Chapter five
“Every saint has a past and every sinner
has a future”
***ROXANNE***
NEWS OF ALPHA RYKER’S ARRIVAL sent shockwaves through the festival. The atmosphere shifted from anticipation to fear in a twinkle. The once vibrant celebration descended into chaos as pack members, caught off guard, exchanged alarmed glances.
Alpha Ryker had never attended the lunar peak’s festival and for ours to be the first he was coming to, there was bound to be chaos. For he was the Alpha of Red Moon and there was also rivalry between our packs.
I had heard about Alpha Ryker. He was the most feared and cruel Alpha of Lunar Peak. Anyone who fell into his trap had to suffer his wrath. Pack members huddled in anxious clusters and their conversations were heavy with worry.
I knew he was a deadly man when I saw my brother’s face fall.
“Zane, do something about it! My nails and hair. It took me months to get my dress ready. I can't let this get ruined. Do something,” Chloe yelled.
The chaos heightened as Alpha Ryker and his pack members marched into our territory. Their entry was a deliberate challenge. It was an invasion that destroyed the harmony within our pack.
Confusion reigned as my pack members who were unprepared for this unexpected confrontation, tried to make sense of the upheaval.
Tension hung in the air as claws unsheathed and growls resounded. People began running to and from. I tried to get on my feet to run. I didn't know why they were running but I was sure it was the only thing I could do at the moment.
Why were they here? What did they want? I stared at the cowards I called pack members as they ran helter-skelter. All they did was bully but look at them now. Even their Alpha couldn't protect them. And where was Chloe? She wasn't here to use her smart mouth.
“Alpha—”
“Enough,” Alpha Zane yelled as he tried to strategise. He turned to his beta, Black, “Keep your eyes on them. Don't let any of them leave your presence. Try to be still, I will go and find out what happened. Understood?”
“Yes, Alpha.”
Alpha Zane’s gaze swept over everyone and he hastily selected a few of the pack members he wanted to go with him. I watched their backs as they left, while worry ate me raw. I couldn't see what was happening— I couldn't help. All I could do was listen as their voice reached us.
Alpha Ryker and his men approached White Moon's main pack but his path was abruptly intercepted by Alpha Zane and the pack members. The rivalry was detectable and the apprehension heightened as Zane confronted him.
“Alpha Ryker, what a pleasant surprise. What brings you to my— our territory?” Zane demanded, his tone unfriendly and cold.
Ryker stood tall with unwavering confidence. He eyed Zane like he was something he could crumble in his palm. “I have my reasons, Zane. None of which concerns you.”
“Need I remind you, that you are in my territory and everything that happens here is my business,” he increased his voice, striking a challenge, “If you won't explain yourself then leave. You and your pack are not welcome here.”
Ryker smirked in amusement as he listened to Zane, unfazed. His gaze locked with Zane’s, “Are you sure about that, Zane?”
Zane suddenly went silent as the challenge hung in the air like a hurricane waiting to strike. It didn't take long before it escalated and in a swift and synchronised motion, Ryker and his pack shifted into their wolf form.
A growl rumbled in Ryker’s throat as he launched for Zane. The two Alpha’s locked in a fierce battle.
“Things are going to get bloody,” I heard someone say. My ears perked up. I got on my feet as I picked up Zane's grunts, I couldn't be still.
“Alpha is bleeding, if they keep going he might die,” another person yelled.
My heart beat rapidly. I couldn't lose another family member. I wouldn't let that happen. I stole away from the guards and ran to the battleground, blending with the people there, in the process.
Before Ryker could strike my brother again, I threw myself in front of him in an attempt to shield Zane. It was a dumb act but no one was going to intervene.
“Please! Stop it please," I pleaded with desperation, shocked by my voice as they left my lips. My presence was unexpected and it left my pack members whispering amongst themselves and halted the combat.
Ryker’s attention averted at the sudden intrusion. He forced his gaze from Zane’s and settled them on me. His brows furrowed and his eyes had a dark yet cold look in them. He seemed to have slashed me just by looking at me and in that moment, I knew I had messed up.
***RYKER***
AMIDST THE WAR, I could feel my senses heighten and I caught a whiff of something weird, a subtle fragrance carried by the winds. My nose twitched and I paused— my sudden action creating access for Zane to strike me.
