Ronan’s lips crashed into mine. “I missed you so fucking much!” He exclaimed. “What are you doing here?”“I’m here to find you, darling,” I forced a smile as he got off of me.Ronan helped me to my feet. “You came for me?” He whispered. “I had to.”He noticed Grant and hugged him. I noticed Ronan’s hair looked a little longer even though it had only been two weeks if anything since we’d seen him. There was also some stubble on his face. Other than that he looked the exact same.“My brother and my wife came to save me,” He shook his head in disbelief. “I’m surprised you two didn’t kill each other.”“Well everything else was trying to kill us so we had to work together,” Grant commented. “We’re just glad you’re alive.”Well that was a huge lie.“I have a cabin, come with me.” Ronan stated and we followed him. “The people here are oddly kind. They’ve been very hospitable to me. I was about to make my journey back home, but now I get to go with you two.”“Isn’t that wonderful.” I state
Waking up next to Ronan again was strange.He was holding me so tightly. Sure Grant held me tightly too, but it wasn’t like he was hanging on for dear life or anything. It was that he wanted to feel close to me. It seemed Ronan was afraid that I would slip out of bed again. “I’m gonna go shower,” I whispered to Ronan. “It’s a big day ahead of us.”“I love you,” He whispered. “I love you too.”My shower was wonderful. I thought of Grant and his shirtless body against me and his big hands groping me. His warm tongue in my mouth and his perfect dick pumping in and out of me. It had only been a day since we’d made love and I was already dying without him. This would be hard.I jumped a little when I heard the shower curtain move. “Ronan, what are you doing?” I asked. “I thought you might want company.”He was right, only I didn’t want it from him. Ronan joined me in the shower, wrapping his arms around me so that he could feel the warm water.“I missed you so much, Bowen, you know?”
I looked over at Grant.Guilt filled his eyes. “Bowen let me explain-”“You let me think it was Ronan who killed him!” I cried. “Grant what the fuck!”“Let me explain!”“What is there to explain?” Ronan asked. “You killed her father and lied to her about it.”“You told me to!” Grant shouted. “Because I didn’t want her to hate you even more. Now I’m not so concerned with that, since you’re clearly interested in my wife.”“What do you mean Ronan?” I questioned. Even though I was royally pissed at Grant, I still didn’t want Ronan to find out about us. That would make everything ten times worse. I wasn’t prepared for that at all.“I mean I’m not stupid. I’ve known that Grant was in love with you since we got married. He doesn’t fight like that with anyone else. And I know he’s been making moves on you since I’ve been gone, I saw him kiss you last night.”“Ronan, that’s-”“Don’t worry, Bowen, I don’t blame you. I know you were only being nice to him because he’s so pathetic.” Ronan sneer
I slowly opened my eyes and smiled at the man in front of me. The love of my life.His blue eyes softly looked into mine as he touched my face. I brushed his red hair off of his forehead. He smiled back at me happily. There was so much joy in his eyes. Joy I hadn't seen in so long. I had missed this.“Hi,” He breathed. “Ewan…I missed you my love.”“Missed me?” Ewan asked. “Baby we were only asleep for a few hours.”“Few hours?” “Yes. I know you love me very much, but it hasn’t been that long.”“I think…I think I had a very strange dream that we weren’t together anymore.” I whispered. “Sounds like a nightmare.”“It absolutely was. But it’s gone and you’re here.”I kissed him hard, needing to feel him for this to be real. As always, Ewan kissed me back with intense passion and yearning. “Wow, you really did miss me huh?”“I did.” I smiled. “What do you want to do today, my Luna?”“Stay right here and just…talk.”“You’re acting so strangely Bowen, are you okay?”I nodded. “I just w
Grant’s POVI was going to lose the love of my life.We had just started our relationship and odds are it was going to be over pretty quickly. Fucking Ronan always trying to ruin everything for me. It wasn’t fair. Everything he had should be mine. The title of Alpha, love and praise, Bowen. The moment she turned around to look at me in that bloody wedding dress, I was hooked. I knew it was the mate bond. But why would the Moon Goddess give my brother and me the same mate?Why would she give me a second chance that I could never really have?I had to push down my feelings for Bowen all the time. Being mean to her was the only way I could truly do that. It was hard most days. Seeing her upset was so cute to me. I wanted to kiss her every time she yelled at me. I knew she didn’t love Ronan, but I still thought she could never love me. I mean she clearly hated my guts right?“I don’t think she hates you sweetie,” Mom stated. “You’re just not very nice to her and she gets enough of that
Ronan’s POVI was destined to be an AlphaI was everything an Alpha should be. Powerful, handsome, strong. The Moon Goddess knew what she was doing when she created me.I was going to be greatly feared and respected. I knew that from a young age. I wanted to be just like my father. He was also everything an Alpha should be. I looked up to him so much. I needed to be as powerful and incredible as he was. It’s what he wanted for me too. I knew I was his favorite son. I mean I didn’t have competition. Grant was moody and broody and wasn’t as good a fighter as me. He was sensitive and much too logical. He was a thinker, not a doer. That’s why he would never be fit to hold the title of Alpha. As an Alpha, I was only missing one thing: a mate.Sure I had women who fawned over me and spread their legs for me, but that’s not what I wanted. I wanted one woman to love me. To hold me in her arms and whisper in my ear that she loved me dearly. That there was no other man for her.I needed some
I lied.The baby was definitely Grant’s, not Ronan’s. I mean I was on birth control with Ronan and I didn’t bring it on the journey with me and Grant and I definitely didn’t take any kind of precautions. I was pregnant with my husband’s brother’s baby. The Moon Goddess would never forgive me.However, I would pretend this baby was Ronan’s to keep everything simple and save everyone’s life. Mine, my packs, Grant’s.Though I really shouldn’t care about Grant’s life. He murdered my father and lied to me about it. He let me think that Ronan was the cause for me losing the last of my family. I couldn’t be with someone like that. I had to be with someone I could actually trust. Sure Ronan was aggressive and mean but he tried not to lie to me. I was sure he meant it when he said he wouldn't hurt me again, even if it wasn't true. It was all about intent. I would have to once again suck it up and accept that my life was with Ronan. He was my husband and I hoped he would be a great father.
