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Chapter Six - Anger
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Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Seven - Reflection
Nolan WalterMy wolf was howling at me to go back as the voice of my mate when she was angry at me was repeating itself in the back of my mind. To say I was feeling guilty was an understatement, but my wolf was not. He was growling at me to go back and teach her a lesson, but I couldn't hurt my mate more than I already had and the bond was half done. I could feel all her feelings like they were my own, so I felt the slow burning of anger and hurt etched in my heart because it was in her heart. I could feel all her pain and it was totally my fault. I didn't have any control over my wolf or my body so I forcefully marked her, and something that should have been sacred had been treated as if it was just a bag of trash, and now she was dealing with something that I couldn't see. When I saw her, when I touched her, regained some of my sight back. However, it was not like the sight I thought it would be. It was if the Moon Goddess gave me a new gift and allowed me to see the auras or fee
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eight - Preparations
Natalie Grayson I was granted three days from the Alpha himself to recuperate and say my goodbyes to both my family and fellow pack members. In my mother's words, the mate celebration could have never been better, since I had found my mate. She said even though he was well… not really nice and kind of brash but I found him nevertheless. More than thirty members of our pack, both male and female had found their mates, so we would be getting new members and losing old ones too. Alice would also be leaving in a couple of days too and luckily for her, her mate was kind and understanding, and he had allowed her to stay for a whole week so that he could meet our family and get to know us before they left. She was really lucky. And as for my mate, I hadn't seen him since he ran out of the hospital. However, I had caught whiffs of his scent around the area so he must have been staying in one of the rooms in the packed guest house. Several of his she-wolves had found their mates here, so
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Nine - Stubbornness
Natalie Grayson The day that I had been dreading had arrived. My bags were packed in a small corner of my room, along with a couple of possessions that didn't fit into the bags. My room was almost empty, the bed was stripped bare, and my closets were empty.However, I left a few belongings behind such as a few stuffed animals, a couple of underwear and clothes, plus a few pictures, just in case I ended up running back here and hopefully stayed here again. My heart was heavy as I gathered all my bags to bring them downstairs. My parents were weeping as they joined me to carry down my bags, and my siblings anxiously waited in the living room. My friends were waiting in the dining room because we had invited Taylor and Drew over to say their final goodbyes as we waited for the clock to strike 10 AM. We had a quiet talk about memories we were so fond of, and my parents joked about my siblings and I as my two good friends joined them in reminiscing on memories about me when we were litt
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ten - Leaving
Natalie Grayson My voice echoed clear in the room, and my anger was almost to a point of explosion as I watched him freeze in mid step. I could hear his ragged breathing as he struggled to contain his wolf at my defiance. If he thought I was going to come willingly, then he thought wrong. I was not going to leave my family because of some Alpha who thought it was right to mark me against my wish. I knew he could feel my anger coursing through me, and I also knew that the Moon Goddess was punishing me and him as we felt the bond somewhat course through us. It was strong and unwilling to break, and the ties of the mark he inflicted on me made it even harder to think as he turned around with a seething look on his face. His eyes were turning almost golden as his stance was rigid yet so calm at the same time. I watched as he tried to control his emotions, and waves of his anger flowed through the room. I could feel my family tense behind me, and my younger siblings cowered away i
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eleven - Pain
Natalie Grayson The pain was the most evident feeling ever. Anger was the next, then fear and finally tiredness. My head rested against my legs as the tears continuously flowed down my face. I wrapped my hands around my legs as I sat with my legs on the car seat. The raging hormones in the air were evident which mixed with my pain, and I allowed my feelings to go through the bond so that Alpha Nolan would be able to feel everything that I felt, so that he would know the pain that he had caused me and was still causing me. Even if we had been driving for half an hour, the screams and the scene of family crying, my brother and sister being held by the neck as the life was slowly squeezed out of them was still playing on and on in my mind. I could still see the scene of my dad laying motionless on the floor as my mother's petrified screams echoed in my mind. To see them in pain made me to disappear in the depths of my mind, and I was unwilling to come out because of the betrayal o
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Twelve - A New Place
Natalie Grayson I watched as an unfamiliar face entered the room. He had a stiff posture, and his body was muscled and toned. He wore basic cargo pants and a black tee that exposed some of the curves of his muscles. He had bright blue eyes with a similar face to Alpha Nolan's. However, the only difference was that he had a lighter shade of hair colour and his features were less defined. It only took me a second to realise that this was in fact, Alpha Nolan's brother, Brandon whom I had not seen in the flesh before. He only gazed at me for a little bit before walking around the room and coming at the end of my bed with a slight smirk. My expression was one of shock as he came in unannounced into a lady's room without permission. I moved up the bed until I was a couple of inches from the headboard as I stared at him with curious, yet passive eyes. We had a little bit of a stare off as his blue eyes basically gorged into my mind and soon enough, he broke our staring contest and inspe
