Diana POV: One month later. The new year is just a few days away. All news about Erza disappeared. I remember last year when spring came, the flowers bloomed, and the birds sang joyfully. Everyone is busy preparing for the new year. But this year, everything is bleak and bleak. My father has also been detained since that day. He was seriously ill, could not sleep for many nights, and stayed awake; his rights were taken away even though he was not released. Roger and Evelyn returned to the pack for only two days; they often roamed far and wide in search of Erza. After returning to the pack for a few days, Ryan sent people looking for Violet everywhere, but they were still hadn't-waiting to hear something. Max receives orders to go to the Blue Forest to investigate but also sends word that Violet hasn't returned. I dared to ask my father. "Did you kill Violet already?" "Why do you ask?" It had only been a few days, the present Titus had lost his majesty, now looking like a frail
They all advised me to throw it away or offered to take it to the laundry. But if I take it away, I feel empty.She was like air, quietly disappearing into my world without a trace. If this last suit disappears, I'm afraid I'll go crazy because I can't feel her anymore.For a month, I buried myself in this room, drinking.I wouldn't say I like the sweltering heat that alcohol brings, but it's only when I'm drunk that I feel peace and serenity. It was also thanks to the alcohol that I could take a short nap; there, I seemed to meet Erza again. Even though I know it's fake, it immerses me; I'd rather stay there forever than return to the real world without her.I still hold on to the hope that one day I will get drunk and fall asleep. When I woke up, I saw her next to me, frowning and blaming me. 'Why drink so much? Do you know how harmful it is to your health?'"Erza, when are you coming back…." I wondered.After finishing the glass of wine in one gulp, I picked up the bottle and wante
We talked together, and he said that he considered Erza a friend and a sister, although not as deep as Evelyn or Ryan's feelings; he had sincere feelings for Erza. Treat. Hearing the news of her tragic death, he could not sleep well at night.Among the people sitting here, I don't have a close relationship with Erza, but I can't help but be heartbroken. Anyway, they...I look at Ryan; he's already had his third or fourth bottle of something. However, his face was still white, and he couldn't tell if he was drunk.Until 11 p.m., at the time of preparing for the fireworks.Ryan slowly stood up."Brother, where are you going?" I ask."Go home," Ryan said and walked away.Evelyn immediately nudged my arm. "Follow him; he's been drinking a lot."I nodded and followed. He didn't stop me when I won the driver's seat. At first glance, Ryan looks calm, but I think he's drunk.When he got home, he prevented me from turning on the light, nor did he need me to help him; he went to the sofa by him
Caser wasn't angry; he just rolled his eyes. "I don't believe a coward like Titus can give birth to a good son. His son must be as brutal as he is."Clara was visibly annoyed. "Don't talk to you anymore; it's better to talk to my knees.""Then talk to your knees, don't bring any trouble on my head; make me carry it." Caser was furious.I forced a smile. "Don't argue; it's the new year anyway.""What's the new year? We forgot that concept long ago; living now is boring." Caser waved his hand.Clara's gaze was also gloomy. "That's right, I've also forgotten what the New Year's Eve moment is like."I was silent; no matter how hard I tried to smile, my heart still throbbed with each beat. Compared to the physical body, it is much more tormenting.I said absentmindedly. "Ryan is a nice person..."Caser huffed. "You think well for him. In a few days, he won't remember who you are and will marry a beautiful new wife on the orders of old Titus."I smiled, honestly. "I'm hoping for the same; i
Clara pouted. "If it were Nathan, I think he wouldn't be involved. But his son, I'm not sure. After all, he doesn't have any of his father's courage; just looking at him, he is not nice."Caser raised an eyebrow. "Have you met him?""Several times before. Very arrogant and overbearing." Clara sat down on the chair.I pondered for a moment, and when Clara teased, I was startled."Don't care what he says. It's all bullshit." Clara shook her head.I smiled wryly, confused. That night I could not sleep; I lay still and stared at the ceiling because I was afraid that movement would wake Clara. No wonder she hadn't slept at all."Worried about Ryan or worried about Red River?" Clara still closed her eyes; only her lips were moving."Aren't you asleep yet?" I was surprised because I had initially heard her steady breathing.Clara continued to speak. "Say, what are you thinking about?""About everything," I said sadly and buried my face in the pillow."What is most important?" Clara asked abs
By day 25, I no longer had any more injuries.By day 36, I had successfully beaten Caser twice."Very good! It did not disappoint me." Clara is satisfied.I smiled, really feeling happy too.After finishing dinner and cleaning up a bit, I continued practicing.Clara leaned her shoulder against the column and looked at me. "Hard working, don't you feel tired?" She gave me the towel.I took it to wipe my sweat, panting and shaking my head."Caser is an odd person; although he is a bit eccentric, he is good. Although I don't approve of his ruthless training, it's very effective. If you practice in the usual way, you probably won't be able to achieve the effect you have today." Clara said."Yes, I am very grateful to him." I smiled and remembered something that always bothered me."What do you want to ask?" Clara saw my thoughts.I didn't want to hide it from her, so I said it. "You said Violet was a friend's daughter before; was that Caser?"Clara was silent, her eyes sharp."I had a cha
It's hard to imagine. I knew before that Ryan was not Titus's opponent, but I did not dare to believe that he could still treat his child so cruelly, even after Ryan was only a child."OK, let's talk about it for today. I go to bed first; after practicing, remember to rest." Clara got up and went into the house.Only I was left sitting there; I didn't continue to practice but remembered Ryan.Long time no see; I miss him....Diana POV:I brought food to Ryan, but for a long time, he did not eat properly and was only befriended with alcohol; no matter how strong he is, I am afraid he will not last long.When I entered the house, the smell of alcohol made me dizzy.I reached out to turn on the light and saw Ryan sitting on the sofa, leaning back, drinking.Since that New Year's Eve, he didn't cry again, didn't get angry, and showed no emotion. Other than drinking, there was only killing; maybe only at that moment could he relax a little.The group of elders on the outside was pleased w
Then he wakes up in the middle of a dream; panic is caught in the air, and his mouth is still screaming. "Ryan, Ryan."Clara squatted up, her face still a little sleepy. "What's up? Dreaming of a nightmare?"I was breathing fast; my heart was still aching, the feeling in the dream still didn't go away, and the pain was just like the real thing.Clara looked at me, a little startled. "Why are you crying with tears on your face?"I hugged Clara, sobbing. "I dreamed that Ryan was dead; he was dead.""Calm down; it was just a dream." Clara gently hugged me, patting my back to comfort me."No, I have to return to Black Moon now." I hurriedly got out of bed.Suddenly Clara called me back. "Erza."I turned my head.She continued. "A dream is just a dream; it's because you worry about him too much that you dream like that at night.""I know, but…." I clutched my left breast and sat down on the ground. "The feel of this place is so authentic...""OK. Do you need me to come back tomorrow to hel