The packhouse looked kind of different.It wasn’t as bright as it was before and there was just an air of depression and sadness about it. I had already found it quite depressing because of my situation but this was even worse. “Where is everyone?” Grant asked. “I imagine our people are locked up,” Ronan commented. “See if you can get to the prisons, Grant.”“Be safe.” I whispered. “Death would be so much better than what’s to come.” He muttered before hurrying off. “So what do I do?” I asked Ronan.“You stay close to me and keep yourself out of trouble. No fighting for you.”“What? I want to fight with you, darling.”“You are carrying precious cargo, my love. You cannot fight.” He kissed me before taking my hand. We tiptoed through the courtyard, still wildly confused about how empty it all was. Where in the world was everyone?“I think we can actually make it into the house,” Ronan whispered, tugging my hand. We go to the front door. Something wasn’t right. It all felt too eas
“Hello, Scarlet Manes and Eclipse Pride,” I started.It was two days later. I had pretended to mourn and cry like a Luna was supposed to and now it was time to address them all.“It is with a heavy heart that I announce that both Alpha Conrad and my husband Alpha Ronan are dead. An unfortunate misunderstanding led them to a vicious fight in which they both died from the wounds they sustained from one another. Luna Alice and I are both in mourning, but we wanted to address you to let you know things will be okay.”“The alliance will still stand,” Alice announced. “We will have a new Alpha: Tara. She has served under Alpha Conrad for many years and knows this pack better than anyone else. She will continue to take care of us.”“And for the Eclipse Pride, Beta Grant will take over the duties of Alpha and I will still be Luna. We have many ideas on how to make our packs even better and we will work alongside Alpha Tara and Luna Alice while we do that.” I declared.“I promise to take good
“Grant!” Tara shouted, pulling the cover up.. “Darling, this-this isn’t what it looks like, I swear! I just…”“Tara…please,” Grant whispered. “I actually don’t care.”“You don’t?”“Not even a little bit.”“Is this who you’re in love with, Alice?” I questioned. “Yes,” She squeaked. “I thought you said it was over.”“It was but…I couldn’t stay away. I mean she was always so close and beautiful. A-and Conrad clearly doesn’t want me anymore and Grant wasn’t being attentive enough.”“Sorry about that,” Grant muttered to Tara.“You were never going to love me were you?” She asked. “No…I’m in love with someone else.”“Bowen. I tried to ignore it, but it was kind of in my face all the time. Of course how could I judge? I’m in love with my brother’s wife too.”“Speaking of Conrad,” I started. “He’s going to kill you Alice.”“What? Why? Did he find out about me and Tara?” She asked hysterically.“No, he says you’re useless to him now since you’re not interested in him. He also wants to kill
Sometimes I felt like a single parent.Ronan paid Clio no attention and barely acknowledged her. Everyone else adored her. She was a beautiful and happy baby. She had just started smiling and it was the highlight of my life. “Hi pretty girl,” I cooed. “Aren’t you tired? You kept Mommy up all night, you must be tired!”Ronan never got up in the middle of the night to hold or comfort Clio. He always made me do it and claimed he was busy the next day and needed his rest. He couldn’t be busy every day.“Yes you did keep Mommy up all night with all your crying,” I rubbed my nose against hers. “But you’re so cute that I don’t even care.”“Hey,” Grant entered the nursery. “Did you get any sleep last night?”I shook my head. “I’ve gotten like eight hours all week. Ronan doesn’t help with anything.” “He’s a fucking loser like I thought he would be. He's useless!”“He’s just busy,” I muttered, setting Clio in her crib. She looked up at the crystal mobile with fascination. Ronan almost didn’t
“What?” Ronan roared. “No! I’m supposed to have a son!”“I’m sorry, Alpha Ronan, we thought it was a boy!” The healer shivered with fear.“Fuck! This ruins everything!”“Ronan,” I said softly. “Honey, please.”“No, Bowen, it’s supposed to be a boy! You were supposed to give birth to the future of the pack.”“She’s still our baby, Ronan. We still created a life together, that’s what you wanted.”“I thought you would have a boy.” He whispered. “This isn’t right.”The healer shakily walked over to me and put the baby in my arms. She was so beautiful. I couldn’t help but smile down at her. She was so tiny and perfect. How could Ronan be so mad about something so magnificent?“Ronan, darling just look at her,” I urged. He forced his eyes down to our daughter in my arms and I saw his face soften. “She looks like you.”“Right? Isn’t she amazing?”“Yeah, I guess she is.”“What should we name her? Some with an ‘R’?”“No, that's only for Alphas,” Ronan responded. “Um, I don’t know, you pick, I
