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ALPHA PARTHE.

I jolted awake, gasping for breath, drenched in cold sweat. My heart pounded in my chest. I rubbed my face with trembling hands, struggling to shake off the nightmare, but it clung to me, suffocating me as always. The same guilt, the same horror.

I gripped the edges of the stool, trying to ground myself in the present. My breaths were shallow, ragged, as if I'd run through the woods all over again.

My muscles burned, and the bitter taste of bile clung to the back of my throat.

I looked up, my gaze drawn to the bed where Luxuria lay. I saw the steady rise and fall of her chest, which reassured me that she was still breathing.

But my heart clenched with a new kind of fear.

The way Luxuria had started to make me feel scared me. It was a danger to her.

I know she didn't love me yet. And at this point, I think she shouldn't.

I was letting myself love and care for her, forgetting the danger I could be to the ones I love and care about.

I had to make it stop.

If I allowed her to
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