LUXURIA'S POV.
The smell of dew made my eyes flutter open. I stirred lazily on whatever surface I was lying on.
I blinked, disoriented, as my eyes adjusted to the dim light filtering through the misty woods.
Then, everything snapped into focus.
I bolted upright, my breath catching in my throat as I took in my surroundings.
My eyes darted around the misty woods before resting on the figure lying beside me - naked.
My heart pounded wildly as fragments of the previous night came crashing back into my mind.
I gasped, pressing a trembling hand to my mouth as I realized what had happened. "Oh, Goddess. What did I do?" I whispered, my voice shaking as I stared at him - the monster lay peacefully beside me. The man I had feared, and yet...
Is he really a monster?
No. He lay there, still as death, but there was nothing monstrous about him now. His features were sharp, chiseled, and devastatingly handsome.
His short, black hair fell over his forehead, covering a part of the scar at the right side of his forehead, just a little above his brow.
Despite his features, it didn't change the fact that he was the monster everyone feared. Yet, I had allowed him to go intimate with me. Goddess!
My stomach churned with fear, guilt, and something else—something I couldn't name but felt deep in my core. I needed to get away, to escape, before he would wake up and realize what had happened.
There was no need for a rejection. All I had to do was run and hide... Make sure he never finds me. Besides, he doesn't know me from anywhere.
Holding my breath, I began to inch away from him, moving slowly, cautiously, praying that the soft rustle of leaves beneath me wouldn't rouse him.
Step by step, I moved back, my gaze never leaving his sleeping form. When I was finally a few feet away, I turned and bolted, sprinting through the forest as fast as my legs would carry me. My only goal was to reach the border of my pack. Maybe if I got there, I could pretend this night never happened.
Maybe if I returned home, I could forget the feeling of his touch, the way his voice—thick, smoky, and dangerous—had sent shivers down my spine. Maybe I could forget the intoxicating pull of the bond.
I couldn't believe it—couldn't believe I had been intimate with him, that I had let myself fall into his arms, that I had allowed the bond to take control. And now, the thought of him waking up and coming after me sent a fresh wave of terror through me.
"Luxuria... What do we do? I am scared," Xurie, my wolf, asked with a whimper from the back of my mind.
"I do not know, Xurie. We made a mistake last night, and we must make sure he doesn't get to see us ever again," I encouraged my wolf. I know she was drawn to our mate. But this was best for us.
I reached the stream that marked the boundary between the North and the South, my lungs burning as I splashed through the icy water.
I only stopped briefly to pick up my dress from where I had hidden them.
I didn't hesitate, not even to catch my breath. I had to keep moving… I had to get back to the safety of my pack, even though the word "safety" seemed far from me as far as my family was concerned.
How could I face my pack, my father, knowing what had happened? How could I face Kahel? The guilt was heart-wrenching.
Just as if fate was intentionally punishing me, I ran into Kahel just at the border. He had come to make sure the guards on patrol were doing their jobs diligently.
The last time, rogues attacked our pack because of the negligence of the guards on duty. Thankfully, we were able to fight them all off.
Kahel was the Beta of our pack. He took over after his father died a few months ago from a strange illness.
"Luxuria..." Kahel called with creased brows. "Where are you coming from so early?" He asked me in his usual sweet, calming voice.
I couldn't look at him. The guilt ate right into me. I had washed myself in the stream, hoping to wash off my mate's scent from my skin. I hoped against hope that he wouldn't find out. It would break him.
Kahel and I had been in love for so long now. We both decided to make each other chosen mates. Now that he had assumed the Beta position, he was ready to have a mate. We were already making preparations to tell Alpha Odren about it soon.
"I... I went for a run," I said, swallowing hard.
His face creased into a frown, "Is it about home?" He asked me. His kindness and care were killing me slowly.
I nodded to his question, and he pulled me into a hug.
Our relationship had been a secret. Only a few trusted people knew about it.
The calmness of the woods didn't ease my guilt. I wondered why Kahel never heard the rapid beating of my heart.
He cupped my face and tilted my head to look him in his deep blue eyes, but I avoided his innocent gaze.
"Is there something else wrong? You know you can talk to me," Kahel said to me, and I died of guilt.
I was silent.
"I had prepared a little surprise for you last night. I looked for you, but Rella told me you..." At the mention of Rella, my stomach churned even more.
