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Chapter 91: Correct thinking, the wrong way

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I am cold. "Don't act like a child; honesty isn't befitting a Luna."

“I said I never wanted to be Luna. If I became Luna and had to get rid of the emotions of a human and then become ruthlessly murderous, then I don't need that illusory position. I would rather be who I am so my soul can be at ease. How much blood was on the hands of the Alphas? Is it possible that you have never felt a pang of conscience in your hearts?" Erza's voice was initially sweet and pleasant, but now every word was like a knife in my ear, and I could feel the anger that was contained in those tiny words.

I frowned, not expecting that one day she would dare to talk to me in the same tone of voice. I am Alpha, my command is supreme, and no one has dared to oppose it, but Erza is an exception. She always has her own opinion and defends it fiercely, but unfortunately, our ideas are not the same.

There's one more thing I don't understand, why would she hurt and blame me for someone like Rowan? He and Red River alw
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