LUXURIA.
His words ripped me out of my treacherous thoughts, and I snapped my gaze back to his face, my cheeks flushing with embarrassment. Tears stung the corners of my eyes, a flood of emotions swirling inside me—anger, humiliation, betrayal, and a twisted desire that I couldn't control.
But the tears came anyway, unbidden and shameful. I blinked them back, but I couldn't stop the trembling of my lips, the weakness in my knees.
How could I feel this way about him after everything? After what I'd just witnessed?
His cold, coal-black eyes bored into mine. The command in his words wasn't lost on me, and I had to fight against the wave of heat pooling between my legs.
His threat wasn't idle. The atmosphere between us crackled with tension, charged with something dark, something dangerous.
"I… I didn't mean to—" I stammered, trying to form words, but my voice faltered, the weight of his presence too much to bear.
"You barged in," he said, his voice a soft but lethal growl. "Uninvited."
"I— I knocked—" I whispered, but the excuse sounded feeble, even to my own ears.
"And now you've seen what you weren't meant to." He stepped forward, closing the distance between us in a slow, deliberate stride.
Goddess... Please... Don't let him kill me.
The heat of him radiated toward me, making me flinch with tension. He loomed over me, his eyes never leaving mine, and I felt small, insignificant under his gaze. "What shall I do with you now?"
I didn't miss the brief smirk that played out on his lips before he masked it with something darker.
His fingers found the loose locks of my curly hair, and he wrapped some strands around his middle finger, twirling it slowly as if lost in his own dirty thoughts.
I swallowed.
"You broke the rules I haven't given you yet," he continued, "And now you will have to face the consequences."
His words sent a shiver down my spine, my heart thundering in my chest. I could feel the raw power radiating off him, and it terrified me. Yet, there was something else—a twisted part of me that wanted to know what those consequences would be. That wanted to feel just how much of a monster he could be.
His fingers trailed through my hair slowly, tugging just enough to make me gasp. The strands curled around his finger, a deliberate, slow act that sent a ripple of heat coursing through me.
I clenched my fists at my sides, fighting the flood of emotions swelling inside me—fear, shame, and a sickening, twisted desire that I loathed myself for feeling.
"You’re wondering why you’re still alive, aren’t you?”
His tone was cold, almost mocking, and I flinched as I finally looked up into his coal-black eyes. They were unreadable, dark as the void, and they swallowed any trace of mercy I might have hoped for.
“I—” My voice was weak, trembling. I had no excuse for barging into his chambers like that. The scene I’d walked into still played in my mind, every detail seared into my memory. I bit my lip hard, trying to will the images away, but they clung to me like a curse.
Parthe’s gaze darkened as he took in my silence. He pulled his hand away from my hair, and I couldn’t decide if I was relieved or disappointed.
Slowly, deliberately, he paced around me, circling me like a predator. “Did you forget where you are? Or do you simply lack the sense to understand boundaries?”
The words cut deep, each one a lash of humiliation. I swallowed thickly, my cheeks burning. “I didn’t mean to intrude,” I whispered.
“You walked in uninvited,” he continued, circling me again, slow and deliberate. “You saw things you weren’t meant to see.” His steps were measured, his boots barely making a sound on the stone floor, yet every movement filled me with dread. "And for that, you should be punished. I should kill you for what you’ve done,”
He continued, his voice soft but deadly. His breath was warm against the back of my neck, and a shiver ran down my spine despite the fire raging inside me. “But I won’t.”
The relief was immediate but short-lived, replaced by a growing dread as his next words followed.
“Not yet.”
I tensed as he stepped around to face me again, his expression unreadable, but his dark eyes gleamed with something—something dangerous.
I shuddered at the finality in his words.
His voice softened just a fraction. "You are... useful."
I swallowed hard. "Useful" felt like a death sentence in disguise. Being "useful" meant he had plans for me, but it also meant I wasn’t free. I was caught in his web, and I would remain there until he decided otherwise.
“You’re not just some prisoner or a passing problem. You are mine now, and you will learn your place.”
His words slammed into me, leaving me breathless.
Mine?
The realization of that word settled over me, and I tried to steady myself, but it was like standing on shifting sands.
Of course, I was his mate. But the way he said it made me feel different.
“You are mine now, Luxuria,” he said, stopping in front of me again. His hand traced the curve of my jaw, the gentleness of his touch contrasting with the coldness in his voice. “And from this moment forward, you will follow my rules.”
His thumb pressed against my lower lip, making my breath hitch as he leaned in closer. “And you’ll follow them because if you don’t... you’ll wish you had.”
