Chapter 38 Erotic LoveNIA’S POVThe ride back to the packhouse felt strained. I kept stealing glances at Kingston. To say I am shocked is an understatement. I never thought he would harbor such feelings towards me. I get that he meant no harm, but that doesn't make it comforting. I had called him my brother, acted childish in front of him, and even went as far as showing him part of my skin whenever I had some rash there. How did I not notice the extra attention he always pays to me? I feel so bad for not being able to conjure a sentence to everything he said, as much as he tries to hide it. The unhappiness is so apparent."I never thought you harbored a different kind of affection towards me. I don't think I will be able to reciprocate it." I said after a lifetime of silence.His hand gripped the steering wheel tightly; for a moment, it felt like he wanted to squeeze the iron out. "Let's not talk about it.""Kingston...." I called out in a whisper, but he shook his head in response.
Chapter 39 The rejectionAUTHOR’S POVKingston felt discomfort in his chest as his eyes grazed through Nia's message. He had thought his approach had startled her, and she would have a rethink and express how much she loved him, too. He sounds delusional, but for a split second, he wanted to be very hopeful. Seeing how quickly she responded to him, it's best to accept his truth.Opening the car door, he felt weak in the legs. Making his way into the house, a string of curses rolled out of his mouth when he saw his entire family seated like they were waiting for him to return.“What is this I hear about you harboring some feelings towards the half-breed?" Levi countered the moment Kingston stepped in.Kingston glanced back at his brother, and he gave a thumbs up. Not bothering to hide the fact that he snitched on him. "I believe I am old enough to decide who I want to be with."Stephanie gave a warning glare. "You will not talk disrespect your father for a nobody. Is that clear?"“How
Chapter 40 The GoodbyeGAEL’S POV"Are you going to act this way, Gael?" Beta Ezekiel whined into my ears, making me feel more frustrated.I inhaled sincerely, trying to control my anger. "Why are you so adamant regarding this case? I just told you that I already resolved never to let her touch me. I am not going to back down now or ever. I am fine. You don't need to worry."He huffed, appearing frustrated, too. "This isn't right, Gael. You are the Alpha and should lead by example.""But I already gave them the go-ahead to get vaccinated. Why do I have to get involved?""You are just as stubborn as your father when your mind is on something. It's just a shot. Or are you scared of needles?"I stared at him, feeling insulted. "Why would you even think that?"An amused expression settled on his face. "Every man with his weakness, don't you think?"I rolled my eyes, feeling very much insulted. "That's enough. I already made up my mind. Let's end the discussion if you don't have any other
Chapter 41 Her OutburstGAEL’S POVI sighed as I leaned against a tree trunk, staring at the dark sky with the stars complimenting its state. For some unknown reason, I find myself taking strolls towards the garden. Maybe I do have something that I am so not going to admit in mind. Or I might need to stretch my legs. The day just went in a haze. Not having Ezra to taunt and frustrate isn't fun at all. He left the pack on an official assignment and wouldn't be back until the end of the week. It feels like torture since I will have to be stuck with Gemma.She keeps showing her face daily, and I wouldn't say I like it. It gets lonely sometimes. Not even the tons of concubines I have can fill up that emptiness. Many times, I reflect on when my parents were alive. Life was good then; I had bright hopes for the future and wanted nothing more but to grow old with them. I learned that good things don't last, and it scared me. I know this lifestyle of mine will only complicate my toxic life. B
Chapter 42 The perfect bodyGAEL’S POVI carried my wolf confidently through the lines of the woods; I love moments like this when I can be alone by myself, in my wolf form, and not bothering anyone or the pack. Just then, I heard a loud, excited pant at the other side of where I stood. Whoever that is is sure in a good mood. However, their delight puts me in a touchy mood. I don't particularly appreciate sharing my intended lone time with anyone. I know I have no control over who gets access to the woods, but that doesn't mean I should accept being interrupted.I decided to ignore whoever it was and focus on enjoying the serenity. However, the person's wolf seems to lack courtesy. I ran backward to see what was happening when a scream echoed in the woods. Is someone getting hurt? I stood behind a large tree to peek at who it was. The day is getting quite dark, so whoever it is won't notice someone is out here watching. My wolf eyes shined at an incredible light when the wolf shifted
Chapter 43 The GuestAUTHOR’S POV“I can't believe this?” Mindy screamed, kicking the couch and hitting it with her bag again.The humiliation Nia put her through made her furious, and the only thing that came to her mind was strangling her. She almost couldn't wrap her head around Nia threatening her. Everyone knows how meek she is, and having her turn around to look Mindy directly in the eye means she is getting the courage from somewhere.Caleb strolled into the living room, yawning. He had just woken up from the afternoon nap he took. “Can't one have peace in this forsaken house? Why are you screaming like a banshee? Did you get dropped off a tall building or what?” She glared hard at her brother, “If you have nothing intelligent to say. It's best if you keep your bloody mouth shut. Don't annoy me any further.” He lay on the long couch, spreading his arms and legs lazily. "What's wrong?"Faking tears, she dumped herself into the couch. “I am so embarrassed, and I don't know ho