I stopped him mid-sentence, "I just went to clear my head, Kahel."
I didn't want to hear a word about Rella. The woman who wouldn't hesitate to take Kahel away from me the moment I accepted the cruel fate the Moon Goddess had placed on me.
"My love... I do not like seeing you this sad. It hurts me." Kahel said, worry lines etching his face.
That was it. I couldn't stand it anymore. The dam in my eyes threatened to break. I pushed him off of me and ran past him, covering my mouth to suppress the sobs that threatened to tear out of my throat.
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ALPHA PARTHE'S POV
The dawn was quiet, the woods still and shrouded in mist. Yet, even in the eerie calm, I could sense her. My mate.
The moment she stirred beside me, her scent—a heady mixture of fear, confusion, and something far sweeter—tugged at the edge of my consciousness.
Her buttery, silken skin brushed against the leaves, and even in sleep, I felt her soft, cautious movement. My senses, cursed as they were, never dulled. Not even in slumber.
As she began to inch away, her heartbeat quickening with each cautious step, my eyes snapped open.
Instinct, fueled by the desire to possess her, screamed at me to act, to seize her before she could flee. But I remained still, my lips curving into a cruel smile as I watched her attempt to escape.
'How foolish she is,' I thought, the amusement tinged with a darker satisfaction. She had no idea what I was capable of—no idea that every breath she took, every step she made, was as loud to me as a shout in the dead of night.
This curse of mine—this abomination that marked me as the monster of the North—had its advantages. My senses were a hundredfold sharper than any other Alpha's.
My vision could pierce through the darkest of nights, my hearing could detect the slightest of sounds, and my sense of smell was so acute that the scent of her sweat, fear, and arousal still lingered on my tongue. I could even sense the shift in her emotions, the conflict between fear and the irresistible pull of our bond.
The way she trembled, the way her sapphire eyes darted around in desperation as she sought to escape the inevitable—oh, how it thrilled me. But I waited, letting her think she had a chance.
She didn't know that I could hear the frantic pounding of her heart as if it were a drumbeat in my ears. She didn't know that her scent—so uniquely hers, so intoxicating—was a trail she couldn't hide. She didn't know that every step she took away from me only led me closer to her.
I watched as she finally bolted, her bare feet barely making a sound on the damp earth.
She was barely at a height of five-foot-four. Petite and fragile. Just the way I like them.
She shifted back into her wolf form, a beautiful white creature that seemed to glide through the trees. But no matter how fast she ran, no matter how desperately she tried to escape, she couldn't outrun me. Not now. Not ever.
By now, she would have reached the border of her pack. She would think she was safe, that the distance between us would somehow shield her from the consequences of what had happened. But she was wrong. The bond between us was too strong, and I knew her too well already.
She was mine. My mate. My property. And I would not let her go.
The cruel smile never left my face as I turned in the direction she had fled.
"I know just where to find her."
LUXURIA'S POVIt's been five days now, and I have been living a normal life... Or, so I had forced myself to believe.Although the memories of the monstrous Alpha kept plaguing me. His touch, his scent, the overwhelming intensity with which he made love to me—it all made my core quake with a terrifying mixture of dread and desire each time I thought about it. Just like now.My center still ached sorely after my encounter with him. He wasn't exactly the kind I'd pick for a girl like me who was still a virgin.I had been using some herbs to help me heal, but I still felt sore. I could hardly walk properly.Even though the whole night was almost a blur, I still remember fragments of it.As I scrubbed the floor of the fortress for the second time today, a task my stepmother seemed to find endlessly amusing to assign me, I bit my bottom lip to stifle the moan that threatened to escape at the mere memory of him.My stepmother had made sure I never had a moment of rest. I never knew what rest
ALPHA PARTHE'S POVI stared at the disturbing sight before me. That dimwit was standing close to my mate.The nerves.But I'd let it slide. I'll count it as ignorance on his part.If he had known whose possession he was in close proximity, he wouldn't have dared to stand even a breath close to her.I never expected to have a mate. I am thirty-one already, without a mate. Not that any sane woman would agree to be mated to me. Who would want to be mated to a death god?The idea of being mated to Luxuria didn't particularly thrill me. I had seen a lot of women. She doesn't come close to what I'd like to have, but that didn't change the fact that whatever is mine is mine. It doesn't matter what I think about it... Her.I had imagined what use she would be in my pack. The Wild Wolf pack wasn't known to have idle members. Even the women who have been gifted me by numerous Alphas who sought favor had their duties aside pleasing me.Luxuria was overly beautiful, and I couldn't deny that. And s