He enjoyed this—the way I squirmed under his control, the way I could barely manage to breathe when he was near.
I hated how my body responded to him, how his nearness made my skin tingle and my heart race with something other than fear. There was something darker, something I couldn’t control, stirring inside me. And it terrified me more than his threats ever could.
“You broke one already,” he said, “But you will learn quickly, won’t you?”
I nodded shakily, unable to speak. His gaze darkened, the amusement in his eyes only deepening.
“Rule one,” he whispered, his lips barely brushing the sensitive skin of my neck, sending a wave of shivers down my spine. “You will respect your superiors. That includes Shikta.”
My heart fell. He truly does prioritize her.
“Second rule,” he continued, stepping closer again, his presence overwhelming, “you will not wander beyond the borders of this pack. Your place is here, under my watch.”
His gaze held mine, and I hated how the warmth of him made me weak. My legs trembled, and I had to fight to keep myself upright, my heart thudding in my chest like a warning drum.
“You don’t leave without permission; you don’t stray where you’re not welcome,” he murmured, his fingers brushing against the fabric of my dress now, skimming dangerously low on my waist. “And most certainly, you don’t enter my chambers uninvited.”
I nodded nervously.
“Thirdly,” he said, his voice softer now, more intimate, as though we shared some secret, “you will not speak to anyone outside my pack. You belong to me now, and I don’t take kindly to sharing.”
Belong...
That word hit me harder than anything else, and I struggled to breathe past the weight of it. But even as panic clawed at my chest, that dark, shameful desire stirred deeper, making me burn in ways I didn’t want to understand.
“And the fourth,” his voice took on a darker tone, “you are not to touch anything that does not belong to you. That includes weapons... or people. You will keep your hands where they belong.”
His hand grazed my waist, the lightness of his touch making my skin burn. I could feel him behind me, could hear the smirk in his voice.
“And finally,” he said, his voice soft but menacing, “you will never lie to me. Ever. If you so much as hide the truth from me, you will wish for a punishment far less cruel than the one you will receive.”
He leaned in again, his breath warm on my cheek as he whispered, “Now, tell me, Luxuria. Are you going to obey?”
My pulse thundered in my ears, my lips trembling as I struggled to hold back the tears, the desire, the confusion. My body betrayed me, every part of me screaming to give in, to let him pull me under his spell.
But somehow, I found my voice, barely a whisper. “Yes.”
"Call me Alpha..." He coldly demanded.
"Yes... Alpha..."
LUXURIA.The tension in the room was stifling.Shikta sat across from me at the long dining table, her fingers delicately tracing the rim of her goblet.The morning sun rays caught her smug expression, and I could feel the weight of her gaze on me like a snake poised to strike.It was strange. This is my first time sitting in the dining hall of the Wild Wolf pack. If I were to choose, I'd prefer to eat alone in the confines of my chamber.Besides, of all his mistresses, why had he chosen me to eat with them?The dining seemed to be for high-ranking pack members alone - The Beta, Gamma, Shikta, three other men who I have never seen, and of course, the Alpha.Alpha Parthe wasn't there for breakfast yet, and I sincerely wished he wouldn't be joining us.I haven't recovered from last night's experience. The shame. Desire. Torment. And dismissal.He left me craving more. And I hated it.He didn't even care to ask how I was faring after locking me up in that unforgiving dungeon.Although a
ALPHA PARTHE.The moment I stepped into that dining hall, something in me snapped.How dare she dress in that manner for other men to see? She was too exposed for my liking.This wasn't just a mistress but my mate. I couldn't tolerate that. I had to ask her to leave.I saw the disappointment and embarrassment in her eyes, but who cares? As long as she is shielded from the hungry eyes of other men, then I am fine. Call me selfish."Alpha," Tervan's voice pulled me out of my thoughts, and I lifted my gaze from the scrolls I was meant to be reading before my thoughts drifted away."Tervan," I gave him my attention, "sit."I and Tervan have been friends since childhood. His father was the Beta of our pack, but something tragic happened to him when I became Alpha, and Tervan has been my Beta since then."You wanted to see me. What's the matter?" I asked him. He is the one person I can feel free with."I have been bothered about something, Parthe." He began, addressing me less formally. "An
LUXURIA.I desperately scanned through the large books on my table. My hands were trembling. My fear was getting the best of me.The glow in my eyes was becoming difficult to keep in check. It appears and disappears at will.What is wrong with me? Who can I talk to? What if I am truly a cursed one? Otherwise, how do I explain this?Everyone called me CURSED. I think I am beginning to agree with them.I couldn't tell the Alpha about this. What if he kills me because it is evident I am cursed? My curse is spreading faster now.I had to hide this as much as I could.For days now, I still haven't found a possible explanation as to what exactly triggered the curse in me. I was only able to find some herbs in a medicine book that treat acute anxiety problems.I might as well start with that first.As I feverishly flipped through the pages of an old tome, I stumbled upon a chapter titled "The Cure of Hera." The name made my heart race as it caught my attention.I skimmed through it, searchin
