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Chapter 19: Feeling Ill

Author: Hera Venice
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Iram's POV

I balled my fists when memories started to enter my mind. Gritting my teeth in silence.

I wanted something out of my chest. I wanted this feeling to go away, but I couldn't. I didn't know how.

What was I thinking back then? Why did I kiss her?

"You know why, Iram!" Ultor growled at me. I could feel his fiery eyes dart in my direction. "You are just a fool to deny it!"

I dropped the sword that I was holding. It clanked on the dry ground where thick dust wafted with the motion. I could see my reflection there. The scar that was given to me by the Moon Goddess herself and the odd guilt that was trying to penetrate my face.

I came here inside my training room as soon as I left my chamber. I let Gamma Omnibus take care of that human after that incident.

I was completely out of my mind to even feel an ounce of guilt after I strangled her. I shouldn't be feeling this way. Heck, I even picked her up from the ground after terrorizing her. I even kissed her!

"She's not our luna. She'
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