LUXURIA'S POVThe chill wind whipped through the stone archways of the Ash Mountain pack, filtering into the large chamber where I sat.The chilling wind was nothing compared to the icy dread in my heart.Outside, in the courtyard, the ceremony was prepared. Not a marriage ceremony, as my lineage demanded, but a mating ceremony, as requested by Alpha Parthe.I would be the first in my lineage to be mated without a proper marriage ceremony. That is how ashamed my people were of me.Tonight, I am to be joined, not to a man of my choosing. Not to the man I have always loved. Not even to the man close to my dream man. But to the beast who ruled the neighboring lands with an iron paw.The Alpha Of The North.Tonight was the night of the full moon. The day Alpha Parthe had picked.Didn't they say the full moon was when his demons were unleashed? What is his plan?Although the full moon isn't until a few more hours, I hope, above everything earthly, that the ceremony will be concluded before
ALPHA PARTHE'S POVMy gaze remained fixed on the entrance to the large hall where a few people gathered. I'm not offended. I am not one who appreciates crowds.The Ash Mountain pack isn't particularly excited about sending their daughter off with me. I understand that perfectly, also.I didn't care about all that. One can call me selfish.The hall was quiet. Everyone eating and drinking as quietly as possible. Who cares? I'm a sadist, after all.I was losing my patience. What's taking so long? It was almost time for the full moon. I had only come with my Beta, Tarven, and three trained warriors.I didn't need a crowd to escort my new mate to our territory.I had come out with just a few people who could handle whatever came up if the full moon arose before we reached the Wild Wolf pack.To the best of her ability, Shita made sure we had partial control of the situation. I did not like straining my powers for such trivial matters. I reserved them for more pressing issues. So, I let her
LUXURIA'S POV.I never imagined a mating ceremony could be over in the blink of an eye. It ended so fast that I barely had time to catch my breath, let alone my thoughts.We were already halfway across the Ash Mountain borders. Realization slowly crept in. I was leaving everything behind. Including Kahel.A tear trickled down my cheek, but I wiped it off.The ride was quiet. I straddled a beautiful white horse. As if that was meant to make me feel any special.It was so close to the full moon already. Why weren't they in a hurry? Why didn't they straddle faster? Was I the only one worried about it? Or, were the rumors about the Wild Wolf pack lies? Or does his AshBlood powers help keep him in check?This fact is something I also dread. Not only is this man cursed. He is one of the most deadly kinds of dark witch ever to live.What did I ever do to the goddess to deserve such cruelty?Alpha Parthe remained silent, not a word spared for his men, and I knew better than to speak first. Hi
ALPHA PARTHE.The searing pain hit me like a storm, an electric shock that coursed through every muscle, every bone, twisting them, breaking them, reforming them.The moon's silver light felt like daggers on my skin, sharp and unforgiving. I could hear the curse whispering, slithering through my mind like a venomous snake, taking control piece by piece.Shita was beside me, chanting her incantations in a desperate attempt to subdue the beast rising inside me.The herbs she had laid around me, their sharp scent of crushed sage and rosemary, did nothing to quell the fire that roared beneath my skin."It's not working," I growled, my voice distorted, barely recognizable, as though it came from a place deeper than my own chest. The beast was taking over.Shita didn't flinch. She moved quickly, laying her hands on my chest, speaking words I couldn't understand, her magic weaving around us like a shield.Sweat poured down her face, but her brow still furrowed in concentration. She had stopp
LUXURIA.I felt as if my body had been drained of every ounce of strength. Even the simple act of fluttering my eyes open felt like a huge task. My joints ached, and my head spun.My joints ached, each movement sending a jolt of pain through my limbs. My head spun, making it difficult to focus. I blinked, trying to make sense of my surroundings.The cold, hard surface beneath me didn't feel right. I sluggishly opened my eyes and saw the familiar walls of my new chamber. But something was horribly wrong.I wasn't in my bed.I was on the floor.Naked.I scrambled to my feet, confusion building a web around me.Panic swelled inside me, my heart racing. I scrambled to my feet, my body trembling, confusion threading through my mind like a thick fog.How had I ended up here? I had fallen asleep on the bed—of that, I was sure. So why was I on the cold stone floor, stripped bare? I wrapped my arms around myself, my heart thundering in my chest.And then, I saw it.My hands.They were covered
