19 - Safe travels

New York City is amazing, to say I'm overwhelmed is an understatement, after dinner at a fancy resturant, we seen the play Romeo & Juliet. Sitting in the car on the way back to our hotel I'm a ball of nerves, our hotel is lavish but only has 1 huge bed in it. I look over at him and my palms begin to sweat. Grace giggles in my head, "he's older than you and will expect you to sleep with him." I draw in a breath, "Grace, he said he wouldn't pressure me for that, why are you?" She snorts, "look at him, tell me you don't want to?" I feel the heat in my cheeks, "I do want to, I'm just not ready to, just because he bought me dinner and took me to see a show doesn't mean I have to do, you know, the deed." She purrs in my head, "you have no idea what your missing out on, but do as you wish."

We get to our room and he looks at me as I stand there just staring at the bed, my cheeks are on fire, he chuckles, "kitten, don't worry, I promise nothing will happen in that bed that you do not