Bonnie
The journey to the Diamond Pack is long. Between stopping for toilet breaks, refueling the cars, and a food stop, it's been almost 7 hours, and we're still on our way. A delay on the highway added on an extra hour, which I was grateful for. Being stuck in a car with my dad, brother, and sister, you would think that I would hate it, but the truth is it's the complete opposite.
I love to travel, even if it's just by car. I love watching the scenery and all the beautiful things that are out there in the world. And the best part about it is that when we travel, my dad is busy driving while Rowan takes the passenger seat and Blue always has her headphones on while she listens to something, so that means that I get left alone.
I wish I could use this time to read the one book that I own. It's my favorite, it was my mom's and while over the years my dad has managed to take away everything that matters to me, that is the one thing that he hasn't managed to find and destroy. And if this ball goes to plan, then he'll never get the chance to destroy it.
Seeing as I can't read my book, instead, I usually listen to whatever music it is that Rowans picked and daydream about how my life would be without my family around, of what my life will be like one day... soon.
My stomach rumbling brings my mind back to the car as I wonder if I'll be able to eat while I'm at the pack. I know smaller balls usually have meals, but with bigger ones, it's usually more of a help-yourself buffet and if that's the case, then I'm just praying that I'll be able to get food without my dad stopping me. I'm used to going long periods without food, but for some reason, I'm struggling with it more today. I've not eaten since yesterday's dinner time, and I'm starving.
When we stopped for food a few hours ago, my dad told the others that I was travel sick and didn't want any food, so I was going to wait in the car while everyone ate. I wanted to cry, but I knew better than to make any kind of fuss about it. He did bring me out a bottle of water when they were done but it turns out that he only gave it to me because one of the she-wolves had suggested it to help with my 'travel sickness' Still, I didn't care how I ended up with it, I was just grateful.
"We will be arriving in a moment." Dad bellows from the front of the SUV. Rowan turns the music down, then I catch my dad's eyes in the rearview mirror as he seeks me out. "Mutt, I'm only going to say this once, and you had better listen up. If I catch even one sniff of you misbehaving or doing anything to embarrass our family or pack, I swear to the moon goddess herself that you will never see the light of day again. DO. I. MAKE. MYSELF. CLEAR!" He starts out talking low but, of course, soon enough, he's bellowing so loud that the entire SUV shakes.
"Yes, sir. I understand." My voice sounds normal to anyone's ears but to me, it sounds exhausted, sad, and just fed up with this life, And if my dad can hear the same then I can only imagine how happy that must make him feel.
"And for the love of god, if I meet my mate, please stay the hell away from us. I don't want him to know that we are related, it would be enough to send him running. No, he doesn't need to meet you until it's absolutely necessary." Blue says from her seat as she starts brushing her hair. I guess we're going to be arriving any minute now. "Yeah, I second that," Rowan grunts from the front seat.
"Maybe she will devastate some poor man and be his mate, then she won't need to be around us," Blue adds, seeming pleased with herself. "There's no chance of that sweetheart. If the poor sole that is her mate is here tonight, then we won't know because he'll run the moment he realizes, and before she even has a chance to see him. Hell. I hope he's not here. Can you imagine the embarrassment for our family?" Dad's words should hurt, but it's nothing that I haven't already heard a thousand times from him.
"I doubt she even has a mate. There's no way the moon goddess would be as cruel as to dump that thing on to anyone." Blue cackles, seeming to find her words hilarious. I stop paying her attention and look out of the window just in time to see that we have arrived on the pack lands and, boy, does it look amazing. Wow, this place is just beautiful.
With my dad being the beta of our pack, our car is second in the line of cars to enter and soon enough, we are parking up and heading for the pack house. While we wait to go inside, I take a moment to look around. The packhouse is huge and looks to be around five floors high, which is pretty big for a packhouse. Our packhouse is known for being big and has four floors. The whole outside of the house is painted in a light gray while all of the doors and window frames are painted white and stand out. There are people everywhere, and it's clear to see that there's excitement in the air and, despite how I feel or the plans that I have, I still find myself hoping to be able to enjoy the little time that we have here.
As soon as we exit our SUV, we are greeted and guided to a room that looks like it is a ballroom. The room is massive and already looks to be pretty full. From what I know, everyone in here is staying either in the packhouse itself or on the parklands but surely that can't be, right? I don't see how they can have room for this many wolves. Just a few minutes later, two men came to the front of the crowd and stand on a stage that I hadn't noticed before, bringing the attention of the entire room to them.
"Good evening everyone. For those of you who don't know me yet, my name is Shane, and I am the beta here at the Diamond Pack. This is my brother and the Gamma, Will. First, I want to thank you all for traveling here today. I understand that some of you have traveled quite some distance and would like some time to rest before tonight, so I won't keep you any longer than I need to. While meet and greets are usually done by the Alpha of the pack, with so many packs arriving today and so close to together it's impossible for him to be able to do this but he sends his thanks to you, and he can't wait to see you all tonight where he will personally meet and greet you all."
