~Thea
His hair slips through my fingers, that tangle around the light brown strands.
Luca is mad. Furious actually. So irked by Casper's comments, he had taken it upon himself to prove that he could make me climax. I think he was proving it to himself more than anything.
But as I lay there, feeling the assault of his tongue against the most sensitive part of my body, I didn't feel anything but uncomfortable. Fuelled by anger, not love, Luca had decided to go down on me, and I wasn't enjoying it in the slightest.
For a start, I couldn't get Casper out of my mind. How he knew about me faking orgasms was chilling. People shouldn't just be able to look at others and tell that from one glance.
So instead of enjoying his tongue against me, I moaned when needed, and uttered his name as I pretended to finish.
As I pulled my clothes on, I noticed Luca looking proud of himself. It had boosted his ego, and I wouldn't doubt that he would tell Casper any time he saw him. So I decided I needed to wander into the Phantom Forest, and find where Casper lived.
Because I can't deal with a jealous boyfriend any longer, and I have a feeling Casper is the main cause of Luca's suddenly change of attitude. I'm going to find Casper and tell him to stay away.
Luca left not long after. He got a call from his father who reported another girl had gone missing. Despite being worried it might be June, I'm going to find Casper first. The sooner he is out of Luca and I's life, the better.
So I grabbed a black backpack, and stuffed it with a spare jacket, an umbrella, and a flashlight. I was prepared.
I started my walk with the afternoon sun on my back. Since yesterday, when Casper came to my house, and made me late for work, I've wanted to find his house. It was only fair me knowing where he lives, since he knows where I do.
So I walk at a quick pace down the beaten path I usually take to June's house. I hope she's okay. She locks her house up pretty good, and never goes out much. But with that broken window...No, she would have stayed at her parents house if it was that much of an issue.
Determined not to let he heaviness of my backpack get to me, I stalk on, pushing the odd branch away from my face, or bush sticking out of the dirt path away from my feet as I walk.
I have a vague idea of where Casper's estate would be. People said it was old and falling apart, and stuck out through the undergrowth, which means it won't be hard to find. Nowadays, the only people that go around the property is the ones who owned it, although no ones knows who does anymore.
Some rumours even hint that Alpha Jasper and his father lived in it centuries ago, before they both died. I think June told me once that their souls haunt the place.
Not that I believe that.
The walk ate up around an hour of my time. I had never expected it to take so long to finally find the estate Casper lived in. And despite there being no hint of this being his residence, it just seemed so...Obvious.
But it wasn't exactly what I thought it would be. I expected run down. I expected chipping away at the edges, broken and deranged. Instead the house stands proud and tall, the sun reflecting off the classic wood. This wasn't the estate I was told to be frightened of.
This is a mansion. A palace in its own right.
The garden wasn't unkempt either. Plants grew around the concrete walls that surrounded the property, kept trimmed and neat. Someone had put great care into the home that stands many floors above me, wanting it to look delightful and airy.
I slip through the wrought iron gate that had blown slightly open. If Casper didn't live here, someone pleasant must do. Maybe that is foolish of me to think, but it is the drive behind the courage needed to actually knock on the door.
The front door presents itself in front of me like the gateway to hell. If Casper is really behind that door, then what will his reaction be when he sees me? Is he even home?
I knock twice before stepping back. Why is my heart beating so fast? Why am I asking myself so many questions?
I waited for at least a minute before knocking again. No answer.
My back had turned on the door by the time it had opened. I had given up on the idea of him actually opening the door, already planning how I was going to keep him away from Luca. That was until I heard the click of the door opening.
Slowly, I turn. Not only was I faced with Casper, but a half naked one.
I never knew a man without a shirt on could take my breath away until now. Leaning casually against the doorframe, I am fully aware Casper is watching my eyes drag down his torso. And at that moment I couldn't do anything but.
Not only did his abdominal muscles look as if they were carved from the personification of sex itself, but they glistened with a thin sheen of sweat. What I assumed was a tattoo ran from his shoulder, down to his hip, curving in and out of the muscles built into his body. I couldn't be sure it was a tattoo, as it looked like he had been born with darkened markings that didn't quite make a coherent shape.
A small towel was draped over his other shoulder, that I knew was used to mitigate sweat when working out. And it definitely seems as if he's been doing nothing else...
