NIRVANA He fucked me hard. I could still feel him inside me and how every muscle in my body tensed. Knight was true to his words. He didn’t give me time to breathe until he was thoroughly done with me. He flipped me over, fucked on four, ate me like he was starving until I came in his mouth, but he wasn’t done. He bent me over, then I was on my knees as he fucked my mouth. I’d never felt so full and exhausted, yet I was wearing a satisfied smile on my lips. Then I woke in the morning with the bright sunlight streaming through the open curtain. Stretching my body like a cat, I felt all tensed muscles were still there, reminding me of what we had done before we fell asleep. Then, I burrowed my face on his chest with a happy sigh. After he fed me breakfast in bed, he let me do my thing in the bathroom while he worked in his home office. “I talked to Zarah and Sebastien last night. He said your grandfather could stay at the castle while this problem with the black virus is unsolve
NIRVANA “It’s not all about the moves you learned. You can be fast or stronger, but what you need are tactics and strategies.” “Tell me, how can I defeat Cyrius?” I rolled my eyes. “He just moved a finger, and I was thrown away, and he stung me with his venom. “Your heart will win against Cyrius, Vana. You have a heart, and he doesn’t. Remember that. Now, let’s start over.”*** I found myself sitting on the bench alone. I was exhausted from the training but didn’t think I had learned anything. Don’t get me wrong, McKaye was a good teacher. It was just me who was too eager to be an expert when fighters and martial experts had years and years of training and still never stopped. “Hey.” I felt a kiss on my shoulder, startling me. “What are you doing here alone?” “I don’t think I can do it, Knight.” I looked at him, and he almost caught me off guard. He was hot and handsome in his dark blue suit with sunglasses on. He smiled as he saw my reaction. He knew how good-looking he was, a
KNIGHT “That’s a good idea. You two need a little time for yourselves before things get crazy.” I was grateful Kailin had come to the office earlier, but that was not why I took her with me. “You think so?” I picked the first ring that caught my eye. It was a three-carat diamond brilliant-cut engagement ring. “Nah. That’s too classic. She’s a gorgeous woman. Try this one.” She pointed at the pear-shaped cut with the stone, one carat bigger. “You can afford any size you want. Vana has slender fingers. This is perfect for her. Do you know her ring size?” I picked the ring up at eye level. I didn’t measure Nirvana’s finger, but I knew this would fit perfectly. “Not exactly, but this is perfect.” Kailin smiled. “You know, I’m proud of you, cuz. Weeks ago, you rejected her because you thought she was better off without you, and now you’re madly in love with her. You’re picking a ring. Did you tell her how much you love her?” I frowned. “She knows how I feel.” “Wait.” She held my arm
KNIGHT I held her hand, squeezing it. “Nirvana, I want you to have fun. That’s all. And this is for you. I’ve been a terrible mate for you lately. We were too busy trying to save this world, and I realized I neglected our personal lives. Just don’t get too drunk, okay?” I instantly felt her emotions— she was upset. “Fine. Have fun, too, Alpha. I need some air.” “Don’t go far.” “I’ll be just outside.” She left. The pain settled in my chest. Now, she would not accept my ring. I just fucked up my plan. “So when are you gonna pop up the question?” Kailin came over. “I just fucked it up, K. She heard our conversation, and I didn’t know how to lie to her. And these assholes are useless and didn’t even back me up.” I grunted as I rose from the stool, grabbed my drink, and downed it empty. “Where are you going?” “To find my woman.” I followed where she left the exit, outside the testing room, but she wasn’t there. “Nirvana?” I looked around, but I saw nothing and felt nothing but co
