Chapter 195:

I watched silently as the man was about to be taken away; a mass crematorium was waiting for him. I watched the stretcher push him for a long time until it disappeared around the turn, and then I lowered my hand in silence as I watched the blood seep from my arm; a wave of nausea hit me again.

I quickly ran to a tree, and after vomiting, I stayed there for a long time.

Until I heard footsteps coming closer and closer, a kind woman came to talk to me. "You're new, aren't you?"

I looked up, and I recognized her; her name was Mei. When I was brought to coincidentally, when she was treating a patient, her beautiful, calm, and brave appearance left a deep impression on me.

"Yes." I laugh bitterly.

Mei sat down beside me, her eyes slightly closed, and sighed. “The past few days have been so exhausting, one after another; my limbs are shaking.”

"But I can't help people; it's embarrassing." I lowered my eyes to the ground, feeling so useless.

Mei slowly shook her head and smiled gently. “Don'