Emilia’s POV
“What the fuck is going on?” I glance to the other end of the otherwise deserted hallway and see one of the guys who accompanied Alpha Kade storming to us. He comes to a halt in front of Kendrick, towering over him. “I will ask only one more time. What the hell is going on?”
“This doesn’t concern you,” Kendrick growls, pushing himself off the wall. “None of this is your fucking problem.”
The guy laughs and his eyes dart to me, momentarily softening as he takes in my appearance before turning back to Kendrick, his eyes hardening.
“Whenever I see a man towering over someone ten times their size and punching the shit out of them, while she tries and fights back, it becomes my problem. What the fuck could a damn Omega do to you to warrant this kind of treatment?”
Neither of them answers him which only seems to further piss off the man. He brings his fist back, letting it collide with Kendrick’s nose. A small smile spreads on my face when I hear the crunch of his nose cracking.
Ozara steps forward as the guy takes a step away from Kendrick. “This is my pack,” he growls. “The fucking bitch deserved what she got. Kendrick didn’t really fucking hurt her. You have no authority Beta Marcus. Don’t you fucking come to my pack and tell me how to treat my pack members, especially the fucking low of the low Omegas!”
Beta Marcus takes a menacing step towards Ozara, an intimidating grin spreading across his face. “You really want to try me? You know who my Alpha is and you know what pack I come from. Don’t think your father will protect. All it takes is one word and your fucking dead.” He takes another step closer to Ozara and grabs him by the collar of the shirt, his voice dropping to a deadly octave. “You best hope I don’t decide to tell Alpha Kade about what I witnessed you doing to this poor Omega. Now get out of my fucking face.”
I bristle at his words. I am not some poor and helpless Omega. I may not know how to truly fight, but it doesn’t mean I can’t fucking hold my own. I have just learned if I injure these assholes, then I fucking pay for it. I have had enough ‘punishments’ throughout the last eleven years to know better than to fuck with my anyone.
Both boys take off, shooting Beta Marcus and myself a bunch of angry glares before disappearing around the bend.
“Thank you,” I mumble, straightening up, my hands clutch at my ribs where there is a dull ache. This is going to make leaving even harder for me. “I didn’t need it though. This isn’t unusual to be happening to me. I’m not some damsel in distress that needs saving.”
A low rumble leaves him as he laughs at my words. “No offense, but you didn’t look like you were faring too well on your own.”
I glare at him and stare walking in the opposite directing Ozara and Kendrick went. I don’t make it very far before the Beta catches up to me.
“Just leave me alone,” I huff. “I have to get to the kitchen and finish the dinner for tonight for the party you will be attending.” My breathing is a little ragged as I fight through the pain in my ribs. I am nearly positive Kendrick broke at least one of my ribs, but going by the pain I am in, it might have been two ribs.
I make it halfway down the hallway, almost making it to the front doors, before I have to stop to catch my breath. My sides are killing me, and my breathing is becoming labored.
Goddammit, I am going to fucking kill Kendrick.
Even if I could use tonight as my distraction to leave this hell hole, I don’t know if I am going to be able to, not when I feel like this.
I can feel Beta Marcus getting closer to me as I try and catch my breath, getting up the energy to leave the building the rest of the way.
“You need to go to the pack doctor,” Beta Marcus tells me softly.
“No,” I bite out. “I can’t do that. Alpha Jackson and Luna Ismalda has made it perfectly clear, Beta. I am not allowed to go to the pack hospital for any reason. You think this is the first time I have had an injury like this? Nope, not a chance in fucking hell. Everyone pretends not to see what is done to me. Alpha Jackson has made one thing perfectly clear to everyone here. He doesn’t give a rat’s ass what happens to me, and I mean why should he—I am nothing to him. I am not even an Omega for this pack. I am a lowly slave to the people here. Alpha Jackson only cares if they leave the bruises where they can see them. I am covered at all times, which only leaves my face and arms as off limits. I am sure the mark on my face will get Kendrick in trouble with the Alpha, but I doubt he will get into any severe trouble.”
