I inspect my clothing. I don’t want to go back home and change, but I will if my clothes are stained. It doesn’t matter how careful I am when I eat, I always happen to stain myself without fail. My light blue long sleeve sweater is tucked into my white skirt. I’m surprised to find them still spotless despite the hole in my chin. Pulling my bun loose, I let my hair free from the bun I’d put it in this morning. I don’t know what it is, but I’ve always preferred my hair down. Letting out a sigh of relief because I was worried I’d have to go back and walk in on Leo and Gabe getting it in. My phone dinged, pulling me from the unwelcome vision of my best friend dominating Leo. I cringe as I lift my phone. The screen lights up with Donny’s name. Unlocking it, I opened his message. Donny: Hey, P**e. Wy