ALPHA PARTHE.I couldn't stand the sight of her anymore. Guilt twisted my guts. What if I was the one who hurt her?The Wilf Wolf pack is the most secure pack one can ever think of. No one dared trespass unless they had a death wish.This was from within. And to the best of my knowledge, I have no spies, no traitors, no enemy within... So, what the fuck happened to her?The only plausible explanation is ME. I happened to her.The curse's effect was different yesterday; it was almost as if something triggered a dangerous part of the curse. But I don't know what that is.Nevertheless, no matter what happened, this was the first time I am unknowingly attacking someone from within my pack."Alpha. We could look further into this. The cattle, Luxuria," Beta Tervan spoke, pulling me out of my deep thoughts.I adjusted on my seat, tossing away the scroll I had in hand, "There is no need. I think I did it," I said to him."This would be the first time, Alpha. You've never had any record of su
ALPHA PARTHE.A whimper caught my attention, and I shifted my gaze to Luxuria.She was pale. Too pale.The sight of her, so fragile and bound, weakened by their cruelty, made something in me twist. For a moment—just a moment—I faltered. The need to rip her away from these bastards ate at my insides like a beast clawing to get free."Luxuria..." I was only able to take two steps forward before the rope around her tightened, violently yanking her backward.She stumbled, her breath hitching, before crashing against the chest of that halfwit, Alpha Jalar. His thick, dirty fingers dug into her shoulder as he held her in place. His grip was both possessive and triumphant."Aha..." He exhaled, amusement curling at the edges of his voice. "Not that fast, Monster."My muscles coiled, every inch of my body screaming to lunge at him, to carve the satisfaction from his bones.He smirked, tightening his hold on her. "I told you, didn't I? That one day, I'd take her from you?" His lips curled wider.
ALPHA PARTHE.The atmosphere was thick with smoke and the scent of blood—metallic, raw, suffocating. It clung to my tongue, burned in my throat, and stung my eyes.Agonizing screams could be heard through the battlefield, mixed with the clash of steel and the snarls of shifting wolves.But I had no time to process all of that. They'd only distract me because those were my people being slaughtered.I lifted my eyes and saw Kira and the other witches running into the heart of battle. They were barely even up to thirty in total. The rest of them had gone to Valor Shield for the war.I was a bit more fucked than I ever wanted to admit.Men rushed toward me in a frenzied charge with their weapons glinting under the flames that burned through my very own pack. Their faces were twisted in a blind rage, but I saw no honor in their fight. No cause. Just slaughter.I didn't wait. I lunged while I made my way toward Rorden.I wanted to talk to him. Wanted to ask him questions...Questions like, '
ALPHA PARTHE.I moved quickly through the corridors, my boots slamming against the floor as I made my way back to my chamber. Chaos reigned outside—screams, war cries, the crackling of flames eating through wood and stone. The scent of blood was thick in the atmosphere, mingling with the acrid burn of smoke.As I entered my chamber, my gaze landed on the weapon mounted on the wall.A black-handled axe, the blade forged from dark steel, its edges still gleaming with the polish I had given it weeks ago.It was my father's axe, which was passed down to me. It was a weapon that had tasted war, that had been passed down through generations of Wild Wolf Alphas.I reached for it, my fingers curling tightly around the worn grip. The second it was in my hand, a strange sense of steadiness settled in my chest.But who the fuck was attacking us? And for what reason? We weren't weak. We had made no foolish moves that would warrant such an invasion. So why—My thoughts cut short as I turned toward
LUXURIA.It all happened like a bad dream.The kind where you're paralyzed, screaming with no sound, running but never moving—trapped in a nightmare that only tightens its grip the more you struggle.But this wasn't a dream. This was real.And I was forced to watch it unfold.The scent of blood clung to my tongue, my skin, my very soul.I saw those I once called my people being slaughtered like animals.Screams filled my ears from all sides as we took the Wild Wolf pack warriors guarding the gates by surprise. They never stood a chance against these vile men.A sharp pulse tore through my veins, curling up my spine like a searing brand.I sucked in a breath, my fingers twitching against the restraints as the sensation slithered through my blood.No. No, not now.The chaos was awakening something dangerous in me - my curse.The beast in me seemed to enjoy the sight before us, but I fought it back.For the past few days, Xurie had gone totally silent. I couldn't tell if it was because s
