ALPHA PARTHE.
It's been days, and I haven't seen her yet. I made sure to keep myself in check in order to be able to tame whatever feelings were growing in me.
I know she's been suffering. That Squalid dungeon is a place no one will ever pray to end up in. Thankfully, those stupid feelings were dying off already. All thanks to Shikta, who has been there to make sure I forget all about Luxuria, even though a fragment of her still lingers in me.
"Alpha," Vixtin, one of my loyal guards, called from the mindlink, "You have a guest," he said.
"Who is it?" I asked, hating to be disturbed at this time. I was having my alone time. If it isn't someone important, I'll just have to dismiss them.
"It's Alpha Nelfas," Vixtin said, and I frowned.
I hesitated. What is he doing here?
Alpha Nelfas has always wanted to be close to me as a friend, but I do not keep friends. I only keep allies.
Nelfas is from a lineage the Moon Witch warned my lineage never to have anything intimate to do with. This was a secret only passed down across both packs. No one outside our lineages or packs ever knew that.
Such closeness with Nelfas isn't welcome. It brings both lineages closer. What if... What if I see and desire his daughter? Knowing the kind of man I am.
I sighed, rubbing my face with my palm.
"Tell him to hold on. I'll be there shortly." I finally said to Vixtin.
"Yes, Alpha."
I left my chamber after taking all the time in the world. I was hoping my delay would make him angry and leave, but he was quite determined to see me.
"Alpha Parthe!" Nelfas called enthusiastically, standing up from his seat as though he had just seen the Moon Goddess herself.
"Nelfas," I called coldly as I walked towards where he sat in the courtroom, my guards trailing behind me. "To what do I owe this pleasure?"
Nelfas didn't need anyone to tell him how displeased I was to see him. It was obvious.
His composure faltered. I liked that. Maybe that would keep him away from me.
"I was just passing by and decided to see how you are doing," Nelfas said, taking his seat again when I sat.
Alpha Nelfas' awkward smile lingered, his hands clasped tightly together as he tried to find comfort in the coldness of my gaze. I leaned back in my chair, crossing my arms over my chest as I studied him. Whatever he had come for, I wasn't in the mood to play host.
"I appreciate the concern, Nelfas, but I don't need any formal check-ins." My voice was laced with indifference, hoping to cut this conversation short.
Nelfas, a man in his late forties, has been desperate to make allies. So why does he want me as a friend instead?
Nelfas adjusted himself in the chair, clearly uncomfortable under my scrutiny. "I must say, your pack seems to be thriving despite the recent tensions with the eastern territories. I've heard stories... impressive stories about your reign, Parthe."
I gave a slight nod, disinterested. "My pack thrives because I allow nothing less. But I'm certain you didn't travel all this way to stroke my ego."
He chuckled awkwardly. "No, no. Of course not. But I did want to discuss something of importance... something that might concern you more than you realize."
I remained silent, my eyes narrowing slightly.
Nelfas shifted in his seat. "There's a gathering of Alphas coming up—a ceremony, you might say. I thought it could be a good opportunity for you to... connect, strengthen ties. You know how these things are."
My expression stayed cold, but he kept pushing.
"All the powerful Alphas will be there. I thought it might pique your interest."
I raised an eyebrow, bored already. "Ceremony? These pointless gatherings... you think I care for such things? Come on, Nelfas," I said with a dismissive wave of hand.
"It's rare and… well, you know how much influence it holds. Powerful alliances are often formed there. Every significant Alpha will be present. It's an opportunity you don't want to miss."
"I've built my own alliances without the need for such ceremonies, Nelfas." I let the words hang, hoping he'd take the hint and leave. But something about the way he hesitated told me there was more he hadn't said yet.
He cleared his throat, shifting slightly as a sly smile spread across his lips. "Alpha Colleen will be there."
I felt my muscles tighten at the name. Alpha Colleen. Now that… that was interesting.
I leaned forward slightly, my eyes narrowing. "Colleen, you say?"
Nelfas nodded, his expression hopeful, sensing a shift in my interest. "Yes, he rarely makes appearances at these things, but word is, he's coming this time. Rumors say he's been seeking new alliances as well, after some... upheavals in his territory."
Alpha Colleen is one Alpha who I could say can compare to me in a way or two. He is one who doesn't seek alliance, just like me.
His pack was powerful—ruthless in battle, feared even among the strongest. An alliance with him could tilt the balance in more ways than one. And if he was in a vulnerable position… all the more reason to exploit it.
