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2023-01-16 05:13:52I can't apologize enough for disappearing.
I know I can give a million excuses, but it won't do nearly as much as completing the book. Still, I apologize for going silent. My fiance has had severe health issues this last few months and I had to step back to not only take care of him but also deal with the financial burden. I honestly just didn't have the time or mental capacity during this. It was unprofessional to pause without notice however and I do sincerely apologize. All I can say within these next few weeks. This book will be completed. For every person who has shown support, thank you. To those who I have let down, I would never ask you to continue to support me, but do ask for your understanding.
Once again, thank you to those who love this book and know it will not be left unfinished.
Love, F.F
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