Chapter 44 His feelingsGAEL’S POVI rubbed at my neck as I stretched it to see if the half-breed was anywhere near. I haven't seen much of her around, and for some unknown reason, I want to see her again. Even though she would act all sassy with me, I would like to see it. My conscience has been haunting me for days, long over the conversation we had the last time. I think I said too much, and I don't know what is happening. It's very unusual for me to be bothered about how people feel when I tell them off. It must be why I want nothing to do with the half-breed.Humans are tricksters and hypnotists, making you start following them like a lost fool. But Nia's case is overboard. She is half flesh and half wild. I find myself constantly thinking of how she would taste. I would instead not think of it, but I can't help it. Not after I got a glimpse of her entire body. Her beauty is dangerous, and that body will leave me begging for more. To think I have seen many naked women; however, t
Chapter 45 Revenge MissionNIA’S POVA blush crept up my cheeks as I stared intently at the box of chocolate Ezra had gotten me. If he continues, I might fall head over heels in love with him. He is sweet and considerate, always showing up with goodies in hand whenever he comes to see me. Ezra and his sister make me feel alive like my world is complete. But it all fades away when none of them is nearby to assure me everything will be okay. I think I like Ezra, and I might want something beyond mere friendship with him; at the same time, I don't feel deserving of him.He deserves someone he can lean on. Someone to hold him up when he is down, and that implies a confident person for someone like Ezra, who has had to shoulder plenty of things growing up. He also needs to be pampered. I would love to be all of that for him, but I am too doubtful of myself. Also, what's the assurance he desires me differently? He is probably just being nice because Perry asked him to. As sweet as that migh
Chapter 105 Happily Ever AfterNIA’S POVI yawned for the umpteenth time tiredly. I don't know why everyone in the house is suddenly interested in camping this late evening. I haven't been sleeping well for days, and just when I thought I would get the best of sleep today, I got dragged out of bed without my consent."I thought you said the place is not far from us. Why are we driving out of New Haven?" I asked Perry, who was seated next to me in the car. "Moreover, why did Grandma and Aunt Kylia go before us when we could have just gone together."Perry shrugged, staring at her phone. "They didn't want to disrupt your siesta."I snorted, "You disrupted it.” I retorted rudely.“Really Nia? Is that what we deserve for wanting to make you feel better?"I blinked guiltily. "I didn't mean to sound like that.""It's fine." She muttered, turning her face away from me.I sighed tiredly, knowing I hadn't been on my best behavior lately, and it was all because I couldn't seem to get a grip on
Chapter 104 Destined LoversGAEL’S POVHer voice had my heart racing when it settled in my ear. I turned around to see her, and everything that tightened in my chest loosened up immediately. I dusted off the invisible dirt on my trousers and held her gaze shyly. I have never been this tongue-tied in front of a lady before. Nia has a way of pulling so many unfamiliar emotions inside me. She looked impatient, eyes darted everywhere, refusing to focus on me."I am sure you heard me the first time. What do you think you are doing showing up every day and making everyone uncomfortable?" She questioned.I played with the tail of my hair and swallowed in discomfort. What the hell is wrong with me? I have rehearsed many things to say to her with my wolf, and I felt confident until two minutes ago that I knew how to bring her back to me. I tried to open my mouth, but everything seemed stuck in my throat.Nia scoffed with a glint of disappointment, "What was I expecting? Now that you have seen
Chapter 103 What to doGAEL’S POVMy body felt heavy. After such a long time staring into space like a zombie, I finally became conscious of my environment and myself. The first person I saw was Nia, and I thought I was dreaming until I grabbed her hand, and it turned out to be true. She had yanked my hand off her and warned me never to touch her again. I did as told and kept my hands to myself.Ezra informed me that she had saved me from the clutches of death when she could have refused. I will forever be grateful for that. But I can't seem to wrap my head around that he agreed for us to leave the minute I could move around by myself. It is the sixth day of us being here, according to him, and we will go today. I don't think I am ready to do that just yet.The door opened, and for a second, I thought it was Nia. It was Ezra; to my disappointment, since the day I had held her hand, a lovely old lady had been the only one attending to me. Nia must be avoiding me at all costs. I don't b