"Go on," I said, finally uncrossing my arms and sitting up straighter. Nelfas smiled, encouraged, but I wasn't focused on him anymore. The gears were turning in my mind. Alpha Colleen is actually the key to something far greater.
Nelfas went on, his voice filled with excitement now. "With Colleen there, everyone will be vying for his attention. But your reputation precedes you, Parthe. You could very well be the one he looks to for an alliance. It's an opportunity to strengthen your position among the Alphas."
Alpha Nelfas's words were still sinking in when the heavy doors of the courtroom creaked open, interrupting the conversation. It was Nevada. The head of the maids and mother to one of my mistresses, Zendaya.
She led the maids in with some refreshments for our guest.
Nevada was such a hardworking woman. Too bad her daughter didn't take over from her. Her daughter, Zendaya, is quite the opposite of her - too weak and fragile.
I noticed something wrong the moment Nevada stepped into the courtroom. She froze the moment she laid eyes on Nelfas.
Her face paled, her lips parting ever so slightly as though the air had been knocked out of her. The tray in her hands wobbled precariously, but she managed to steady it before any disaster struck. Nelfas, too, froze in place, his previous enthusiasm draining from his face.
I narrowed my eyes, watching the two of them with keen interest. This was no coincidence. I might not keep friends, but I knew when there was something more beneath the surface. And this... this was something.
I let the silence linger, letting the discomfort settle in before I spoke. "Do you two know each other?"
Nelfas was the first to move, too quick, too eager to speak. "No!" His voice was louder than it needed to be, and his eyes darted from Nevada to me, clearly hoping to quash the question before it could gain any traction. "I don't know her."
His words were sharp, but there was something in them that didn't sit right. The way his eyes lingered on Nevada, filled with something that looked suspiciously like regret... or guilt.
I glanced at Nevada, who stood frozen, her eyes wide and glassy as though she were holding back something dangerous. Her lips pressed together, and after a heartbeat of hesitation, she nodded slowly, her face carefully blank.
"Of course not, Alpha," she said, her voice steady, but her eyes betrayed her. Hurt flickered in their depths before she masked it again, lowering her head as she turned away.
I leaned back in my chair, steepling my fingers together, my eyes never leaving Nelfas. "This meeting is over, Nelfas. You may leave."
I saw the shock and embarrassment in his eyes, but I didn't give a fuck about it.
ALPHA PARTHE.No matter what happens, I don't think I want Luxuria to die in the dungeon. It's been a week now, and she still languished in that cold, suffocating darkness.I had sent the maids to retrieve her—ordered them to bathe her, cleanse her of the grime and damp. She was to be brought to my chamber. There are rules she must follow if she seeks to survive peacefully here in my pack, under my protection.The heavy oak doors to my chamber creaked open, and I turned, expecting Luxuria.But it was Shikta.I stiffened. She wasn't who I was meant to see tonight.She strode in with a practiced grace, her figure draped in fabric that clung to her curves, deliberately dressed to steal my attention.Her lips were painted dark, matching the lustrous black silk that clung to her... Just as I liked it. The flicker of candlelight caught the sheen of her skin, a thin layer of sweat glistening along her collarbone.I knew what she wanted. But I was in no mood for that."Parthe," she purred, he
LUXURIA.I had been knocking on the door but got no answer. I was nervous to death. I was angry at him. At my mate. For putting me through such hell.That dark, cold dungeon had nearly shattered my spirit, molding me into something else. It broke me.I hated him for it. For everything. For tearing me down, breaking me piece by piece until the rebellion inside me died a natural death.I had no will to be rebellious or disobedient anymore. I wouldn't want to go back in there.He'd turned me into a version of myself I barely recognized, too afraid to resist. Yet, no matter the rage burning through my veins, I couldn't avoid him forever.Thanks to Zendaya for her intervention. She seemed to have delivered my message to the Alpha.I had sent her to tell him that I'd like to see him. And instead of coming to see me, he had released me instead. She must have put in a good word for me.The knot in my stomach twisted tighter with each passing second as I waited outside his door.I knocked once
LUXURIA.His words ripped me out of my treacherous thoughts, and I snapped my gaze back to his face, my cheeks flushing with embarrassment. Tears stung the corners of my eyes, a flood of emotions swirling inside me—anger, humiliation, betrayal, and a twisted desire that I couldn't control.But the tears came anyway, unbidden and shameful. I blinked them back, but I couldn't stop the trembling of my lips, the weakness in my knees.How could I feel this way about him after everything? After what I'd just witnessed?His cold, coal-black eyes bored into mine. The command in his words wasn't lost on me, and I had to fight against the wave of heat pooling between my legs.His threat wasn't idle. The atmosphere between us crackled with tension, charged with something dark, something dangerous."I… I didn't mean to—" I stammered, trying to form words, but my voice faltered, the weight of his presence too much to bear."You barged in," he said, his voice a soft but lethal growl. "Uninvited.""