I turn to face him, hating the look of sympathy in his eyes. I don’t need anyone’s sympathy. I am going to get myself out of here. And once I am a rogue, no one will be able to control or own me again. Everyone will learn I am not some fucking object here for everyone’s amusement. No one will be able to beat the shit out of me, no one will boss me around, no one will control me, no one will threaten me.
I let out a soft sight before continuing. “Beta Marcus, I am not telling you this for any sympathy. This has been my life for the last eleven years; I am used to it. I am telling you this so you understand why I am not going to do anything about Ozara and Kendrick. I am going to go prepare dinner for tonight. I am sure I will see you at the ball. After all, your Alpha made sure I am going to be there to serve.”
Beta Marcus grimaces. “At least let me look at your ribs. I am nearly positive with the way your breathing is labored, at least one of them is broken. There is no harm in that, right?”
I roll my eyes before immediately regretting that decision. I know better than to roll my eyes at anyone of rank. Beta Marcus seems nice, but I am sure he has a mean streak just like everyone else, especially with who his Alpha is.
Beta Marcus comes closer to me, and he gingerly lifts the bottom of my shirt, stopping right above my stomach.
“Fucking hell,” he murmurs, one finger gingerly tracing one of the bruises along my ribs. “You really should go to a doctor to get this looked at.
“Sorry, Beta,” I tell him, keeping my voice soft. “It’s not gonna happen today. I have too much to do and I have already wasted a crap ton of time just talking to you. I can’t afford to waste anymore.
Marcus sighs and gestures for me to leave. “Hey!” he calls out as I make it to the door. I turn to face him to see an unreadable expression on his face. “Come to Alpha Kade’s room before the ball tonight. I will get your ribs taken care of. We don’t want them to set wrong; otherwise, we will need to rebreak them just to get them to set properly.”
I just nod, not giving him an answer. Although, I know I will most likely not be going to his Alpha’s office. I can’t afford to waste any more time.
Emilia’s POV I stand in front of my mirror, gingerly holding my shirt up so I can examine my bruises. My entire stomach looks horrible. If you didn’t know I am white, you wouldn’t be able to tell just from staring at my stomach. My stomach is a sickening black and purple. You can see the imprints from each place Kendrick hit me. I think back to the weird conversation I had with Beta Marcus after he stopped Kendrick from hurting me anymore. I pick up the gauze wrap I managed to sneak earlier after I finished prepping the main course for tonight. I try my best to wrap my ribs, making sure I am gentle, so I don’t hurt myself any more than I already am. “Fuck!” I growl under my breath when I accidentally squeeze my side a little too hard. “Emilia!” Luna Isamlda yells from downstairs. “You are supposed to be at the ballroom getting ready to greet the guests when they arrive!” I internally curse myself. I can hear the anger in her voice. I was hoping she wouldn’t notice my presence was
Alpha Kade’s POV “Marcus! What the hell were you thinking?!” I roar. My dumbass Beta just informed me of what he spent his afternoon doing, including breaking up a little tussle with that damn Omega from last night. “Alpha, she needs help. You didn’t see what the Beta heir was doing to her while the Alpha heir stood back and watched. I get it...you don’t help people, not since her. You refuse to take a chance on anyone, I get it, I really fucking do. But for fucks sake, you can’t expect everyone around you to be fucking heartless too! Lei—” “Watch yourself, Beta!” I growl as he starts to mention her name again. “Don’t bring her up again!” His face softens slightly before he continues. “Kade, I just want to help her. She has no one here—nothing. You didn’t see the suffering she was in and you didn’t see the look in her eye when I tried to help her. All I want to do is help her. Get her out of here. I don’t care what the hell we do with her once we get her out, but no one should hav