Chapter 102 The Holistic CenterNIA’S POVMy breath hitched as I stared at the phone, and I tossed it aside. It felt like it had spikes all over it. When Ezra mentioned Gael, all that I could think of was that night that he laid his hand on me and had me pushed out of the pack half-naked. I placed a hand on my belly and held the couch tightly with the other one as I tried hard to catch my breath. Catelyn rushed towards me hurriedly and ordered someone to bring me a glass of water while she rubbed my back slowly. "Calm down. Calm down." She repeated while lifting the glass of water to my mouth. "What in the world just happened? You were chatting happily on the phone, who was it? What did they tell you? You know what, I think you need some fresh air. Someone help me." Catelyn said, helping me up with two other maids.The moment the evening breeze hit me, I felt a bit better. I leaned carefully on the bench I sat on. I inhaled and exhaled slowly. I didn't realize how much effect the r
Chapter 101 The CallAUTHOR’S POV"How is that even possible? Aren't you supposed to be concerned about caring for him first!" Ezra bellowed into the phone receiver angrily before ending the call. "What the hell?" He yelled. Ezekiel exchanged a glance with Omega Harold and exhaled slowly. "Calm your nerves, Ezra. You won't sort this out if you keep getting angry at everyone you speak to." He gasped for breath, scrubbing his face roughly. "What do you expect me to do, uncle? It's been two weeks since he has been lying there and unmoving, and his body is beginning to peel and redden at the same time. How is it that none of the medics will check on him? Not even the damned doctors who get paid huge bucks of money can come through." He lamented. Gael's fall during the pack council meeting had escalated into something more severe than expected. They all thought he must have been exhausted from too much drinking and not having enough food inside of him. However, when he became conscious,
Chapter 100 Far from HomeGAEL’S POVI inhaled deeply for the umpteenth time. I have been glued to the clinic building, staring at it like I expect some miracle to jump out. I still can't believe that I ruined a good thing all by myself. I was considering how hard it was to give in to my feelings. I should have calmed down. Nia must hate me right now, wherever she is. At least I am rest assured that she got out of here safely.I had razed the greenhouse to the ground. All of Nia’s hard work over the months of being the healer, my anger, brought them all to waste. Not only did I accuse her of something she didn't do. I cheated on her again. I was the one who mocked our relationship. Nia has never shown any sign that she was going to disappoint me. How did I not see that? I miss her every day. Before I learned the truth, any reminder of her only made me angry, and with a few fucks here and there coupled with limitless alcohol consumption. I get over it all.But now, the pain is so evide
Chapter 99 The ReflectionAUTHOR’S POVEzra ran down the stairs, chuckling at how it made him feel. It's been a while since he had such childish moments to himself that it makes him feel free again. Most importantly, he was feeling very proud after coming across some posts of his sister and her artworks making waves around the world.Ezra feels glad she was stubborn enough to follow through with her dreams and not listen to him, who was only venting from a place of emotions.Standing by the foot of the stairs with his back turned, he held his phone, scrolling through it to dial Nia. Just then, Ezekiel and Daniella rushed down the stairs together, and it seemed they were arguing. Ezra stood still on the spot, not wanting to get himself involved."You can't do this, Ezekiel. No matter what she did, she is still our daughter, and now she is pregnant. We need to help her." Daniella wept.Ezekiel yanked off her hand. "Don't touch me. I told you, and I am sure Gemma also remembers my warnin
Chapter 98 The RevelationAUTHOR’S POVZac walked into the pack house with a pretty determined expression. The more he did his calculations, the more angered he became. Zac feels foolish for letting himself fall stupidly for someone like Gemma. He would have forgiven her if she left him with a broken heart. Instead, she picked up a dagger and aimed for his heart directly without mercy, shattering it to pieces and leaving no remnants behind. For the past few weeks, he tried to forget about her and mind his own business. But the rumors kept reaching him, and he realized it would be stupid of him not to do anything to reform the situation. Zac had called Gemma tirelessly, but she missed every one of them and didn't bother to return the call. Now that he is here at the same place that she has turned to the North Pole, ever busy. Zac wants to know what excuse she would have this time. Entering the hallways, he redialed her, and still, there was no response. He wasn't sure where she woul
Chapter 97 The Perfect SiblingNIA’S POV"I feel so awful, Perry." I lamented to my best friend. Perry flipped at her hair while adjusting the scarf around her neck. "I am still surprised that Kingston would decide without hearing from you. Is there a chance anyone would carry that much guilt with them even when they aren't the offender?" I sniffed, feeling my swollen eyes. "Kingston is like that. I knew that was bound to happen, so I insisted he didn’t know. There was a time when his younger sister had bullied his intended girlfriend in high school. Kingston felt so bad that he kept apologizing for years until the girl left the pack for college. Do you think he would come back to me?" Her face fell, "I would be stupid to reassure you on something like that. If Kingston is like anything you have described, then I doubt you will see him around anytime soon." "I think I have his house address and that of his workplace. I will leave early tomorrow to go find him." "No, don't do that