I blink. What am I thinking? I have a boyfriend, and I am stood staring at the chest of a complete stranger. But who am I to not appreciate a masterpiece of a body...No Thea, stop.
"What a pleasant surprise," Casper notes, drawing my gaze off his body. He assesses me through the thick locks of dark hair that cascaded across his forehead in a way anyone would be jealous of. I never really questioned his violet eyes, but maybe I should start to-because they hardly look normal.
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth.
"Would you like to come inside?" he asks. Glancing over my shoulder, I can tell he is either worried about the time of day, or the weather.
Finally, words find me. "I just came to tell you something-"
"You should really come inside," he insists, still not meeting my eyes, as if the clouds behind me are far more interesting. I shake my head in protest, until suddenly, a crack of thunder booms in my ear.
To reiterate, I hate mother nature. Sure I had braved the wind and rain the other day, but thunder was different. It may just be a sound, but it always had me cowering for fear, and today is no exception.
I push past Casper in my fright, rushing through the door which he closes behind me. Stumbling into the hallway, I brace my hands against either wall, my eyes squeezed shut. My fear of thunderstorms has overruled my rational thinking.
"Here," Casper murmurs. He drapes a mink blanket over my shoulders, and the feeling of softness against my skin instantly calms my nerves. "You can stay here."
His words are a warm promise. And despite the true reason for coming here, I am grateful his house is refuge from the storm.
I wince at the sound of another clap of thunder above us. "Sorry."
Why I am apologizing, I am not sure. Without a word, Casper coaxes me deeper into his home, down the dimly lit hallway. My fingers clutch the edge of the blanket around my shoulders, as I savour the feeling of Casper's hand pressed against my clothed back. Almost as if it's my lifeline.
"Nice home," I point out, drinking in the sight of the gathering-lounge-room he lead me into. It is decorated lavishly, and I know from just the sight of the old books lining the wall, and even the furniture, that this place is probably worth more than me.
"I only just finished putting the furnishings in," he tells me. I sit on the edge of his couch, sinking into the plush cushions.
I notice now that Casper is still shirtless, despite the cold that circles the area. He glances at me. "Tea?"
I nod gratefully. He disappears through a door for a moment, and I can't help but admire him as he walks out. His back is like a machine, with every muscles moving intricately as if to ensure he keeps his elegant gait and stance.
Other than the marvelous silk fabric and tapestries strung around the place, it is hardly decorated. No portraits. No evidence of the life Casper left behind to move to this Pack, or at the very least, this village.
He wandered back in a few minutes later, a shirt on-unfortunately-and a tea cup balanced between his fingers. I catch the gentle smile on his face. It really is a sight to see, and for a moment, I wished he would smile more often.
"Here you are," he says, handing me the tea. "It is special for calming nerves."
I take the cup, only to be surprised at the contents within. The liquid is a thick mixture of swirling black and grey. Gently tipping the cup so I could see what was in it properly, I notice the way the contents lag and spill like sludge around the rim.
"What the-"
"Will you drink it?" Casper questions, having found a spot on the couch opposite mine while I was inspecting the strange liquid.
He stared at me with such fiery curiosity I felt nerves within me spike. Opposite of what the tea is said to do. "Not if it isn't tea."
"And if someone else offered it to you? Your friend, your dad, your boyfriend?" He questioned.
His voice was demanding, but also smoother than silk. Obviously there was nothing more that he wanted to know about then this. But what he had asked took me by such surprise, I had to think about it.
"I suppose so, yes," I say warily.
Instantly, Casper's expression is cold, detached. He even looks slightly angry.
"In the cup, is a mixture of herbs meant to sedate someone. Make them drowsy and vulnerable," he tells me, looking anxious at his own words.
I gasp, the cup falling from my hands. The china shatters on the ground, the contents within soaking into the carpet by my feet. He tricked me...I had allowed myself to be lured into his psychopaths home.
I was up in a second, twisting around to dash down the hallway. The moment I am out of this house, I will call the Luca and demand he gets taken into the police station.
Except when I make it to the door, I realise with a sinking heart, that it is locked. And I can't see a way to unlock it.
Defeat beating away in my heart, I slowly turn around. I have never felt so devastated. So frightened of inevitable death. Because if he didn't rape and discard of me, my future could look a lot worse.
"Please don't kill me," I whisper.
