“Stop talking, Alfine…” I raised my voice a little.Alfine stared at me like he couldn't believe I was the one who yelled.But then I was shy and didn't dare to look directly at Alfine. I saw his disappointment; I knew how much he loved his pack, and my actions were like traitors. I know he's angry, and I also know I'm selfish. But I don't want to hear bad words about Ryan. I am curious to know when my feelings for him are getting bigger and bigger. I can't imagine what it would be like if one day I had to leave him.Suddenly the 'she' inside me growled. 'Stop your stupid thinking if you don't want me to come out and control everything.'I still have a reason, and that voice makes me tremble; at least, I don't want to go crazy here.As if noticing my anomaly, Roger caressed my shoulder. “Are you okay, Erza? Why is nature so blank?"Even Alfine noticed me; his anger from earlier seemed to have calmed down a bit, and he spoke in a low voice. "If you don't feel good, go home."I gulped n
I didn't know how to drink, so I chose water instead. Very quickly, the table was filled with eye-catching dishes, which I had imagined many times while holding an empty stomach at home when Blake took Alfine and Erina out for dinner. It was hard to think that I was sitting with Diana, someone who had fought me so hard. “Get started; you look hungry,” Diana said calmly as she took a sip of wine. It seemed she saw that I was still confused, so she ate a piece of vegetable first and raised her eyebrows at me. Seeing that she had eaten first, I also nodded and enjoyed my lunch. The fragrant beef has just melted into the mouth, leaving a sweet taste on the tip of the tongue. I closed my eyes happily. “Delicious.” Diana heard me say that and raised her head; she smiled softly without saying anything. During lunch, Diana mostly did not eat but only drank alcohol; it seems she has a strong alcohol addiction. “Don't mind me; I don't usually eat lunch. I also had breakfast not too long
I rushed home and bumped into Ryan at the door; seeing my hurry look surprise him, he froze for a few seconds before coming to his senses.He looked at me worriedly. “Where have you been since morning without letting them follow?”I took a deep breath and looked at the group guarding the gate; I didn't want to argue with him in front of them. It seemed that Ryan also understood what I meant, so he ordered them to leave with his eyes.I looked at him with little faith when it was just the two of us. “Tell me the truth, what will happen to Evelyn and Roger after I withdraw from the convention? What punishment will be given to them?”Ryan's dark eyes narrowed slightly. “What did you hear someone say?”My heart is strangled, and my faith and hope are like a bubble slowly bursting, but I still try to hold on a little bit to look forward. “That is not important at all. What I want to know is the truth.”He didn't answer; that silence choked me; it froze me. “How could these things be true?
"You won't be able to stop me." I hissed.I don't know where I got my courage from, but I'm not afraid of him; I turn my head and leave the house to Ryan's disbelief.As soon as I walked to the door, he appeared in front of me; he was as fast as lightning, then the big door slammed shut. The house immediately went dark, adding to the suffocation, and Ryan now looked like a messenger of hell, holding a scythe and coming to claim my life.I instinctively backed away; Ryan kept pressing against me until my back was against the wall, and he stopped. His toned arms rested on the wall like a prison that wouldn't let me escape.His deep eyes glared at me. “I give you one last chance, up to the bedroom!” Ryan used the Alpha tone for the first time to give me orders.“I want to see Evelyn and Roger. I need to talk to them.” I tried to move his arm to get out, but this time, Ryan didn't want to let me out, unlike last time.No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't help but be powerless against Ry
I put Erza on the bed, and even though she was calling my name, I walked out and slammed the door.The last image I saw was Erza's extremely shocked face, but I had to be strong. I cannot comply with her unsatisfactory request, for I will lose her if I choose. I will never let that happen again; I will not allow my loved one to leave me powerless.'Don't you believe in Erza's abilities?' Andrew asked me; this is one of the rare times that I hurt Erza, but he didn't get mad and wanted to rush out and kill me.'That's the best way now. You should understand Erza can't control the wolf inside her; if she were normal, I would never stop her. But…' I said heavily.Andrew sighed. ‘I understand, but Erza is probably very upset. I want to hug her, let her cry in my lap.''Have you felt Erza's wolf lately?' I sat down on the stairs and looked back at the wooden door. Only this door separates us, but our hearts have gradually drifted apart.'Not available. It's like she's missing,' Andrew repli
Perhaps because I was too tired, I fell asleep at the wrong time; the following day, I woke up quite early when the sun had not yet risen and the sky was still overcast.I changed my clothes and took the opportunity to sneak out; I know Ryan's biological clock well. He usually wakes up at eight o'clock in the morning and goes to bed as early as 11 p.m. He's probably still sleeping in his library right now. It's also not the first time we've separated, Ryan always avoids bothering me when he's late for work, and I'm also aware that he cares about me a lot. But these past few days, I've been sad because of how it has been.I sighed and went out; as I expected, everyone was still fast asleep; I tried to go as light as possible to avoid making any noise because, at this point, a needle that fell to the ground also became magnified.But immediately after that, I knew all my judgments were wrong.Ryan doesn't sleep in the library and has been awake for a long time.He spoke coldly. “Where d
This is probably the first and last time I have chosen such an extreme path; like most people, I love my life so much that I don't want to play with death like that one more time.During the swinging process, I completely closed my eyes; if I looked down now, I would kill myself.I was careful in my every move; I climbed down for a long time and very slowly until the voice of a servant came. “Lady Erza is not in the room!”As soon as the villa lights up, the alarm lights turn red.Not much time left, I used the fastest speed to climb down, there were a few times when I almost fell off the rope, but fortunately, I still reacted in time. When I got close to the ground, the cord was no longer enough for me to cling to. Although I had already prepared myself mentally, I was still highly stressed. But when I think about this path I have chosen, which is just a little bit more, I will reach the finish line. I took a risk; my sweaty hand slowly loosened, and my body lost gravity and fell to
Instinctively I go to the right and search for each house's name. As I broke down, thinking I was on the wrong track, a sparkling gilding nameplate caught my eye just as I was about to turn my back on the old road.“Evelyn Frank!” I rejoice.Unable to calm down anymore, I kept ringing the bell.After five minutes, the room on the second floor was finally lit.Evelyn did not rush to open the door but chose to communicate with me through the window."Do you know what time it is, but you still mess with other people?" Evelyn, who hadn't even opened her eyes yet, screamed; she got angry at having her sleep disrupted and warned me. "If you're good, don't run away; I'll chop you up when I get down!"I blinked at Evelyn, a little surprised by her appearance.She wore blue pajamas with a cute panda print; she looked different from her usual gritty look.Evelyn's sleepy face was surprised to see me coming, her eyes widened, and she screamed. “Erza, what are you doing here?”I looked around; I