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Chapter Seventy Five - Little Explanations
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Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Seventy Six - Lies And More Lies
Natalie Grayson "Brandon, I… I don't know what is happening," I sobbed into the phone. I clutched the phone tightly in my hand as I sat outside on the porch, crying my heart out as I felt my heart break a little more. Presently, Nolan was sleeping peacefully in our bed. He had asked me to sleep next to him, even going as far as putting a pillow wall between us. For some reason, it had made me feel even more depressed knowing that I couldn't even stand being next to him. "It is that stupid witch curse. She probably wanted this to happen. She wanted him to lose all memory of you and everything related to mates. The bond itself could be slightly hindered because of this as he might not feel much of the bond, but he can still feel your emotions. You still have his mark and that means he must feel something. My guess is that she doesn't want the bond to make it easier for him to fall in love with you or for you to fall in love with him. I know you love him, so all you need to do is ma
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Seventy Seven - A Call And More Questions
Nolan Walter I woke up with my body wrapped around her body, with my arms gripping her waist tightly and as I felt her skin, my arms tingled with goosebumps and warmth. I liked the feeling, maybe even loved it, but something bubbled strangely in my stomach, seeing her all beautiful even when she was sleeping. I felt lighter and happier with this feeling, and I liked it a lot. But everytime I asked her about something, she lied to me and I felt almost betrayed by that fact. It didn't settle well with me every time she lied, but what I wanted to know was why she did it. Why would she lie to me about how I got my sight back? Or about why she was here? It confused me to the point where I just wanted to ask her everything and anything. But at the same time, I wanted to make her happy. I wanted to hold her and allow her to lie to me as long as I got to talk to her. Art only growled as if he couldn't talk to me anymore. Maybe forgetting everything made him forget how to talk properly,
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Seventy Eight - Realization
Natalie Grayson My heart constricted in my chest, and the pain that he was currently feeling as he watched me try to grasp at my words and feelings was visible because it showed in his eyes. The tears pricked my eyes as I recalled so many memories that it was close to giving me a headache. The feelings rushed through me and the worry in Nolan's eyes was so visible that it hurt me too. I tried to think of something appropriate to say, but nothing came to me at that moment. Maybe if I had told him the truth, it might have hurt me less than it was doing now, and maybe even help him to remember. Goddess, how would I even begin to explain things to someone who had forgotten everything we had between us? What would I say to him to answer a question that was even painful enough to think about? Just tell him, Natalie, just do it. If you don't, you will regret it. Like when you said… No, don't even think about it. Goddess, please help me. These and many more were all the thoughts th
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Seventy Nine - Starting From The Past
Narrator's POV Two lost souls found each other in the beautiful place called Bali. With glistening tears in their eyes, they both knew that they had found something deep inside of them that would slowly repair their broken bond. Although Nolan had not fully regained his memories, he knew one thing for sure. He knew that the person sitting across from him was the one thing he was missing in his life. She was his mate, Natalie. There was something in the pit of his stomach that he knew was guilt. The regret of forgetting his mate was eating him up inside and as he stared into the most beautiful blue eyes he had ever seen, he knew that he would be regretting not remembering them and what had happened since they met each other. "I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry," he chanted over and over again. "I am such a terrible mate. Please, forgive me, I am so sorry." Nolan sobbed loudly as he held a crying Natalie close to him, feeling the sparks that he really loved dancing across his ski
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eighty - Reminiscing About The Past
Narrator's POV The day they first met was something to remember, and it would forever leave a bad mark in her past. She felt the mark Nolan gave her twitch and she tried to stop the tears that flowed down her cheeks, because it hurt her so badly to remember that scene, but she would go through the pain again for him. "The first time we met, I didn't even know you were an Alpha for a couple of seconds," she started, laughing dryly. "But at the start, it was magical. I caught your scent in the library, and I was so entranced but then you left. I was so disheartened and I cried about it. I went into the party to find you, but I couldn't. I felt like you didn't want me so l found refuge in a secluded area and that was where you found me crying. You didn't say anything, and as you stared at me with your blind eyes, I thought you were handsome as I first saw you. You looked relieved and you were filled with adoration. "Then, we whispered the same word which was, 'mate.’ I was on cloud ni
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eighty One - A Beautiful New Day
Narrator's POV They woke up together after several hours of just laying in bed, wallowing in their mistakes and sorrow. Nolan was still struggling to grasp the concept of being a horrible mate in the past and present, and Natalie was slowly accepting the fact that fate was playing a cruel game on them. She had forgiven Nolan for everything he had done to her, but now what Nolan was failing to do was forgive himself. Art knew everything that was happening, and he had remembered a couple of things before Nolan did so now he sat inside his mind, telling him not to do anything wrong as Natalie had already forgiven him because he could sense it from her.But there was something in his mind that held him back from forgiving his past self for everything he had done and that was because he wanted to know everything. He wanted to remember everything that had happened then. But he couldn't and that was what frustrated him the most. So instead of wallowing in self pity, he held Natalie close a