“So how are things going with Alpha Conrad?” Trisha asked. “I’m handling him and everything has been fine.”That wasn’t entirely true. He had cornered me several times and forced kisses on me, but at least nothing to the extent of hand jobs and eating out had happened again. I was still toying with him and making him think I could possibly love him one day.Idiot.“Well that’s good. You’re learning how to keep things calm, Bowen.”“If Grant or Ronan found out how he’s been hounding me, they wouldn’t be pleased.”“Grant?” She raised her eyebrows. “What does he have to do with anything?”“He-he’s my bodyguard. It’s his job to protect me and if he finds out someone is making that job more difficult I’m sure he’d be upset.” I explained. “Is that the only reason he would be upset?”“What other reason would there be?”“I don’t know, I’m just curious.” Trisha chuckled. Oh she had to know something right? Otherwise why make such a comment?“I feel like you have something to say and you’re
I was looking at myself in the mirror.One year ago I did the same. I had to hype myself up so that I could have sex with Ronan. Tonight was completely different. I was excited to get into bed with Ronan and feel his hands on me. I wanted every second of pleasure. I had found the sexiest maternity lingerie that I could. I knew it would make Ronan happy. He liked seeing lace on me.“Bowen, is everything okay?” Ronan asked just like he had a year ago. “Yes, darling, I’m coming!” I smiled at myself before opening the door. Ronan was already in bed in nothing but his briefs, waiting for me. “Fuck,” He whispered. “You look amazing.”“Do you like it?” I asked. “I love it…get over here.”I strutted over the bed and straddled Ronan before leaning down to kiss him. His strong arms wrapped around me as his fingers gently slipped in my hair and gently pulled. I bit his lip and slowly pulled away, causing him to groan. My hips moved back and forth, grinding against him and feeling him beco
A year ago, I woke up happier than ever.I was so excited for what would happen later that day. I was going to marry the love of my life. I was going to stand across from him in front of the whole pack and profess my undying love for him. I was going to become Luna of the pack. I was ecstatic.I still remember bursting out of my room and seeing my father crying. They were happy tears. He had never been more happy that I had found someone who loved me as deeply as Ewan did. Everyone knew Ewan was head over heels over me. It was too obvious.Not just in the way he looked at me, but when he announced that he would give up his title just to be with me that sealed the deal. We were a couple desperately in love with each other and nothing could tear us apart.It was beautiful. From then on everyone was so excited for us, so ready to see us thrive as the leaders of this pack. My dad sat me down the morning of my wedding and told me how proud he was of me and that this was just the beginnin
“Can I talk to you girls about something?” Tara asked. This couldn't be good.“Sure,” Alice stated. “What is it?”“Sex.”Oh god no.“What um…what about it?” I asked.“Are we really the best people to discuss this with?” Alice questioned. “I mean we’re kind of all family.”“Not really we aren’t. I don’t have anyone else, Al, you know that,” Tara whispered. “I can’t ask Conrad about these things. You and Bowen are married and know about these things.”Alice sighed. “Okay, what is it?”“Well, Grant and I have been…intimate since our wedding night, only I always have to initiate.”“Does he not want to have sex with you?” Alice asked. “No, he does, once I initiate, but it seems like he’s never the one to make the first move. Bowen, would you know why that is?”“Why would I know why?” I questioned. “You’ve been around him for almost a year. Is he sexually shy or anxious? Does he worry about not being able to perform?” Tara pressed.Goodness, I didn’t want to have this conversation. “Um…
I slept like shit that night.All I could see was Conrad in front of me whimpering and moaning as he forced me to touch him. His horrid voice in my ear saying those uncomfortable things. I couldn’t believe how wrong about him I was.I thought he was nice and charming, but he was just a disgusting pervert. A man who had no problem cheating on his wife.I had to remind myself I was a cheater too and so was Alice, but not like that. I never forced Grant to do anything or locked him in a room with no escape. I was sure Alice didn’t act that way either. I mean Alice and I were actually in love when we cheated.On top of that, we were with men who had forced us to be with them. Our choices had been snatched from us and we just wanted one little thing that could make it all worth it. Something that would make us happy. We found that in other people.Conrad was just horny and sick.What’s worse is that Conrad knew I wouldn’t say anything. He knew that I knew better than to wreck an alliance