Part 4- The Possibility is Crazy

CAROLINE ESTER'S POV

Addi stretches her hands holding a plastic bag. I took a peak of it, only to see 10 pregnancy tests inside.

Instantly she shrugged.

The possibility of me being pregnant does not only stresses me but stresses my best friend as well.

This is many. That is what I am thinking right now but I just gave Addi an awkward smile. I knew that this lady is somehow mad at me for what I have impulsively done.

She shook the plastic. "That won't go to you by itself," she said, grabbing my hand and putting the plastic bag in my hand.

I pouted my lips and took a glance at her and then at the plastic bag I am carrying. She gave me raising brows and widened eyes. "Should I come with you to the bathroom?" I shook my head.

"Are you mad at me?" I mumbled.

"I would not say no so, of course! you went to some party then let an unknown man potentially impregnate you. I know this is a desperate time but that is not the best solution." she said, giving me a good mass of counseling.

"I do not want to be a mistress." I reasoned out.

"So you decided to become a mom?. A potential mom." I can hear the mockery in every word she says.

I stayed and stood there silently, sniffing the air of her truth. I took a tight grip on the plastic bag and left Addi on the sofa, with her arms crossed and her legs on top of her knees.

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The bathroom has a mirror in front of the place where I wash my face with our faucet. I wet my hands with water and wash my face.

I put the plastic bag on the side then after washing my face, I took three pregnancy tests. I went to the toilet and took all three of them.

I brought them outside.

Addi stood up, and frantically run to me. "What is it? What is the result?"

I shook. "I do not know yet. I have not looked at it. I took three of the ten you brought. I wanted to see the result with you."

Her worried look is really something. I hope that it turns out to be like what we expect it.

I close my eyes and slowly slide my hand down for us to see what the result is.

"Thanks God!" She blurted in relief.

That sounds like a positive reaction so I slowly open my eyes.

"You are not pregnant." She rolled her eyes at me and tug me for a hug.

I had a pale smile. Why does this news did not brought me that maximum joy?

...

...I am glad that it turned out that way." I said then chuckled nervously.

She detaches herself from me. "Shall we go to the castle and see your love, Lexus?" Addi pokes me on my hips.

"I thought you do not fancy him anymore?. You almost cursed his whole generation the last time you mentioned him."

"Well, he sounded like a jerk in your story so I will literally hate him to the core. How dare he do that?. He promised me that he will never hurt your feelings."

I giggled, remembering that day when Lexus ask for my friend's blessing when we were dating.

However, I still have something to worry about.

It does not take long for Addi to notice about my sudden drop in energy.

"What is it this time?"

I began rubbing my palm against each other, she looked at me and drag me to the sofa.

Doing that means that I am nervous.

"I do not think that I will be a good match for Lexus. You know it, right?. I have no wolf at all. I am as normal as a human from the human realm. I think that maybe is the reason why he wanted to make me his concubine instead."

Addi placed her hands on my shoulder and then shook me. "I think you need some wake-up shake." After shaking me, she stood up and knock on my head.

"Ouch! What was that for?" I raised a question while rubbing my head that she knock like it is a door.

"Just checking if you still have your brain inside of your head."

If I do not know her, I would have been offended but this is Addi. She chats like that- unfiltered.

"That is so cruel!" I exclaimed.

"I am here to remind you that you have no she-wolf YET. Maybe I should write that down on paper, open your head and put that paper inside so you can have a full grasp of that data."

I grimaced watching her say those cruel plans with a straight face.

"I just told you that he asked me to assist him in making a plan of marrying you."

With that said, my face heated like a microwaved left open. My heart began to race and pop out of my chest.

"And now, you are blushing? tsk. You are a weird human being." She placed her hands on my hair and rummaged through it.

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Addi still adviced me to tell Lexus about my one-night stand.

I asked her to go with me.

Addi and I hurriedly went to the Kingdom.

I thought a big surprise for me awaits there, well technically it was a surprise. However, it was not a surprise Addi and I are expecting.

There was people gathering. They are wearing formal clothing. I look around and then began to look at each other, giving me the stares that I can perfectly recognize- the stare of prejudice.

Today is his wedding.

I thought---

it was with me.

But seeing him beside a woman who is in her wedding dress made me realized that it is not with me.

Addi grab my hand and brought me to her place. She gave me a cup of tea. "I am sorry, Caroline. That bastard!" Her voice resounds anger. Then she gave a quick glance at my tummy.

She slap her forehead with her palm. "Now, I wish that test just came out to be positive. "

The whole time that Addi was worried about me, I stayed silent.

That hurts.

I thought, because I already experienced a lot then this won't hurt me a lot. But, I was wrong.

This is almost tantamount to the pain I felt for the past few years of existing.

At that same day, during the night. Lexus appeared right in front of my manor.

"What do you want?. I get it now, congratulations on your wedding."

"Well, thank you for your kind consideration but I am not here to see your insincere wish to my marriage. I am here to ask about your answer to my offer."

"Still a no."

After I said that, the mood shifted heavy. "Ow, really? My she-wolf ex is rejecting his beloved. I will slide this one because I know that you are still hearbroken from the fact that I married another woman."

"I found out a better man. You can be with her for all I care and guess what...

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I will get another Alpha impregnate me."