Emilia’s POV Pain wracks my body as I lay curl up in a ball on the dungeon floor. Fuck that bastard. I don’t know who the hell he thought he is by picking me up and carrying me back to that dumbwit Alpha. I gingerly roll over on my other side, praying the pain goes away soon. Everything freaking hurts. After Alpha Kade dropped me on the ground in front of Alpha Jackson (further damaging my already broken ribs—it didn’t help anything with me fighting him the entire way from the forest to the flipping ballroom, my dickhead Alpha allowed Kendrick and Ozara to choose my punishment. Guessed what I am subjected to now? Yep, you guessed it! Another fucking beating and I earned myself a week in the cells. Very cliché, don’t ya think? I’m in the dungeon. They promised me I would get one meal a day, one bottle of water, and a thin ass sheet to keep me warm, so I don’t die of hypothermia down here. Even though this sheet isn't doing anything to keep me warm down here. Unfortunately, this is
Emilia’s POV“What do you mean my new home? Will you not be taking me back to the Black Claw pack?” I ask uncertainty.“You are no longer a member of the Black Claw pack. Your Alpha should have broken the connection to you by now and if he hasn’t Alpha Kade will take care of it later,” Marcus answers me. Alpha Kade just stares at me, almost like he is examining me, trying to figure out everything he possibly can about me.“Am I your slave here too?” My voice is quiet and even. I know how this work. I am being sent to a new pack as a slave. The treatment is going to be the same. I am sure Alpha Kade has a Luna who is going to be just as dark and twisted as Luna Ismalda was to me.And then I will plan my escape from here and I won’t let the asshole Alpha stop me.Beta Marcus glances to his Alpha, a look crossing his face that I can’t seem to place before his eyes turn back to me, softening just slightly.“You are not a slave, Emilia. You are an Omega—there is a difference. And you will
Beta Marcus’s POVI have been waiting for the last two hours for her to come out. Dr. Evans came twice—once to chastise me for the Alpha making her think she didn’t have a choice and to remind me everyone has a choice in her hospital. Her exact words were if ‘Alpha Kade has a problem with the way I run my hospital and giving people a choice, then he can bring his ass over here and say it to my goddamn face.’ Then, she stormed off, going back to Emilia’s examination room. The second time she seemed calmer but rattled. I wanted to ask her if everything was okay, but I know her. She wouldn’t tell me if something was wrong. She told me she is preparing an x-ray to take a look at her ribs and then she is going to rebandage them before sending her back to me.The last time she came out here was about an hour ago, so I am sure they are almost done. Just as the thought crosses my mind, the door opens, and Dr. Evans steps outside.“Beta, can I talk to you please?”“Of course.” Something is sti
Emilia’s POVThe walk back to the pack house was much different than walking to the pack hospital. Marcus seems more upbeat. As we are walking, he points out the different businesses and the shops, while making sure to tell me who works where and their significance to the pack.“As an Omega in the pack, you will be making your own living. The Omegas each receive a paycheck and they are pleased to do what they want with it. Your pay is based on what area you are in. You are going to be working in the kitchen and filling in as a housekeeper when it is needed. Each Omega has a schedule, so you will not be working seven days a week, but you can always choose to pick up extra shifts if you want.”I stare at him in shock. “What do you mean we get a paycheck? Do you mean I will get my own money? Why would you pay me? Aren’t I nothing but the pack’s slave?” I ask him in bewilderment. That’s unheard of. Omegas are considered the pack’s slaves. Their reward for the work they do is being able to
Emilia’s POV I don’t even know why I’m crying. Once the tears started, I couldn’t stop them. So far, being in the White River pack has been ten times better than the last eleven years of my life when I was in the Black Claw pack. Yet, I am not expecting it to last. I’m terrified I am going to fall into the same pattern I was in while at the Black Claw pack. Pain and sorrow have been my life for eleven years. Each night I had nightmares resulting in me waking up in a panic—usually covered in a cold sweat with tears streaming down my face.My dreams consist of the day my parents died, and my life completely shifted. Gamma Garrett—the bounty hunter—has haunted my dreams for years and now we are in the same pack. I can’t let that go. Maybe I got it all wrong though… Gamma Garrett’s eyes aren’t as cold and heartless as the bounty hunter’s eyes were that night. He looks just like him… Looking at the Gamma, he looks to be around my age, maybe slightly older, but still not old enough to b