NIRVANA I didn’t know why I felt emotional these days. I quickly got upset over something. I shouldn’t have eavesdropped their conversation. Boys were boys, and they had the right to their own privacy. Yet, here I was— upset. I just had this feeling that they were talking about me or this black plague pandemic, and being the sacrificial lamb did a number on my head. I became paranoid. I walked out of the party that Knight threw for me. I was having fun earlier, and now I had ruined one thing I should value the most—his trust. I drew a deep breath as I sat on the ground. The night was supposed to be perfect— beautiful moonlight, nice weather, fresh air, and I had the people I cared about. I sent a text to my grandfather. VANA: I missed you, Grandpa. I wish you were here with me. Call me soon. I love you. I was so caught up with my moping that I didn’t notice I wasn’t alone anymore. The first person I saw was Phin. “Hey. I’m sorry I didn’t even come to check up on you guys. H
KNIGHT “We should hurry up. They haven’t gotten that far if they’re on foot.” Kaleb just got back with a rifle over his shoulder. “Give me a moment.” Zarah closed her eyes as she held on to a bead bracelet. They will be heading north.” “North? Towards the mountain?” “Yes. They will probably rest for a while or wait for their contact. I’m sure they’re not working alone.” “They will be safe from humans. And it’s basically hard to track out there.” I found Zander in the crowd. “Go bring us some clothes, and follow us. Take Maddox and the twins with you.” “What about us?” Roisin asked. I took my jacket off and gave it to her. “Stay here with the girls, and don’t leave this place unattended. Contact Uncle Lennox to double the guard in the pack house. The rest will come with me.” “We’re coming with you.” Shadow looked up at me. “You don’t have to come.” I couldn’t risk her even if she were stronger. Considering she was also a princess, the royals would come after me if something te
KNIGHT “Alpha, I think they put Luna in the sack,” Kaleb said. “Motherfuckers,” I grumbled. My wolf became more restless. The muscles on my shoulders tightened with restrained fury. “What?” “They put Nirvana inside the sack.” I gritted my teeth in anger. I couldn’t imagine how terrified she was. “They will pay for this.” “Calm down before you spook them.” Zarah gripped my shoulder. “I’m truly grateful you’re here. Otherwise, I’d followed my anger and put my people in danger, including my mate.” I breathed deeply and tried to control my wolf as we headed to the valley. Then I caught the scent of my mate. “Can you smell her?” “Yes. She’s terrified.” As soon as we got closer, we walked in discreetly. Phin and his lackeys hid behind the tallest rocks. “Where is she? She should be here by now.” That was Phin— that motherfucker. “Just sit down. You’re giving me a headache. You worried too much,” Niko replied. “Maybe we can take her out of the sack. She’s probably tired. She m
KNIGHT “Look how it is easy to corrupt a dog,” said the white woman older than Zarah. “And here I thought you were dead, Dayana.” Zarah tsked, shaking her head. You’re still desperate for attention.” “So she’s back.” Dayana eyed Shadow. “I wonder how she did that. I don’t think you have that in you to get what she lost, Zarah.” “Yes, wicked bitch. I’m back, better, and stronger.” Shadow snarled, eyes glowing silver. “You can’t defeat me, young Lycan,” Dayana said proudly, her eyes glittering. “I’m stronger than you and your mother combined. Losing your wolf and your gift proves I’m more powerful than Margaret and Zarah.” My fists clenched. “Well, you’re outnumbered. Unless you have extra wolves with you, you can try.” Dayana raised her hand, making the ground just quaked. A tree on her left began to shake, leaves flying, and then she motioned her hand up, and a tree pulled out from the ground. One swift, it flew in our direction. I dodged the tree, but it didn’t fall on us. Za
