The red and purple lights danced and flashed around me, highlighting the bodies of the exotic dancers on the stage. Strippers in expensive lingerie and perfume walked around serving drinks or looking for potential customers.
The dark teal booths were half-full, some with just men and women enjoying the show, whilst others enjoy a lap dance. A few men in suits are being escorted away by dancers to the private rooms.
Kingdom of Sin is a human strip club in the heart of one of the busiest cities in the country, a place quite far away from my home and the chance of running into someone I knew is unlikely.
Not to mention I have used an X2 scent disguiser, a formula which would make me smell like a human to other werewolves.
I didn’t want Judah finding me here.
The fact he may have been on our Pack territory made my stomach twist, although I kept telling myself he had just guessed what I was wearing.
I needed a break from my mind and those messages, the entire day I had been unable to focus on anything. To make matters worse, tonight is the Blood Moon.
An occurrence that only happened twice a year. A night where unmated wolves would head to one of the Blood Moon Gatherings to see if they could scout out their fated mates.
I didn’t want to go, I'm done with men, and I don’t want to be tied down to anyone.
After going through a relationship that was a complete failure, I had no expectations of finding my true mate, nor do I think I was mentally up for it.
Even though I did want to find my mate, and deep down I want that love that I see those around me have, I’m not sure he will want me.
I don’t need my heart breaking again. Although I wouldn’t admit it, I’m a little afraid of what he will think of me, how he might hate me when he learns about my past. About the skeletons in my closet, will my mate accept everything about me? Or will he simply despise me, or worse, reject me.
The tasteful music relaxes me a lot, I’m tapping my foot to the beat as I sit in a booth, staring at the dancers on the stage. Her body sways sensually to the beat.
I down my glass of whisky, wishing there was something stronger here. The liquid burns my throat, my eyes stinging a little as my mind returns to the messages.
The strict no phone policy was enforced in this club and if I had my phone with me, I knew I would be staring at it constantly thinking about the messages.
I needed a break from it – from him.
Nothing scares me, nothing rocks me, but something about him got to me.
I pour myself another glass as a gorgeous brunette came over, ready to entertain me, but I’m not in the mood.
“No thanks.” I flash the gorgeous brunette a grin and wink.
I glance around, observing that most of those in this club were affluent businessmen. Grabbing my glass, I gulp it down.
I close my eyes for a second, before refilling my glass once more.
My mind is a storm of emotions.
Judah had too much on me; things he is now using to blackmail me with. I know I can just tell someone, and we could deal with this, but all my life I have just caused problems for everyone.
There is something about him that just isn’t normal, something that told me he is more than just a werewolf…
I have drunk a lot, emptying the last drops of my fourth bottle into my glass. I’m beginning to feel it taking a little effect. This is what I needed… I close my eyes, letting the music envelope my senses.
Tonight, I just want a break, I’ll deal with the messages another day…
I open my eyes, looking through my thick lashes at the women on stage. I love dancing, and something about pole dancing just feels empowering and exhilarating. If done right, it truly is an art. I had actually applied for a job just over a year ago at a club near home, and I got it too, but I only managed to do one session because my brother found out…
I shudder remembering the rage in Liam’s eyes when he had stormed into the club and saw the men with their eyes on me. Although I usually have him wrapped around my finger, on the rare occasions when he did get angry... well let's just say, yeah. No. Big no.
Do not get Liam angry.
I preferred him to stick to being an oversized dense puppy.
But he’s still my favourite.
Maybe I should go dance.
I stood up, making my way over to the dance floor, which was off through a pair of double doors, running my fingers through my hair, when I freeze. A familiar dangerous smell hits me, and my heart thuds.
He’s here.
Fear that I rarely felt envelop me, and I scan the area, wishing I hadn't worn such high heels, wanting to blend in.
Keeping my head low, I pray that the scent disguiser works, I need to get out of here. I saw the hooded man by the entrance, and a shiver runs down my spine.
It is him.
He seems to be searching for something or someone.
Me.
Spotting a pair of doors leading to the VIP area open, a woman in a tiny skirt and revealing blouse steps out with a keycard in her hand, and it gives me an idea.
She struts to the bar and I head towards her, accidentally-on-purpose bumping into her. I mumble an apology as I swipe the card from her pocket.
My heart is pounding, the fear that he will find me makes me sick.
Why can’t he just let me go?
I scan the card, taking a discreet glance around, and slips through the doors that clicked open. I just need a place to wait around until he left. If he had entered our pack, then he must know that was my bike it outside.
“Did you hear that?”
I froze.
Werewolves? I could smell them. What on earth was going on? This was a human club, right?