LUXURIA.I had scanned through every single page of the book, but the part I was interested in was nowhere to be found.I was going insane with worry.I do not have anyone to talk to about this. I felt so alone in this world. If only my mother were alive...I wiped off a tear from my eye.Whatever it was that happened to my mother was unfair to me. I was raised to suffer alone in this wicked world where no one cared.My hands trembled. I had to get hold of myself in order not to snap. I don't know what would happen if I truly allowed the full extent of this strange illness to take over me.I know I am just sick. Nothing more. I just had to find a solution to it. I only chose to call it a curse because it has tormented me even more than I could bear.I am sick. That's all it is. I had to remind myself every day.I wouldn't want to see what happens the day I let myself snap and reach the peak of whatever feeling this illness always tries to push me to.It was getting late already, and I
LUXURIA.His eyes narrowed slightly as if he was reading my thoughts. Then he broke the silence. "What do you think of becoming allies with your father's pack?"The question hit me like a blow. My stomach twisted into knots, and for a moment, I wasn't sure if I had heard him correctly. My father's pack?I blinked, trying to mask the flood of emotions that surged through me.Anger. Resentment. Pain.My father had cast me aside as if I were nothing more than a worthless burden. He hadn't cared for me, hadn't protected me. The memories of his cruelty were still raw, burning like a wound that refused to heal.My father's pack? He wanted Parthe as an ally?My breath caught in my throat. This was my chance to ruin them. To finally take revenge for all the hurt and betrayal they had inflicted upon me.I could ruin them. I could tell Parthe anything—expose their weaknesses, twist the truth, make them seem unworthy of an alliance. The words were there, just waiting to be spoken, ready to tear
ALPHA PARTHE.Fuck...The Gods...What was she doing to me?Despite the iron walls I had meticulously built around my damned heart, I found her creeping in—like a slow-burning fire that I couldn't put out, no matter how hard I tried. She was everywhere, consuming me with an intensity I hadn't anticipated, seeping into the cracks I hadn't even known existed.I was not a man made for feelings. They had no place in me, and I never thought the mate bond could tear through the cold armor I had worn my entire life. I'd overcome so much—loss, blood, betrayal—but this? This was the one battle I wasn't sure I could win. It was maddening.This was going to be my undoing.Her skin, the softness of it, was like silk beneath my fingers. Her scent—a heady mix of innocence and desire, weaving itself into my every breath. It drove me to the edge every damn time I got near her. And right now, standing before her, with that thin excuse of a dress clinging to her delicate frame, I was so close to losing
ALPHA PARTHE.I emerged from the bathroom, the cold water I had doused myself in still dripping from my skin, leaving me shivering slightly. The cold had done little to temper the heat simmering beneath my surface.I had dismissed my new obsession to leave before I did something stupid.She was my mate. I know that. But I am so scared to stain her innocence with my darkness.Maybe not now.It was a fearsome thing, this pull toward her innocence. I had spent enough time wrestling with the temptation, trying to fend off the darkness that threatened to overwhelm me.The strain on my emotions and desire was getting the best of me and it was threatening to rip me apart from inside.The door opened with a soft click as I dried out the water from my body.Only one person comes into my chamber without knocking despite my warnings."Shikta," I called, my back still turned on her, picking out something to wear.I needed some air. Otherwise, I'd die of suffocation."What brings you here?" I aske
LUXURIA.I got into my chamber, and my skin flushed with hot desire and need.The coolness of the room did nothing to soothe the heat simmering beneath my skin. I tried, I really did—sitting in the icy bathtub until my limbs shook and my teeth clattered—but it wasn't enough.My mind betrayed me. The memory of him in his chamber, the way his gaze had seared through me, how his voice had rumbled low and commanding, left a mark on me that no amount of cold water could wash away.Just the thought of him sent a pulse of need straight to my core. I hated him. I feared him. And yet... I wanted him. My body ached with a hunger I didn't know how to fight. It was maddening, this war inside me.I should have known better. I should have fought harder. But I was weak. I was falling, and I hated how much I was giving in.I shifted on the bed, trying to shake off the thoughts, but it was no use. The pulse between my legs was relentless, the slick heat gathering, making my thighs clench.My breath ca