My steps faltered, not as a result of the blow I received from Zane but because of the intoxicating scent that invaded my senses and enveloped me.
My eyes scanned the battlefield, and I could feel myself following the transient trail, the magnetic pull intensified as it led me to the direction of the unfamiliar scent. I was stopped. By Zane.
We shifted back to our human form with the battle getting more intensed.
“Don't tell me you're shying away from the battle, Alpha Ryker,” he said as he tackled me down.
I fought to get Zane off me and grabbed him by the neck as whispers intensified and everyone watched with eagerness and fear, wondering which team would overthrow the other. I tightened my grip on his neck, and he wrapped his hands around my wrist as he struggled tirelessly to release my grip on his neck but I was unfazed. Our strengths couldn't be measured.
“You already made a big mistake, trying to wage war with the Alpha of war,” I lifted my hand in an attempt to strike him and that was when her pleas reached my ears and she threw herself in our middle, the impact causing me to let go of Zane.
Who had dared stand in my way?
I let go of Zane and shifted back to my wolf form, scanning with my eyes to see the intruder.
There she was, amidst the chaos a slim figure bathed in glory. I scanned her small frame as she fell on her knees before me. The audacity of this wolf to stand between two packs at war intrigued me. At first, I was lost, I mistook her for one of our own because of her Auburn hair but I knew every member of my pack and she didn't have our scent. She smelled like lilies while we smelled like smoke. Her scent grew stronger, weaving through the smoke and sweat until it wrapped me in its embrace. She was my mate, I could feel it. I was eager to see her face.
“What is she doing?”
“This girl is foolish. To stand in the way of Alpha Ryker.
I ignored the side talks coming from every angle and tilted her cheek up so I could see what she looked like. The moment our eyes locked— I froze.
My wolf shifted and I gulped. Maybe it was the unexpected tenderness in her eyes or the recognition that sparked within me, but I could feel my anger dissipate.
I couldn't tell why but her plea for peace seemed to resonate with me. For a split second, the fierce pressure dissolved as the wolves watched the sudden twist. My wolf leapt as she broke the contact and diverted her gaze.
She was my mate.
The reality hit me like a lightning bolt and I staggered backwards, distancing myself from the confrontation. The reality that my mate was from an enemy pack!
I couldn't do this.
CHAPTER 6ROXANNEIn the state of panic and animalistic sounds that filled the vicinity, I wondered what a hapless woman — like me—with a weak wolf could do in the middle of all of these catastrophes. Sounds of growls and snarls filled the air and all of a sudden everything stood still for a minute. I stood there dazed, unable to turn my gaze away from the man who was standing right there before me…Looking all fierce, handsome, and what else?“You?" His gaze was transfixed right on mine and I fluttered my eyes confused. I had gotten that look a thousand times, but no one had looked upon me with so much intensity as he did at that moment. " This is not possible,” He muttered. A lot of questions crossed my mind and I found it more difficult to answer any, the most prominent of the questions was centered upon why he had looked at me that way.Does it have anything to do with who I was, or the color of my hair?The question like a million others at the back of my mind was left unanswe
CHAPTER 7RYKERPushing the other man to the ground, I listened to his wolf whimpers as my fist was clenched and outstretched to land a blow that would end this damned other Alpha life… My mind was thrilled with killing him and claiming the aura of his wolf as mine, at the same time I couldn't ignore the urge to see if the woman who had fallen into the ravine was fine.All efforts to ignore that urge proved abortive, In annoyance at the entire situation, my eyes narrowed slightly at the man who had his eyes closed and was expecting to breathe his last before glancing at the body of the woman lying haplessly about twelve feet below.“The next time we cross paths, I will be slaying your damned wolf."He pulled away as soon as I backed off and scrambled on the ground before making his way back to his defense. “Fall back!” He growled heavily enough that I could hear the impact of his voice as it trembled even while finding my way down the cliff.The woman was covered with blood, yet e