“I don’t recognize that scent, did someone sneak in?”
Oh no.
I look around, frowning. Three corridors lead off from here. Silently I hurry down the left one and up the flight of steps, thanking the goddess for the carpeted halls to muffle my footsteps.
To my relief, I see a pair of glass doors that are standing open. I rush inside, closing them behind me and letting out a breath of relief.
I’m in a large room that looks down upon the club, from here I can see everything. I was sure from down below this was just part of the mirrored design of the ceiling, they can’t see me.
I look around the room, the floor is a glittering black marble, with two blue velvet sofas and a glass table at the center. A bar with drinks stands to the side, but no matter where you look, this room gives us the perfect view of the dance show below, without the smell of sweat or arousal hanging in the air.
Should I wait around here? What should I do?
Goddess, what have I gotten myself into?
My phone is in the locker too, I can’t even contact someone.
Suddenly the sound of footsteps and talking reaches my ears, they are approaching fast. I glance around, my attention falling to the bar, my heart thumps as I quickly hide underneath it.
I peep out from the side, spotting several men coming closer. Two men get to the door first, holding them open for the rest. My heart sinks when I realize there are a few werewolves present as well.
They are going to sniff me out!
Each man clearly mean business, from their suits and their dangerous appearances, but it was the one in the center that stands out. Pulling my attention to him entirely.
Not only is he an Alpha, but the power and dominance that rolls off him is so intense I almost forget to breathe.
Everyone else seems to fade away as I stare at the man in the middle. He’s wearing a fitted black shirt, his sleeves rolled up with black pants and boots. He holds his jacket over his shoulder on one finger and despite the darkness in the club, he wears a pair of shades. His chocolate-colored hair is short and styled back. From what I can tell his entire neck, his arms and his hands are covered in tattoos.
And then my heart lurches when the most intoxicating scent hit me; woody and dangerous, with the hint of blood mandarin, warm cinnamon and patchouli. And the scent is coming from none other than the Alpha male in the center.
He pauses, tensing as he turns his head slightly.
He has smelt me.
The restlessness of my wolf and the pounding of my heart is no longer in my control. Every cell in my body is going haywire as I stare at none other than the god before me.
He’s my mate.
I move back, my heart thumping. He must have heard me; he must have smelt me. What do I do? Judah may be dangerous, but the man standing a few meters from me screams of power and danger of a far higher caliber. I need to get out of here before he sees me, but how do I do that? “We can continue this another day. Reschedule.” His deep velvety voice, that sends shivers of desire through me, came. I can’t lie that the voice is fucking hot. Come on Azura, breathe steadily and focus! “Ah, of course.” “Absolutely.” I didn’t dare move as I hear the rest recede, but my mate remains. The doors shut and I close my eyes in defeat, he’s still here. “Why don’t you step out from your hiding spot.” His voice came. I close my eyes, any dream I had that I would be able to escape from him, is gone. Slowly I stand up and turn, staring at the man before me. If I have thought he is the epitome of desire and dominance before, he is a thousand times hotter when I see him properly. His scent intoxi
AZURA. We had taken a back exit where a sleek black car had been waiting for us, I didn’t see the driver, my focus on the man before me. The moment we were in the car, he pulled me on top of him. I straddled him, welcoming the feeling of intoxication he brought. I didn’t need ten bottles of whiskey or several glasses of absinthe to forget everything, this worked… He pulled my jacket off me, and I helped, reaching behind and pulling it down from my wrists, tossing it to the ground. His eyes were on my breasts, his hand running down my arms. I locked them around his neck, tangling one hand through his delicious chocolate locks. Oh fuck, he was so handsome. Our lips met once more in a sinful kiss. I gyrated my hips against his crotch, his grip tightened on my waist, the other squeezing my ass. "Fuck." He growled, sucking on my neck. I tilted my head back, my eyes fluttering shut as rivers of pleasure rocked through me. His hand twisted in my hair as his lips trailed down my collarb
AZURA. Four weeks had passed since his rejection. That night had shaken me far more than anything Judah had ever done to me. I still remember grabbing my clothes before I stumbled out of the penthouse. I had nothing, not my phone, not my bike. I had managed to beg someone for a phone, and I had rang Liam as the rain began falling, washing away the scent of my so-called mate. But it couldn’t wash away what he did to me. My mark burned with agony, the healing slowing due to the rejection. When Liam had shown up, I had been silent. When he saw the state I was in, the anger in his eyes had made me succumb to tears. I had never seen him so enraged, and if I didn’t grab onto him and beg him that it was consensual, he was ready to kill. I had managed to tell him that my mate had marked and rejected me. If it was anyone else but Leo, I wouldn’t have cared, but I couldn’t tell anyone because it would ruin things. Alejandro would lose it and Marcel, Leo’s dad, would feel guilty over it. This i