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Thirteen - Trying To Escape
Natalie Grayson Alpha Nolan asked the maids to bring me dinner but after that short argument earlier, I had no desire to eat the food which one of the maids dropped in my room. I couldn't bring myself to eat the food because for all I knew, Alpha Nolan might have poisoned or put something in the food. If I wanted to eat, I would eat my own hand cooked cooked meals so that I wouldn't have to eat the food here. When Alpha Nolan left, I took it upon myself to explore what was in this room more properly, and after looking through a number of cupboards and drawers, I found all my belongings placed in neat and organized piles in the place where they were kept. Everything in the room was clean and I could tell that there was no speck of dust on even the highest shelf, and it meant that the maids must have cleaned the room before I got here, where ever 'here' was. I was up to my fifth book when the door opened once again and a familiar scent flitted into the room. I was really thankful t
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Fourteen - Violence
Natalie GraysonMy heart was beating frantically and I was pretty sure that Alpha Nolan could hear it as he took another step closer, making me to take another step back. I was scared, to say the least because he was a beast that could not be controlled. However, he held his stature wonderfully as I watched him breathe in and out heavily. It was obvious that he did not like my defiance and I was a fool to think I could leave this room without being caught. My mind was racing as I tried to figure out how he knew that I was going to leave. Was it the bond? Or was it because he had been coming to my room when I had been deciding to leave?My thoughts were running and I was creating new scenarios in my mind, so I couldn't keep my focus on the man in front of me. I could see a small smirk playing across his lips as he watched me, and his eyes were showing little emotion but he could smell my nervousness and fear. Then he took another bold step before he spoke. “Running away, aren't you?
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Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter One Hundred and Four - Epilogue
SEVEN YEARS LATER Narrator's POV"Happy sixteenth anniversary, baby," Nolan hummed lowly into Natalie's mouth as he gave her a slow, yet blissful good morning kiss that made her toes curl. Natalie moaned in content, wrapping her arms around her beautiful mate as she kissed him back slowly.For their sixteenth anniversary, Nolan had surprised her with a trip to Ibiza, Spain. They had spent their time there on a beautiful island that Natalie couldn't help but cry over. Now three days after arriving, they were still spending their two weeks on a blissful holiday, and it was almost like a dream to both of them. Their two kids were back in the pack, training without their parents breathing down their backs, and they loved the silence in the little cottage which they shared."Happy Anniversary, Nolan," she whispered to him as they pulled away from each other.Nolan beamed brightly and looked down at his beautiful mate. After all these years, Natalie still had her silver hair that she still
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter One Hundred and Three - Telling A Sad Tale
Narrator's POVNatalie felt the hole in her heart grow every passing day as the twins first birthday got nearer. Or should she say, triplets. Her little babies were turning one and the mere thought of them not celebrating it with Sean made a frown come onto her face. Sophie and Ryle noticed their mother's frown, so they walked towards her, their little chubby fingers stretching out to their mommy who was sitting down in a small rocking chair and clutching a tiny picture in her hands."Momma!" Sophie exclaimed loudly, falling into her mother's lap as she tried to get on the chair. Natalie gave out a small smile as she watched her two babies in front of her. She picked up Sophie and Ryle, placing their chubby bodies on her lap as she kissed their cheeks. They laughed in glee before Ryle spotted the little picture and snatched it out of his mother's hand."What is it, momma?" he asked, furrowing his eyebrows at the sight of a small baby in the picture. Natalie's breath hitched as she w
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter One Hundred and Two - Growth
Natalie Grayson I found myself shaking in my bedroom, and my hands were pale as my fingers shook all because I was nervous. I took deep breaths in and out, trying to calm my mind which was all over the place as I sat in the bedroom with my nerves flying everywhere. Goddess, help me to go through with this, I thought, pleading with the Moon Goddess.You can do this, Natalie. You can do this, I thought as I encouraged myself.The thought of becoming a Luna was very daunting. I hadn't believed that I was fit to even think of myself as becoming a Luna, but here I was, getting ready to become one today. After only a few months of giving birth to my beautiful children, I was now prepared to take on the role of becoming the pack's Luna. The Blood Rose pack was one of the strongest and most dominant packs among all the packs in the Werewolf kingdom. It had not only had been dubbed as the 'best pack to live in,' but the pack with the best well-being and economy. My mind had still not adap
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter One Hundred and One - An Unimaginable Amount of Pain