Emilia’s POV“I’m sorry,” I stammer as I back away from the door. “I got lost; it won’t happen again, Alpha.” My voice is quiet as I move away from the door. The door closes and I hear Marcus say something angrily to Alpha Kade.I turn to leave, hoping I can find the kitchen if I go the opposite way. I hear the footsteps catching up to me as I get back to my room. A hand gently grabs my arm and pulls me to a stop. I turn and come face-to-face with Beta Marcus. “I’m sorry, Beta. I didn’t mean to interrupt anything between you and Alpha Kade.” I keep my voice quiet and calm, hoping he doesn’t realize how much the look in the Alpha’s eyes bothered me. Marcus gives me a wide smile and chuckles. “No need to be sorry, Emilia. You interrupting actually caused me to win the little sparring match with the Alpha. It takes a lot for me to win with him, but you distracted him enough I was able to knock him to the ground. No early morning training for me for the next month! I just have to focus
Kade’s POVI watch as she leaves my office. She didn’t look back at me and didn’t say a word. I know my words hurt her and she’s grieving the family she lost. She had these hopes her brother and sister would still be alive.Never in a million years did she expect for her sister to be dead, leaving behind two babies in the process. A weird pang hits my chest as I think about the pain, I knowingly caused her. I see the anger brewing in Marcus’ eyes as he stews about what I did to her. I can hear Ghost pacing anxiously in the back of my mind. His concern and thoughts going straight to the tiny little Omega. A small sigh escapes me as I let my mind wonder back to last night. My anger at seeing her with Armani. My anger was irrational—fuck, I know that. And as much as I want to blame it all on Ghost, I know that isn’t fully truly either. Ghost was pissed that she would dance with someone else knowing who her mate is, but I know I was angry too and even a tad bit jealous. I bet she never
Emilia’s POV“Emilia?” Julio whispers, a slight crack to his voice. I just nod my head, not quite trusting my voice right now. Julio reaches for me, grabbing my hand, and yanking me into his hard chest. His arms automatically wrap around me, holding me tightly, and burying his face in my hair. “I never thought I would see you again. Ramira and I looked for you forever, neither of us were willing to give up hope. As the years went on, we were told the chances of your survival were slim to none, but we were ready to let go quite yet. I prayed with every fiber of my being to Selene that you would return one day, and fuck I am so glad Alpha Kade found you.” He pulls away from, holding me at arm’s length. “You look so much like mom, with just a sprinkling of dad in you.” Tears well in my eyes and I nearly break as I stare in his eyes. “So as much as I love standing here watching you two, I think I’m gonna go inside to see my babies,” Armani states, stepping around me, breaking my eye con
Emilia’s POVMy heart pounds in my chest at his offer. I have thought about this day for years. For eleven years I have wanted nothing more than to reunite with my family, and now that the offer is staring me in the face, I am terrified. What if he wants nothing to do with me? I mean I have nothing to offer my family, at least what remains of it, unless they want someone filled with enough trauma and pain to last a damn lifetime. Armani is staring at me, waiting for me to give him an answer. Instead of doing what I desperately want and running to hide in my room, away from my fears, I nod. “I think I will like that a lot,” I tell him quietly.“Do you think he will want to see me? He won’t mind if you bring a practical stranger with you? It’s been eleven years; I’m not the same person I used to be. And I know he isn’t the same as he used to be.” A deep chuckle escapes him. “Emilia, I think you are overthinking this. You brother nor your sister never stopped thinking about you. For ye
Dear readers, I am so sorry for my long absence. I had been having a crap ton of health issues that made it nearly impossible for me to update. While I'm still having a plethora of problems, I'm finally back and ready to continue Kade and Emilia's story. I plan to update at least every other day as I slowly get back into the habit of writing again. (And reviewing all of my notes to remember everything there is to know about Emilia, Kade, and the rest of the family!) If you stuck around waiting for an update, thank you!