CHAPTER 8ROXANNEIt was going to be solitary confinement…Hearing those words I fell to my knees pleading to deaf ears as the guards seized me as instructed, my screams stretched in the distance at the doorway stood the same woman that I had seen when I gained consciousness looking back at me with pitiful eyes.“Be careful with her." I heard her voice as she faded away out of view. Some part of my mind wondered if she truly cared…Were they not birds of a feather?It was all like a moment of madness, one moment I was hoping that I had finally had my redemption and was freed from the shackles of my brother, and in the next, I was facing another man's wrath. I was starting to think there was something about me that repels men—As I was dragged all through the way tossed and turned by these same genders, who laughed heretically at each opportunity they had, when I was tossed Into the cell finally it came to me more as comfort and a happy ending from all the psychological torture.I sank
CHAPTER 9ROXANNE“What in the hell are you doing?"The sound of the guard entering the room startled me, with my head swirling and my heart thudding heavily I let the metal clatter to the ground.The sight of the tall man with dangling keys sent jitters through my nerves, I sat still not sure of what to do or the right words to say at that moment.“I … I .” I stuttered confused about what to say at that moment. " What were you trying to do?” He questioned.His eyes came down to the spot that had a bit of red where it had barely pierced through. The realization of what was about to happen hit him as he stared into my rather flustered face.His palm swiped across my face and I could feel a stinging pain on my chin."Do you know how complicated this would have been?” He spat the words out immediately and I could see how furious he was.I muttered only words I could at the moment hoping that the whole issue doesn't become more escalated than it already was." Please, have mercy I… " Th
CHAPTER 10RYKERI stood over the body of the dead guard and I couldn't help but feel disgusted about the entire situation. “Have there been any signs of her?" I questioned looking furiously at the man that was behind where I was.I most definitely knew what the answers were at that moment as there was no way anyone would commit such an atrocity and still hang around.“FIND HER!” I ordered. Filled with fury, I watched as the men walked away from the dungeon, I stood there for a minute trying to replay the whole scenario at the back of my mind.Her weapon of choice was still stuck into the man's neck, she could be naive and weak, but twice has this woman surprised me with how impressive she thinks.“I hope they find you infidel, I hope they do." With that, I let out a low growl and walked out.Finding sleep that night wasn't as peaceful as I had thought it would be, it was the other night since I had brought the woman under my roof filled with the heavy thoughts of her and urges fro
CHAPTER ELEVEN ROXANNE Tomorrow, my fate will be decided.His words lingered on my mind as I was being hauled to a room by the guards. They had exchanged worried glances when the Alpha asked them to take me. I overhead one saying to the Alpha, “what If she kills one of us again?”“Pee in your pants,” He had said. “She's only but a woman!”They were quiet as they dragged me but from time to time they exchanged glances. Worry was evident on their faces and frustration lurked in their eyes.I couldn't protest. I was weak and they could hurt me. Even when their nails dug deep into my skin I bit my bottom lip, afraid to utter a sound. They were still furious I killed one of their own.I was still perturbed. I knew nothing about weapons. How did I make one of a spoon? How did I kill him? I had killed someone! It was sick but for the first time I had actually done something that made people wonder.Oh Zane! Your weak sister took the life of a hefty man. He would never have believed though
CHAPTER TWELVE RoxanneAlpha Ryker?I sucked in my breath afraid to make the slightest noise as I heard him walk in. I was terrified of his presence. Even in the dark his aura was oppressive. He made me want to sprint and hide. Good thing I was in a corner where he could barely see me.Ryker strolled into the cell with an air of dominance. “What's all this incessant racket, woman? One would think a banshee had taken residence down here.”I jumped when a spider fell into the chemise of my dress. God forsaken creatures.“You're just going to hide from me?” He demanded.“I'm scared,” I said, my voice merely a whisper.“On your feet,” He instructed.I went silent again. There was no way I could get on my feet. My ankle was injured.“Listen! If there's something I hate it's silence and disobedience. You may not be able to survive here little fly,” He reached for my neck.I gasped out in shock as his fingers closed around my small neck. He applied so much pressure I was scared I was either