Casper stalks slowly down the hallway, noticing how I am trapped. His eyes strip me bare, his gait slow and calculated, as if he is assessing which is the best way to kill me.
Instead, he surprises me with his words. "Calm down. I'm not going to hurt you."
But I don't believe him. He stands before me, eyes burning into my mind. Wordlessly, he leans forward, bracing his arms on either side of my head against the door.
Holy-
His head is on the left side of my face, hot breath brushing against my ear. I want to arch against the feeling, savour it. But the fear of being potentially drugged by him pushes through the feeling of his proximity, and the heat that it sends to my core.
"I'll never hurt you," he murmurs, the words radiating straight through my body. "Because if I did, I wouldn't have told you what was in that cup."
Truth. I could see it in his eyes. In my fright, I hadn't thought rationally about what had been in the cup...I had just thought about what it could possibly to do me. Maybe it was linked to the fact that I had probably made a big mistake walking into the stranger's house.
But the thunder...It has suddenly ceased.
"Then what do you want with me?" I question, my voice breathy. He seems to think thoroughly about my question.
Right now, I could reach out and touch the soft skin on his face, or even kiss him if I wanted to. Him being this close to me is terrifying, but at the same time, a part of me wants nothing more than to feel him against me...Wait, what am I thinking?
"If anyone...Anyone offers you a drink that looks like that, you don't take it," he says, as if he is able to predict the future and can see someone planning to force feed me the drink. I could have laughed in the moment. I could have taken it as a joke, but the look in his eyes suggests I shouldn't play around, when this is serious.
"Okay..." I mutter, still unable to move.
Casper waits for a moment, and I see a flicker of something in his eyes. Longingness? Sadness? It is masked in second, and he lets me go.
"I should go home," I tell him, anxious to get out of this house. His jaw clenches, and he leans over me, and for a second, I think he is going to trap me against the door again. Instead, he twists the doorknob, and swings it open.
"It is getting dark," he says, and I turn around to see he is right. But how? How does time pass so quickly around him? When I swear it hasn't even been an hour..."At least let me drive you home."
I did let him. Despite wanting nothing more than to say no, and walk back, an hour pushing through the undergrowth at night doesn't sound pleasant at all, and if I wander off the path...
I made him park further down the driveway, so my dad wouldn't question who I had shown up with. Perhaps he would demand to see Casper and intimate him as much as he does with everyone else in the town.
"So why did you come over in the first place?" Casper asks, as I was about to step out of his car. I pause. The true reason I had come over has been expelled from my mind the thunder struck, and hasn't reappeared until now.
I can't get out of this car until he knows. "I need you to stay away from me and Luca."
He looks surprised. Why do I feel so bad?
~TheaDad was sitting at the dinner table when I walked back inside.Despite the fact that he is slightly balding, and the scuff of dark hair on his chin suggests something like a beard, we look alike. Everyone says we have the same nose, and our eyes have the same dark tint around the outside.He smiles, setting his newspaper down on the table, letting me get a glimpse of the front page. Jessica's face was printed large scale, with a daunting title and most likely a degrading passage on how she was depressed and how it was suicide. If the town believed that, then no propaganda would surface, and everything would be okay."Hey honey," he greets, peering at me from behind his reading glasses. I smile at him warmly, dumping my backpack on one of the dining room chairs as I go to sit in the seat opposite him."I was just at June's," I
I woke again, and this time, it's morning.I sit up, mind awake in an instant. I'm not sure where I thought I would wake up, to be honest, but back in my own bed wasn't an option I had considered. Lifting my bed sheets, I see I am even dressed in my pajamas.I have never gotten out of bed so quickly.Pushing open my door, emerging into the lounge room, my best friend June sits on my couch, reading from a book as big as the bible. I stare at her in disbelief, as he glances up at me."About time you woke up," she says. Warily, I wander further into the room."What are you doing here?" I question, narrowing my eyes.For a moment, she looks offended. "I came to show you something."I sit beside her on the couch. I trust June...She is my friend, and would never do anything bad to me. Despite her