NIRVANAThree months laterThis man wrecked me in every way possible, in a good-to-be-true way. The private island Lycan Alpha King Sebastien owned was more beautiful than he described, and we were here for the third day of our honeymoon. Yes, honeymoon. Knight asked me to marry him again, and I said yes before he could finish popping up the question. And here I was in bed, legs spread at his mercy. His searing gaze burned my skin. He stood at the foot of the bed, naked, and my hungry eyes devoured him. He was perfect from head to toe, and those muscles and his long thick erection in his hand with a small drop glistening in the slit of his crown.I licked my lips, squirming in bed. Knight knew precisely how to drive me crazy. My hands fisted above my head. No matter how I struggled, the rope laced with magic he used to tie didn’t even budge—no thanks to the book of spells my mother’s own. Dylan sent me a box full of my mother’s books and tools. Knight found out about it, and he u
NIRVANAI smiled at Carter. “Yeah. I’m a werewolf.”“You look wonderful, Vana. If he’s over you, come find me.”“Cut the shit, Archie.” Knight chuckled as he hugged Archibald. “Glad you could make it.”“I would not miss for the entire world,” Chance was the one to reply.Kain and Dane were engrossed in their conversation at the corner.“Hey.”Kain hugged me. “I thought we lost you.”“So do I.”“We wouldn’t be here without you.”“You all keep saying that when it was more of a team effort.” I patted Dane on his arm. He remained at Kain’s pack of assassins to protect Kailin and our allies. “You take care of my best friend, or I will rip your throat out.”“You can stop threatening him.” Kailin, in her beautiful blue gown, came and kissed me on the cheek. “I will be the one to rip his throat out if he betrays me.”The tapping of a spoon on the glass caught my attention. The whole pack house went silent, and the music stopped. Our attention went to Victor, Lennox, and my grandfather, who no
NIRVANAI shuddered at the loss of his thick dick inside me.“On your knees, Nirvana.” He growled. His breathing was rougher.“I don’t bow nor kneel to anyone, but sure.” I was too eager to do as he commanded me to, so I moved to my knees and faced him.“Open your mouth for me.” His eyes almost glowed. His jaw locked harder, every part of his body tensing.I opened my mouth as he gathered a fistful of my hair and gripped it, pulling me closer to his erection.“Now suck me.” He flexed his hips as he shoved his cock past my lips.I took it too eagerly, one hand gripping the base, the other on my knees, balancing myself on the bed. I swirled my tongue around him, sucked, and stroked him.My mouth stretched around his girth. I struggled to breathe through my nose, my eyes watering as I tried to accommodate him without gagging.“Relax your throat. You can take all of me.” He pushed my head into his cock, and quickened his thrust until a guttural groan erupted from his throat.He threw his
KNIGHTI stopped at the edge of the bed and watched Nirvana strip off her clothes one by one. Nothing fancy, even her skin tone bra, but her body, though, the sexiest and hottest fucking thing I’d ever seen, always would be and forever.She was on the last thing, her cotton panties, and there she was, the same body and curves I’d felt many times against mine, and the same woman I fell in love with over and over again, smiling at me as she spread her legs wide apart, revealing her always smooth and waxed pussy.Her cheeks flushed as she slid her hands between her thighs, and a low groan rumbled from within my chest as she let go of a shuddering moan.I found myself gripping my erect cock, stroking it. Locking her searing gaze against mine, she lay on her back, inviting me into bed. She didn’t have to do that because I intended to join her and make her feel what I longed for over a week.I crawled into bed, joined her, and braced my forearms on either side of her shoulders. Then I held
NIRVANA“No freaking way! That’s impossible.” My eyes grew wide as I stared at them one by one.“Is it, though?” McKaye said. “We trained for months.”“To fight that freaking monster?”“Your bloodline is some kind of link to an ancient warlock from Greece,” McKaye explained. “And you were the only one who could kill that son of a bitch.”“Yeah. My mother’s side from my grandmother were witches.”“And you don’t have a gift?” Knight asked me hesitantly.“No. Why? Should I?”He glanced at Zarah.“You’re a witch, Zarah. Can’t you jag my memory or something?”“It doesn’t work that way.”“Then I’m sorry to disappoint you, guys, but I don’t remember fighting an evil warlock named Cyrius.”“What about him?” Kaleb, the beta, tipped his chin at the alpha.Alpha Knight finally groomed himself, looking hotter and smelled so good.I couldn’t help but smile, and every time I looked at him, my heart skipped a beat. “No.”“You’re lying.”“Excuse me?” I arched a brow at him.“I can hear your heartbeat