CHAPTER THIRTEEN Roxanne What do you do when you're behind bars?I kept looking for something to do. Something to keep me occupied. I was bored to death by the constant conversations the guards had and I could bet I could complete their last sentences.Food had been sent to me and I was allowed to take my bath but it wasn't Kara who brought food to me. I longed to see her again. She had the kindest smile and was easy when it came to me.But the people whose faces I was getting used to seeing everyday irked me. They had grumpy faces and complained when I requested for little things like a bottle of water or to use the toilet.I mean crap! I could care less if they were having a bad day. It was easy- they could quit. At least they had freedom of movement and were not confined to this devil's lair like I was.Bored to death from pacing the hellhole I was in, I took my time to observe it for the first time.You never knew how intriguing it was to watch an ant crawling on the wall until
EPILOGUE (THE END)ROXANNE A YEAR LATER.It’s shocking how a year has passed, yet the souls of the dead remain with us, their memories fresh and haunting. The pain, the struggles, the healing—none of it has come easy. Losing someone you knew is like losing a part of yourself. It leaves a hole in your life, a constant ache that never truly fades. Each day feels like a battle to keep your sanity, to remember who you are without them.I walked slowly, each step heavy with sorrow, to the graves of Lilith and Kara. The ground was soft beneath my feet, the scent of damp earth mingling with the fresh aroma of the carnations and lilies I carried. After much contemplation, we decided to bury Lilith in Red Moon, beside her dead mate. Tears slipped down my cheeks, but I brushed them away quickly. Ryker mustn't see me cry.As I laid the flowers on the graves, memories of Lilith’s fierce spirit and Kara’s gentle smile flooded my mind. The pain of their loss was still raw, a wound that had not yet
CHAPTER SEVENTY FOURROXANNE Anger boiled inside me, hot and relentless. I didn’t like Lilith, but she was still my sister. War had been declared, and now swords clashed against swords, claws ripped into flesh. The three packs—White Moon and Red Moon—united against Blue Moon, turning the battlefield into a bloody nightmare.I watched as Colin joined Beta Miles, their ruthlessness clear. We clashed, our bodies moving in deadly grace. The anger and betrayal fueled my every move and for the first time I felt the extent of my powers. I fought with a strength I never knew I had.Miles plunged a knife into Ryker’s stomach, igniting a fury within me that I couldn’t contain. I wolfed out, throwing myself at Miles, my claws tearing at his flesh, my teeth sinking deep.Gasps echoed around me as everyone saw the size of my wolf form. But Miles was fast. He grabbed a knife and stabbed me, forcing me to morph back. Blood poured from my wound, but it wasn’t mine. It was his. Smiling through the pa
CHAPTER SEVENTY THREEROXANNEI'll let Beta Miles continue his side of the story but first let me tell you how we connected,” Lilith said and beamed at me. “Kara was a chatterbox and she couldn't keep secrets to herself. So she got so happy one day and told Beta Miles that she knew the prophecy, not caring that it could put me at risk. She told him it was Roxanne and me and they were faraway.”She sounded disappointed. “Beta Miles got interested and wanted to work for me so I could get what I wanted and he could get what he wanted. All of us wanted something and we burned for it. For me, it was revenge, for Kara it was peace.” Lilith touched my shoulder but I shrugged her hands off. “I knew kara was going to fail me someday. She stopped writing to me after receiving my letter, then one day, she said she couldn't kill you because she liked you and you were nice.”Tears slipped down my eyes. Kara… she had always told me she would never hurt me. It wasn't a promise, it was the truth. Sh
CHAPTER SEVENTY TWO LILITHWe all gasped back to reality and took indrawn gasps while the necromancer removed the needles from our foreheads. Roxanne and Zane stared at me like they were seeing a ghost and I motioned for the necromancer to stay with me and not leave yet.“Mom– oh my God,” Roxanne whispered in disbelief as she placed a hand over her head.Zane stared at me with pity. An expression I loathed with my being.“I know it's hard to decipher,” the necromancer said. “It's also overwhelming. Your mother sacrificed Lilith’s life to save you because you were a powerful child, Roxanne. You were the prophecy blue moon had years ago and I knew I had to seal your powers. Your mother was in so much pain that day but she had to do what she needed to do.”Roxanne shook her head as tears slipped down her face. “She had a choice.”“But she still had to make a choice from both,” the necromancer said. “You were chosen, Roxanne. Sealing your powers away was what made you weak. You were neve