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eighty Two - More Explanations
Narrator's POVImmediately, Nolan's head shot up to meet Natalie's eyes and she saw the seriousness in them. He stared at her in confusion, wanting to urge her to go on, but she spoke before he could. "You were cursed by a witch who hated Alphas. She thought that they were possessive, hot-headed and couldn't love anyone, not even their mates. When she heard that you had been born, she cursed you with blindness, and maybe even anger-issues. Well, I don't know about the last one but I am sure about the first.” She laughed slightly, but then recovered once she noticed that Nolan didn't laugh. Then she went on with her tale. "I guess she cursed you with blindness because who would love a weak Alpha? No one in your pack believed that you could be an Alpha, but your weakness became your downfall and I guess that was what imbalanced you and you wolf. By the time you first shifted, your wolf side was more dominant than your human side, so your wolf became angry at everyone who doubted you a
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Eighty Three - A Different Kind Of Passion
Narrator's POV Nolan felt something stir within him, and it was something that was purely animal. He was filled with lust as he gazed upon a flustered Natalie. Her lips were swollen from his harsh kisses and lip biting, but he loved seeing her this way. He smelt her heat and growled, his eyes darkening at the scent as his wolf watched him from his mind."Nolan," she breathed out as he peppered kisses down her neck, making sure to bite her softly, occasionally leaving red marks. He didn't reply to her as he continued his assault all over her skin."Nolan, stop," she pleaded again and upon hearing that plea, he growled slightly, but then he backed off and stared into Natalie's worried eyes. He knew something was off. He couldn't really place it, but he knew that she smelt even more beautiful and fragrant, but he liked it, and it made him hungry for her. He wanted to mate with her because his instinct told him to."Are you okay?" he said hoarsely, his grip loosening on her waist as he h
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Narrator's POVNatalie had screamed her entire being out, tears spilling out of her eyes as she called out for Nolan but he didn't come, so she cried even more. She felt herself being prodded and touched. She could feel the numbness, but that was it. She didn't feel anything else. Fear was clouding up in her veins as she couldn't feel her pups again, and the thought alone made her scream. She was covered in blankets, and her eyes were closed as the doctors performed their magic. They were afraid that something was wrong with the pups, so they chose to cut her open in order to retrieve the babies.Their blood dropped cold as they only heard the tiny heartbeats which were now slow and weak. And they could only hear two.***Nolan sat on the hospital chair, already hating the distinctive smell of chlorine and antibacterial wash. His family was trying to comfort him, but he didn't budge or say anything. He just kept crying. A once mighty Alpha from the start was torn in shreds in a hospit
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Nine - A Terrible Incident
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Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Eight - The Soon-to-be Father
Natalie GraysonThen Nolan continued his speech. "I can't wait for all of you to come out so after then, mummy and daddy will make more siblings for you," he said.Then he smirked and I quickly slapped him playfully. These triplets were already the death of me, and having more pups would kill me. I ain't going through no more pregnancies, sir. I can barely walk straight as of now! I thought to myself."No more children, Nolan," I whined as he kissed my belly softly again, and a small chuckle escaped from his lips and his eyes met mine."Why not? I want a little soccer team," he countered and pouted as I rolled my eyes, pondering on the nerve of this Alpha."You are not the one carrying them for nine months and then giving birth to them afterwards," I told him and he continued to laugh softly, so I smacked him on the head and he winced in slight pain.Yes, that serves him right, I thought, chuckling sneakily to myself."But making them is fun," he teased with a smirk on his face and I
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Seven - Catching Up
Natalie Grayson"You are happy with him?" Alpha Aaron asked me as he sat next to me on the couch near the window while Nolan was outside playing with some of the little kids. My heart soared as I watched Nolan laugh along with the children who were trying their very best to wrestle him to the floor. What immediately came into my mind was the thought that he would make a really good father, and my future children would love him just as I did."I am. Very much so," I replied as I sighed in happiness, a smile growing on my face as I watched each child give Nolan a massive hug. I heard Aaron give a hum of approval, and I looked over to him. That was when I noticed how his face was slightly sunken, his arms and legs were slightly skinnier and his eyes were filled with sadness. My smile turned into a frown immediately and I watched him with worry creeping inside of me."Are you okay, Aaron?" I asked him worriedly as I spotted the signs of sickness or tiredness in him.Aaron' eyes snapped t
Alpha Nolan, The Blind Chapter Ninety Six - Old Friends
Natalie GraysonTWO MONTHS LATERI had never known that being around six months pregnant would take a whole toll on my body. I had been eating tremendously and had grown very curvy in a span of two months, and now my belly was probably the size of two basketballs because of the triplets and Nolan who had been constantly taking care of me. Surprisingly, after about a month of arguing, Nolan had asked Alpha Aaron if he and I could visit his pack, and I had kissed the daylights out of Nolan for that. We had spent almost a month preparing for our trip there, and tomorrow, we would be visiting Aaron' pack and I'm super excited."Ugh, I look like a whale!" I cried out as I tried to put a shirt on. It was meant to be my size, but the shirt wouldn't go over my very round belly."You kids are making me fat!" I scolded them playfully as I heard their little heartbeats echo in my ears.I knew that they couldn't understand what I was saying even if they could miraculously hear me. I felt frustrat