AZURA. Pregnant. I slid to the floor against the stall wall, not caring about the germs that probably filled this place, and stared unblinkingly at the stick, my mind blank. Pregnant. With his child. "I'm fine." I said, taking a shuddering breath. I am not fine. I'm pregnant, I'm only nineteen and I'm pregnant. Pregnant with the child of someone who wants nothing to do with me. I knew I would have to tell my parents, but the thought made my stomach sink. The hurt in Dad’s eyes when I told him I had been rejected… I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle telling them I was pregnant too… What do I do? My mind was reeling, the pain in my chest was becoming suffocating. As much as I wanted to crush Leo for what he had done, I couldn’t, not without making this hard for Alejandro, I couldn’t do that to them. I already caused problems for everyone without meaning to. There was a time I dreamt of a love like my parents, but who am I kidding? My mate had ripped that from me when he mar
Azura. "A holiday?" Dad asked concerned. It was the following day, and we were over at Liam’s. Katara was playing on the floor, her blonde hair pulled into two pigtails, whilst her cerulean blue eyes watched me curiously. She may be seven, but she was quite small for her age. Despite her strength and determination, she was a minuscule-sized princess. "I don’t think you should be going alone." Jayce added. I frowned, planting my hands on my hips. "Say’s who?" I asked. "Say’s logic and the situation." He shot back. Moody little git. I wonder what he’d say if he knew I was pregnant, but I am not going to listen to a thirteen-year-old, who is meant to be my subordinate, tell me what I should and shouldn’t be doing. "He ain’t wrong." Theo added with a cocky grin. "Besides, you just get in trouble every damn time." "Boys, go outside. Now." Raven ordered, frowning at her sons. "We are only saying it because we care for her." Carter added, making me sigh. "I am going somewhere so I
AZURA. I awoke to a dull ache in my back, I was in a comfortable bed and I could smell a citrusy fresh scent. I frowned, opening my eyes and looking around what appeared to be a hospital room. The walls were a pale green, with the far wall being covered in forest scenery. I was hooked up to some drips. Sitting up, I yanked them off and slid out of the bed. Sunlight was streaming through the window that was open a crack, and I could hear the faint sounds of laughter and chatter from outside. I looked down, realising I was wearing a pale green hospital gown. My clothes. Where were they? I scanned the room, my heart leaping when I spotted my luggage and coat on the couch in the corner. I rushed over to it, wincing as a pang of pain rushed through my back. Oh fuck. What time was it? Or worse, what day was it and where was I? Where was my phone? I was about to grab some clothes when one of the two doors leading off the room opened, and a woman in a white coat with her brown hair
AZURA. "One month it’s all I'm asking for, and then I’ll be a good little she-wolf and walk away without unleashing hell." I replied, trying not to let the mockery in my voice show. I gripped his wrist, forcing him to let go of me. He released me, taking out a cigarette and lit it. An image of Judah smoking his joint came to my mind, and the vast difference between both of them hit me hard. Leo oozed power and danger, yet, despite the pain, I don’t know if it was the mate bond, but I felt better around him. Sure the pain he had caused me still hurt, and that emptiness that had grown inside of me was still there, but… I knew I would be safer here until I found a way to deal with Judah. "You will behave, and you will not tell anyone why you’re here. Marcel won’t be back for a few weeks, and I want you gone before then. Deal?" Marcel? Something about him using his Dad’s first name told me things weren’t great between them. "Fine, I will be gone before your dad is back." Our eyes
AZURA. He had a family… I stared at the marble tiles of the shower walls, letting the water pour down my body. Nikki is his woman, and the boy… I closed my eyes, resting my forehead against the cool wall. He had a son… Why didn’t I know this? Sure, I never cared about the latest news, but it was never something mentioned. Sky or Kat would have mentioned it… But then again, Leo has moved away from his family entirely. Nikki seemed damn nice, and I had gone and slept with her man. He was your mate, Azura. Would he have broken up with her if I wasn’t a Westwood? I don’t know… Why did he mark me then? Does he love her? Probably… What he felt for me was just because of the bond… I was the other woman. My heart squeezed remembering the story of my biological mother. Her mate cheated on her, in fact, I even had a brother thanks to his infidelity, a brother who has been desperately trying to get to know me, but it’s been me who just hasn’t wanted to. I wasn’t ready. I felt bitter