CHAPTER SEVENTY ONEROXANNE What do you do when you're face to face with the demons that have been lurking in the dark, hurting you, whispering fear and terror in your dreams? What do you do when the secrets of the past, the secrets you've longed to know, are finally before you? Do you turn away because you know it won't end well, or do you stay because you've been kept in the dark for too long?My eyes darted to a corner, and there he was—Ryker, bound with chains. Just like my vision had revealed. He looked exhausted and in pain, his clothes stained with blood, and wounds covering his skin. A raw gasp escaped my lips, and my heart clenched.The girl smiled and approached me. My heart thumped loudly in my chest, as I watched her movement. There was something hauntingly familiar about her.It scared me that we looked exactly alike. It was as if I was staring at a reflection of myself, except this reflection had blue eyes while mine were hazel."What's going on?" Zane demanded, his voi
CHAPTER SEVENTY ROXANNE Selina briefed me on the plan as we moved quickly towards the area where Ryker was.She told me that she could trace the way they went since Beta Miles was her mate, but I couldn't scent Ryker since he had rejected me. If my wolf had surfaced earlier, I would have been able to sense that he was in danger, but now I couldn't. My heart pounded loudly as I thought about the battle. I was unsure about myself. I had no idea if I could defeat Beta Miles.We headed towards Blue Moon. Confusion sprawled on my face as I wondered what had brought the Beta and Alpha here. It must be his way of reuniting the three packs so they could turn against me. After all, I was a threat.As we neared the location, the air grew tense. The sound of battle echoed through the trees.“Stay close,” Selina whispered, her eyes scanning the area. “We need to find Ryker and get him out of here.”I nodded, my senses heightened. The scent of blood and fear filled the air , and I could feel th
CHAPTER SIXTY NINEROXANNE As I traipsed through the unfamiliar terrain, everything began to make sense. The reason for everything that had happened. The clues were there from the beginning but they had been ignored.Of course, no one paid attention to things that didn't involve them, just like I hadn't.The paths where wolves once danced, the willow tree, the freedom in your hands. It was all in the book. Ryker's mom had known it would happen someday, and that's why she wrote, hoping it would reach the person who truly needed to see it.The key to freedom in your hands wasn't what I had thought it was. Back then in the dungeon, I had thought the key to freedom was an actual key that could take me out of the dark place and out of Red Moon. But it wasn't. It was about realising who I was and accessing my powers. The willow tree at the cliff was what I needed to find first, for everything to make sense.And I guess it found me. And the prophecy… I still didn't know how I was the chosen
CHAPTER SIXTY EIGHT ROXANNE I plunged deep into the sea, the icy water turning crimson around me. The stab of betrayal cut deep, the cold blade intent on ending my life. I couldn't fight the water, couldn't fight death. I struggled, but every gasp drew more water into my lungs. My heart slowed, each beat fainter than the last, ticking away my final moments.As the cold seeped into my bones, I thought about when I was thirteen. Yet again I was living my nightmare and facing my worst fear. Zane, Ryker, and Beta Miles. The people I loved. The people I trusted. How did it all come to this?Desperate for survival, I kicked towards the surface. My vision blurred, but I could see a faint shimmer of light above. I had to reach it, had to see the sky one last time before darkness consumed me. With a burst of strength, I pulled the knife from my throat, the blade slick with my blood, and clutched it in trembling hands.But the sea seemed intent on claiming me. The more I fought to stay afloa
CHAPTER SIXTY SEVEN ROXANNE I was stupefied, staring at Ryker in utter confusion. Anger, sadness, and pain engulfed me as I tried to understand what was going on, but I couldn't make sense of it. Ryker was my mate? How? Memories flooded back—how he lashed out at me when we first met, telling me I had no wolf. Subconsciously, I touched my neck. Was that why he kept touching it, searching for my wolf mark? Was that why he brought me to the Red Moon pack? It dawned on me then—I had just been rejected.Since I had no wolf, I couldn't feel the mate bond or the pain of rejection. But Ryker could. He groaned in agony, placing a hand on his chest. Selina squealed in delight, clapping her hands together."Finally, I won't have a mentally deranged woman for a sister-in-law," she jeered.Anguish washed over me. This was Selina's endgame. She had set me up so I would be rejected and chased away. But I didn't utter a word. Instead, I turned to Ryker."If that's the situation, why didn't you tel