Narrator's POVThey watched as their precious little twins laid in their respective cots in the baby room in the hospital. Natalie and Nolan held hands as they bared their sorrows to each, while they remembered their deceased little pup who they thought fit to cremate later during the week on the grounds of the pack, for hope that their pup would take care of the other expecting mothers and make them to deliver safely. They didn't cry about the loss of their pup anymore, because they knew that Sean would be watching over them with love and care even though they couldn't take care of him.The doctors had informed them that Sophie had kicked the little bubble that preserved them causing Natalie to go into a premature birth. Sean had died as his heart was weak from not developing properly and Ryle had simply come out healthy. Even in spite of everything that had happened, It warmed their hearts to know that at least two of their children had come out alive and well. It had taken Natalie
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter One Hundred - A Terrible Loss
Narrator's POVNatalie had screamed her entire being out, tears spilling out of her eyes as she called out for Nolan but he didn't come, so she cried even more. She felt herself being prodded and touched. She could feel the numbness, but that was it. She didn't feel anything else. Fear was clouding up in her veins as she couldn't feel her pups again, and the thought alone made her scream. She was covered in blankets, and her eyes were closed as the doctors performed their magic. They were afraid that something was wrong with the pups, so they chose to cut her open in order to retrieve the babies.Their blood dropped cold as they only heard the tiny heartbeats which were now slow and weak. And they could only hear two.***Nolan sat on the hospital chair, already hating the distinctive smell of chlorine and antibacterial wash. His family was trying to comfort him, but he didn't budge or say anything. He just kept crying. A once mighty Alpha from the start was torn in shreds in a hospit
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Nine - A Terrible Incident
Narrator's POVNatalie was nine months pregnant. Her stomach was fully round and was filled with kicking pups. Each kick they made made her heart swell and with every ultrasound they went to, she fell more and more in love with her pups. Words could scarcely describe the amount of love she had for her babies. Nolan was growing more and more fond of the idea of becoming a father, and he would always shower Natalie with gifts, including gifts for their incoming babies.Last week he had the nursery made as a surprise for Natalie and the triplets. The delight on her face as she looked around her could be seen by anyone who was there. Happy tears escaped from her eyes and her hands were on her big stomach as she stared at the new nursery for their babies in awe. It was done up white with small touches of other colors. They didn't know the genders of their children but knowing that they were having triplets just made everything easier. The beautiful handmade cribs were white and were big e
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Eight - The Soon-to-be Father
Natalie GraysonThen Nolan continued his speech. "I can't wait for all of you to come out so after then, mummy and daddy will make more siblings for you," he said.Then he smirked and I quickly slapped him playfully. These triplets were already the death of me, and having more pups would kill me. I ain't going through no more pregnancies, sir. I can barely walk straight as of now! I thought to myself."No more children, Nolan," I whined as he kissed my belly softly again, and a small chuckle escaped from his lips and his eyes met mine."Why not? I want a little soccer team," he countered and pouted as I rolled my eyes, pondering on the nerve of this Alpha."You are not the one carrying them for nine months and then giving birth to them afterwards," I told him and he continued to laugh softly, so I smacked him on the head and he winced in slight pain.Yes, that serves him right, I thought, chuckling sneakily to myself."But making them is fun," he teased with a smirk on his face and I
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Seven - Catching Up
Natalie Grayson"You are happy with him?" Alpha Aaron asked me as he sat next to me on the couch near the window while Nolan was outside playing with some of the little kids. My heart soared as I watched Nolan laugh along with the children who were trying their very best to wrestle him to the floor. What immediately came into my mind was the thought that he would make a really good father, and my future children would love him just as I did."I am. Very much so," I replied as I sighed in happiness, a smile growing on my face as I watched each child give Nolan a massive hug. I heard Aaron give a hum of approval, and I looked over to him. That was when I noticed how his face was slightly sunken, his arms and legs were slightly skinnier and his eyes were filled with sadness. My smile turned into a frown immediately and I watched him with worry creeping inside of me."Are you okay, Aaron?" I asked him worriedly as I spotted the signs of sickness or tiredness in him.Aaron' eyes snapped t
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Six - Old Friends
Natalie GraysonTWO MONTHS LATERI had never known that being around six months pregnant would take a whole toll on my body. I had been eating tremendously and had grown very curvy in a span of two months, and now my belly was probably the size of two basketballs because of the triplets and Nolan who had been constantly taking care of me. Surprisingly, after about a month of arguing, Nolan had asked Alpha Aaron if he and I could visit his pack, and I had kissed the daylights out of Nolan for that. We had spent almost a month preparing for our trip there, and tomorrow, we would be visiting Aaron' pack and I'm super excited."Ugh, I look like a whale!" I cried out as I tried to put a shirt on. It was meant to be my size, but the shirt wouldn't go over my very round belly."You kids are making me fat!" I scolded them playfully as I heard their little heartbeats echo in my ears.I knew that they couldn't understand what I was saying even if they could miraculously hear me. I felt frustrat