LUXURIA.The tension in the room was stifling.Shikta sat across from me at the long dining table, her fingers delicately tracing the rim of her goblet.The morning sun rays caught her smug expression, and I could feel the weight of her gaze on me like a snake poised to strike.It was strange. This is my first time sitting in the dining hall of the Wild Wolf pack. If I were to choose, I'd prefer to eat alone in the confines of my chamber.Besides, of all his mistresses, why had he chosen me to eat with them?The dining seemed to be for high-ranking pack members alone - The Beta, Gamma, Shikta, three other men who I have never seen, and of course, the Alpha.Alpha Parthe wasn't there for breakfast yet, and I sincerely wished he wouldn't be joining us.I haven't recovered from last night's experience. The shame. Desire. Torment. And dismissal.He left me craving more. And I hated it.He didn't even care to ask how I was faring after locking me up in that unforgiving dungeon.Although a
ALPHA PARTHE.The moment I stepped into that dining hall, something in me snapped.How dare she dress in that manner for other men to see? She was too exposed for my liking.This wasn't just a mistress but my mate. I couldn't tolerate that. I had to ask her to leave.I saw the disappointment and embarrassment in her eyes, but who cares? As long as she is shielded from the hungry eyes of other men, then I am fine. Call me selfish."Alpha," Tervan's voice pulled me out of my thoughts, and I lifted my gaze from the scrolls I was meant to be reading before my thoughts drifted away."Tervan," I gave him my attention, "sit."I and Tervan have been friends since childhood. His father was the Beta of our pack, but something tragic happened to him when I became Alpha, and Tervan has been my Beta since then."You wanted to see me. What's the matter?" I asked him. He is the one person I can feel free with."I have been bothered about something, Parthe." He began, addressing me less formally. "An
LUXURIA.I desperately scanned through the large books on my table. My hands were trembling. My fear was getting the best of me.The glow in my eyes was becoming difficult to keep in check. It appears and disappears at will.What is wrong with me? Who can I talk to? What if I am truly a cursed one? Otherwise, how do I explain this?Everyone called me CURSED. I think I am beginning to agree with them.I couldn't tell the Alpha about this. What if he kills me because it is evident I am cursed? My curse is spreading faster now.I had to hide this as much as I could.For days now, I still haven't found a possible explanation as to what exactly triggered the curse in me. I was only able to find some herbs in a medicine book that treat acute anxiety problems.I might as well start with that first.As I feverishly flipped through the pages of an old tome, I stumbled upon a chapter titled "The Cure of Hera." The name made my heart race as it caught my attention.I skimmed through it, searchin
LUXURIA.I had scanned through every single page of the book, but the part I was interested in was nowhere to be found.I was going insane with worry.I do not have anyone to talk to about this. I felt so alone in this world. If only my mother were alive...I wiped off a tear from my eye.Whatever it was that happened to my mother was unfair to me. I was raised to suffer alone in this wicked world where no one cared.My hands trembled. I had to get hold of myself in order not to snap. I don't know what would happen if I truly allowed the full extent of this strange illness to take over me.I know I am just sick. Nothing more. I just had to find a solution to it. I only chose to call it a curse because it has tormented me even more than I could bear.I am sick. That's all it is. I had to remind myself every day.I wouldn't want to see what happens the day I let myself snap and reach the peak of whatever feeling this illness always tries to push me to.It was getting late already, and I
LUXURIA.His eyes narrowed slightly as if he was reading my thoughts. Then he broke the silence. "What do you think of becoming allies with your father's pack?"The question hit me like a blow. My stomach twisted into knots, and for a moment, I wasn't sure if I had heard him correctly. My father's pack?I blinked, trying to mask the flood of emotions that surged through me.Anger. Resentment. Pain.My father had cast me aside as if I were nothing more than a worthless burden. He hadn't cared for me, hadn't protected me. The memories of his cruelty were still raw, burning like a wound that refused to heal.My father's pack? He wanted Parthe as an ally?My breath caught in my throat. This was my chance to ruin them. To finally take revenge for all the hurt and betrayal they had inflicted upon me.I could ruin them. I could tell Parthe anything—expose their weaknesses, twist the truth, make them seem unworthy of an alliance. The words were there, just waiting to be spoken, ready to tear