Emilia’s POVI reach out and grab Armani’s hand and give it a gentle squeeze. “Were you close to her?” I ask softly, trying to remain comforting. I think about the pain in his voice as he talks about Ramira. You don’t have that kinda pain if you were somewhat close to each other—more than just casual acquaintances. He shrugs, not quite meeting my eyes as he responds. “You can say that.” A small smile lights up his face as he continues talking. “Ramira and I…we were more than just friends. She was my lover before she died. She was one of the kindest and sweetest souls I had ever met, and we dated in high school. Right before graduation, we decided we would give it six months and if neither of us had found our mates, then we would take the plunge and let whatever happens, happens.” His voice trails off and his eyes turn glassy as he stares off into space, his mind taking him to another world. “When she learned she was pregnant, we were both ecstatic—it seemed like nothing could ever go
Emilia’s POV I stand in the office listening to Alpha Kade tell me about the fate of my family and I’m numb. I can’t feel anything. I don’t want to feel anything. Feeling…well that will be worst than just blocking everything out. And that’s what I want to do. I want to block it out and forget that I pushed the Alpha to tell me. I want to forget he told me about my brother and sister’s fate. My sister had a baby…not just one, but two. Two beings who were part of her. Who is the baby daddy? Why doesn’t he want his kids? Why are they in my brother’s care? Does this mean Ramira had found her mate early on? My head spins as all the questions race through me. Questions I don't have the answer to. I can't do this. I can't do it right now. Without saying a word, I spin on my heels and walk out of the room, not bothering to talk to either man in the room. If they tried to stop me, I wouldn't know. My mind keeps wandering to the last time I saw my brother and sister. They day my pare
Alpha Kade’s POV For the first time since meeting her, anger courses through me. Not at the lack of respect, because there is no respect, but at everything this girl has been through. She is barely a legal adult. And she has seen some of the true horrors of the world we live in. I want to take revenge on those that hurt her, harm her. No matter how i feel about her or the lack of the bond flowing through is now, no one in their right mind deserves to be raped or even starved. I can feel Marcus’s disappointment behind me. He hates how i continuously push her when none of us truly know what she’s been through. And I get it now. I really do… I shouldn’t have pushed her. I reach my hand out with the intention of touching her arm, wanting to offer some type of comfort. The tears are killing me. I hate crying. Even more so when it’s a woman and I know I caused the pain. I may not have been the one to rape or beat her, but I caused her to relive the pain by pushing her to the point of
Emilia's POV Marcus raises his voice again. I'm not even in the same room as him and Alpha Kade, but I can feel his anger from here. All of this over me... I don't want to come between friends, not in the slightest. I just want to be treated fairly and equally by everyone, including the hard headed Alpha. Yet, I know he will never treat me as a person. Simply because I am his second chance mate. He views me as the enemy. "—lying to yourself, Kade. You admitted it yourself. She intrigued you. There was something about her that kept your attention. You were curious about the girl. And now you suddenly learn about her past and want nothing to do with her? You know who her parents are! At the very least, you can fucking tell her everything instead of keeping her in the dark! Especially everything that happened to her brother and sister! At the very least, you can tell her where her parents are buried!" Marcus yells at him. My brother and sister are alive? Alpha Kade knows who they
Alpha Kade's POV I wake up with an intense migraine. I slowly sit up from my position on the ground and look around me. I must have fallen asleep at the cemetery talking to Leila. I look around me and my eyes catch on the guy leaning against the truck on the path through the cemetery. "Nice of you to finally join the land of the living," Garrett growls at me. "I was waiting to see if I needed to give you a nice shower with some ice cold water to wake your sorry ass." I scrub my hands down my face, silently begging for this headache to freaking go away. "What the hell are you doing here?" I ask him. "Looking for you," he responds. "You didn't come back to the pack house. When you didn't come to training this morning, Marcus and I were concerned about your sorry ass. I volunteered to come and look for you." "Oh, so Marcus is considering talking to me again?" Garrett rolls his eyes before he responds. "He's contemplating it. And you know regardless of how stupid and downri