LUXURIA."I told you the time will come faster than you even imagine..." Rorden traced a lazy path along my cheek, "The time when you'd stand by my side as mine... The time is already upon us, dear Luxuria."My restrained hands twitched, aching to curl into fists, to drive my knuckles into his jaw and watch his smug mouth spill blood.Instead, I did the only thing I could. I spat in his face."You will never succeed in this evil you plan," I hissed, watching as the glob of spit trailed down his cheek. "The goddess will never accept the abomination you just committed in the name of rituals."Rorden didn't flinch. He simply exhaled through his nose, dragging a thumb across his cheek, wiping the spit away with an infuriating calmness.I scoffed, shaking my head. "How could you even harness such thoughts against your own brother?"My eyes scanned the large field, taking in the fearful-looking men who were being fortified with Rorden's blood mixed with some kind of powerful herbs and subst
ALPHA PARTHE."It took you long enough, Urik," I said when I saw him striding into my courtroom like a man walking towards his own execution. "Finally got some nerves to face me?"Bharon and Kefas had the perfect look of displeasure on their faces as their gazes rested on Urik.Like everyone else, they had been disappointed—furious—with the way things had turned out two days ago, and Urik made sure to stay away from everyone's eyes. I hadn't seen him since the day of the false alarm.He had vanished the moment things went south, leaving me to clean up his mess.Coward.Tervan kept on asking me what really happened and how we got the information about an attack that never happened. He was also curious as to what pack was going to attack us and all, but I never gave him any reasonable explanation.Because what was I supposed to say? That I had suspected my own right-hand man of treason? And that we had gone to such lengths to actually catch him in the act... In an act that he was never
ALPHA PARTHE."Fifty men to the East entrance!" Kefas commanded.The warriors moved, their armor glinting under the early light, boots thudding against the earth as they marched to their positions. Some carried shields, others had double-bladed axes, and a few had bows slung over their backs.The entire camp was a storm of movement.Blacksmiths pounded metal against metal, forging last-minute weapons. Stable hands hurried to saddle warhorses, the beasts stamping their hooves impatiently. Runners darted between squadrons, delivering orders.Over three thousand men. Positioned strategically. Ready for war.And yet, I stood there, watching, my gut twisted into knots.What if we were wrong? This would all seem and feel stupid. But there was no time to second-guess. I had already given the command."Parthe?" A familiar voice called me, and I stilled.Tervan.I turned slowly, my face betraying nothing, though my insides recoiled. He was covered in dust, his tunic streaked with sweat. He had
ALPHA PARTHE."The warriors await your orders, Alpha,"Kefas's voice barely registered. My mind was elsewhere.Once again, I was thinking about Luxuria. No matter how hard I tried to push her from my mind, she always found a way back in.I tried offering sacrifices to the goddess, but it seemed she had also forsaken me. I didn't want to believe Urik's theory, as well as the theories of others who thought she had run away with Rorden.Rorden was always good at hiding. Whenever he left the pack back in those days, no one ever found him until he was ready to be found or until he returned to the pack. Maybe he had taken her to one of those hideouts of his, and they were probably living their best lives."Alpha?" Bharon called, and I lifted my gaze to meet their curious ones. But before I'd say a word to them, the doors to my courtroom banged open, and Urik strode in with urgency on his face."Alpha, I have gotten her to tell me everything she knows. We have to act fast. They are coming. I
LUXURIA'S POV.Nevada stilled at the sight of the monster standing before us. His aura had become ten times darker and more terrifying than before that was certain I didn't want to be in the same space with him.His eyes held promises that scared me... I wasn't safe with him... My pups aren't safe either. What if he tries to get rid of them again?"Alpha?" She greeted with a nervous how before hurrying out of the chamber, leaving me at his mercy.He barely even acknowledged her.His eyes rested on the scroll in my hands before trailing up to meet my tearfilled gaze. He moved without sound, his robes flowing around him like liquid darkness, swallowing every trace of warmth from the room. The door groaned as he pushed it shut, making me jolt in fear.A slow smirk tugged at the corner of his lips as he took slow steps forward."My little Luxuria," he murmured with amusement. "Why are you holding my scroll?"I took a step back instinctively, my heart slamming against my ribs. My hands tre