KNIGHTWhen Kailin called urgently via our link, I thought someone was in trouble again in the tasting room, like the twins.I had struggled the past week without Nirvana, but I never gave up searching for my mate. Scratch that. I once considered jumping off the cliff, and there may be a minuscule chance she would appear and come to save me. But somehow, her promise kept my sanity intact.Everyone helped me check for the lost women or unclaimed bodies in every morgue in the region, but none of them was Nirvana, and I couldn’t find a record of her death either. I felt so relieved and hung in a thinner thread as the days passed, and there were still no signs of her.The underworld was back to normal— no more viruses or killings, thanks to my mate, and my uncle was offered a job at the council while I barely hung in there and not dealing with my loss. I barely slept, or I found myself in the woods mourning. I lost some sense of self-love and belongingness. I couldn’t work, and I hadn’t
NIRVANA“Grandpa! Where the hell have you been?”“Vana?” His eyes widened like he’d never seen me in years. He ran in my direction and squeezed me into a tight hug. “Oh, Goddess. Thank Goddess.”I chuckled as I hugged him back. “It’s only just been a week, Grandpa. You’re overreacting.”He looked me in the eye from head to toe, cupped my head, and kissed me on the cheek, and he was about to get all teary-eyed.“We don’t do that, Grandpa. Where have you been, anyway? I was worried when you did not pick up my call.”“What do you mean?” There was pain, confusion, and relief in his eyes.I slumped my ass to his couch. “You’re acting weird. What’s going on with you? How’s the pack anyway?”He came sniffing me, making me freeze. “You’re a—”“A werewolf?” I scoffed. “Yeah, since birth. Duh. You taught me how to shift. Don’t tell me you suddenly forget about it.”There it was again, the staring, and then he smiled. “I’m proud of you, kiddo.”“Of course, I just sold two pieces of my paintings
KNIGHTGasping for air, I woke up on the ground. The blood’s bitter, sweet, metallic taste dried on my mouth.A shudder of terror rocked through me as I got up. It felt like a new day, or nothing happened last night.Trees stood tall, leaves dancing against the soft breeze. Sunlight streaked from the sky.I saw broken trees on the ground from a distance, a reminder that something had happened around here last night.“Guys!” I went to Califf, shaking him. “Cal, wake up.”He sucked in a breath, staring at me. “What happened?”“I have no idea.”Luka and McKaye stirred and froze as they realized we were still in the forest.“What the hell?” McKaye looked at his naked self.“Did we win?” Sebastien dusted the dirt off his body.Alpha Frye came from behind us, confused, eyes roaming around. “I think she did it.”“Fuck. Nirvana. Where is she?” Terror filled my chest. “I can’t feel her.”“We’ll find her.” Michael, Grady, and Ryden went separate ways to find Nirvana.“Nirvana!” I called her nam
NIRVANA“Asina? Wow. You are gorgeous.” I was surprised to see her standing before me. For the first time, she showed me herself— a beautiful and tall woman with straight long, dark hair, brown eyes, and a smile that could bring men to their knees. She was truly captivating, a real strong heroine in a white flowy dress. “Am I dead?”“About to if you won’t wake up.”“I can’t. There’s too much pain and loss. I can’t do this, Asina. I’m too weak compared to his power. He killed everyone I loved, and I want to die along with them. I give up. And you leave me alone there.”“Nirvana, you take it all wrong. You don’t need me to win the battle against Cyrius. All you need is your courage, your strength, and your heart.”Frustrated, I sobbed as I fell on my knees. “He is powerful to stop, and you’re telling me to use my heart and my strength? I don’t have strength anymore. I can’t even level a percent of his power.”“Because you believe you can’t.”“Are you kidding me right now?” I growled in