I don't mind waiting a little longer to see the Alpha. I've never met him before, but from what I've been told, he is known to be a grumpy git and I have enough of that in my life already. I don't need any more of it.
Alpha NicholasThree weeks laterI close the main door to our floor and instantly I'm met with silence, its a sound im not used to anymore and one that i thought i would enjoy tonight but i was wrong, so wrong. since the day Wade was born this place has been constantly filled with noise between everyone visiting to meet Wade and then coming back to offer their help or bringing us prepreared meals and my family constantly being here, it feels like the only time we have any peace is at night once we finaly get to bed and even that doesnt last long, but still, it being this quiet seems wrong. I can't win with myself, I really can't.I love my boy more than he'll ever know but that boy does not sleep and while I wouldnt change any moment of his life for anything, I can't deny that im fucking exhusted. Nonetheless, tonight is the first night that Bonnie and I have allowed anyone to mind our son overnight, and as hard as it is to let him go and be without him for so long, underneath, I know
Bonnie One month later "You look incredible, Bon. I'm so incredibly proud and lucky to have you in my life... to have you as my mom." I look at Lottie to see her with the biggest smile on her face while her eyes water, and that in turn sets my waterworks off. "No, stop that now! No water works, please. It will ruin your makeup that I worked so hard on, and I don't have time to redo it." Lily walks over to us as she talks, making both of us laugh. If she planned to use those words to make us stop any tears, then it worked.She walks over to me and gives me the brightest smile. "Of course she's right, but it's not the time for sentimentality. You can do that at the wedding reception." She looks between Lottie and me with the biggest smile before stepping back. "Now, I need to go and make sure that everything is still running smoothly. Can I trust the pair of you to refrain from crying until after the I do's?" We both nod, smiling, which seems to satisfy her as she heads for the door,
Alpha Nicholas Exactly 6 hours and 32 minutes after we left the cells, we welcomed future Alpha Wade into the world. He came into this world kicking and screaming, weighing 9 lbs 3oz, and is one incredibly long pup. He is going to grow into a big guy when he's older, and I can't wait to see every minute of it. I may have missed the first few years of my daughter's life because I didn't know about her, but I'll be damned if I'm going to miss any part of my son's life.Bonnie was incredible. She handled it like a warrior, not that I ever thought she wouldn't, but still, for someone with such a soft soul and sweet heart, she has the strength of a lioness when it's needed, and I couldn't be any prouder of her.Of course, the minute Lottie got wind of Bonnie being in labour she hauled ass straight to the pack hospital wanting to be outside waiting and the first to see her baby brother after he was born but Bonnie being Bonnie wouldn't have it and insisted that Lottie be in the room with u
BonnieAfter a few minutes of walking, it hits me like a lightning strike. I can link Nick. I've been so afraid that I forgot I could do it that, and the fact that I'm still so used to dealing with trouble on my own. I've never had anyone I could link with when I needed help, but I do now, my mate. I know my sight will be restricted, but I feel I'll have a better chance of surviving this if I can give Nick a heads up. Yes, it's worth the risk, it has to be.I look around us and see that we are on a long pathway. It is straight and flat, and probably the perfect time to lose my sight for a few seconds. I open my link to Nick and feel utter devastation when I realise that he must have his link blocked. Fuck! fuck! fuck! What am I going to do now? How am I going to get out of this?I can feel my body shaking from the inside out, and I'm more scared than I have ever been before, and Goddess, have I been in some scary situations. I stop walking, causing Johnathan to stop in his tracks and
BonnieI know where Nick has gone. I know that he is dealing with the doctor and that he wants me to stay on our floor where he has made sure that I am guarded. If anything I think I'm way more guarded than necessary but I know that it's what he needs to be able to do what he needs to do. He needs to not have to worry about me and see that I'm safe while he talks with the doctor as he likes to call it but of course, we all know what that means and as much as I want to do as he asks and stay here until he comes back I have a feeling that all is not as it seems.I have a total of five warriors guarding me and while I know three of them and have spoken to both Warren and Declan several times, I've only met Johnathan once, I instantly had a good feeling about him but I don't know the other two and I'm getting a real bad vibe from them. I've hidden out in my bedroom since around five minutes after they got here but I still don't feel any safer. My senses are at an all-time high and Lexi is
Alpha Nicholas I close my eyes and focus on taking slow deep breaths but every time I open them I still see red as that prick of a doctor continues to exist. I'm in my head and in this moment I just want to end him plain and simple. Just rip his heart out and be done with it but I can't, I can't for a lot of reasons one being the fact that he has information that we need, information that could be the answer to all our questions and a way to end this nightmare and two, well, the second reason is simple really, he needs to suffer for what he's done and not just get a quick and easy death.One thing I've always prided myself on is my self-control but right now it is being tested to the max and as much as I keep telling myself to rein it in I can't, not right now anyway. Luckily for me, the worry is taken away from me when Shane steps up and stands in front of me putting all of his focus on the doc while Will pulls me back. I hear grunting and look to my left only to find Robbie being h