~Thea For a good second, I was stunned.I could have not believed him. I could have told him he was crazy, and that walked away. But not only did I see the truth in his eyes, he relayed what had happened to me with not a single falter in his voice, in his expression."What...What do you mean?" I ask, my voice breathy. "These people that you trust are planning something, Thea. Something terrible, and I need to get you out of here before they can-"Suddenly a hand clamps on my shoulder, tight. I jump, but don't bothering to turn around to see who is behind me, because I know it is my boyfriend. His touch is one I know, especially when he is angry."Thea, it is time to take you home."The look on Casper's face, in his eyes is something that is almost impossible to put adequate words to. It could almost be compared to utter malice brewing under his skin, and by the way his fists clench by his side, I can tell he is considering letting Luca get a taste."Don't go with him Thea," Casper s
I stare blankly at him. Whoever he is.He glances back at the road, paying attention to where he was driving for a second. But I couldn't help looking at him, letting the words process in my brain."Jasper is dead," I say clearly, more to myself then him. I wanted to hear the words so I could understand them, believe them. He shakes his head slowly. "I was dead, but not anymore."Out of everything that has happened today-with my boyfriend trying to kill me and my father disappearing-this just passes through me with ease. Perhaps I am just numb to everything right now with all the stress..."Many years ago, my father cursed me," he tells me, his words pronounced as he tries to get me to understand. "He turned me into a Phantom Wolf out of jealously. My own father did not want me to become Alpha, and as a way to not arise suspicion, he told everyone I had committed suicide, when really I was sent to be a Phantom with many others in the Pack."I just sat their, patiently listening."I a
The Love Pack is one of the colder Pack's. In fact, the sky is significantly darker here, suggesting it might likely snow. I huddle closer into my seat as we begin our drive into the Pack. "I wish you told me to bring something warmer with me," I note, gazing at the window. The houses here are exquisite. The entire place looks like something out of a fairytale. Lawns and gardens are kept neatly trimmed from behind white picket fences, with the horizontal slides of the exterior painted to contrast the eaves. People even walk the quintessential sidewalks, bundled up in soft fur coats and gloves. Everything here seems so cliche...Domestic."I'm sure we can find you something," Jasper tells me, glancing over at me while he drives. The speed limit here is tame, to match the pace everyone seems to be living at."This town is beautiful," I note, watching the people and places we pass by. "Their Alpha must be an amazing person."To my surprise, Jasper chuckles, and when I cast a glance at
~TheaThe house this girl lives in is nice. Much nicer than mine back at home. It dwarfs the other houses in the neighbourhood, standing tall against the sinking sun. Her wealth is obvious, I can't help but think, as Jasper lets me in through her front gate first. I watch as Jasper knocks on the door, and we wait. My backpack, full of clothes useless for this winter like weather is slung over my shoulder, making me feel more and more like a homeless person. I suppose that is what I am right now.The door swings open after I few moments of shivering on my part. Apparently the cold doesn't affect Jasper too drastically...Lucky, because this snow is doing things to me.The girl who answers strikes me straight away. Mainly, it is her stark contrast to a Love Pack member, like her ancestors never stepped a single foot out of the Pack to even be in the presence of someone foreign.Her eyes are like a glacier, although it is almost like calling the water in a swimming pool blue. Perhaps at
~TheaThe speed of shrugging on the jacket I bought earlier today with Jasper's money was legendary.Of course I didn't jump from the window like he did, due to the fact that I happen to be missing a certain power that would have allowed me to basically evaporate my body mass, before completely rearranging it again once I was on the ground. If I did try, I can be assured that I would most likely plummet face first into the snow, and break my nose or something.Instead I jog downstairs, trying to keep my steps light, but quick so I wouldn't wake Aria, or lose Jasper. Just as I had pulled my last shoe over my foot, I swung the door open and emerged into the night.After only a few hours, the snow was already thick on the ground, coating it in untouched ice crystals still fresh from the grey clouds above. Bare trees held the burden of the snow, that lay innocently upon the branches, stirred only by the crisp breeze that hit every so often. This Pack is beautiful, but skin shivering cold
~TheaPerhaps I would have been mad by the fact that Jasper blatantly refused to tell me anything about what I had just witnessed, had I not been so tried. The moment the bed was in my line of sight, I forgot Jasper would be sleeping next to me. The last thing I remember, was face planting into the softest of pillows. When I awoke the next morning, Jasper was dead asleep beside me. His torso was magnificently bare, and admittedly, I took a few moments to admire the smoothness of the perfectly sculpted muscles I am mockingly itching to touch with my bare fingers. The sun is rising, rays going to work on the thickly frosted windows, the remnants dripping down the window in the form of liquid lit by the encroaching daylight. Gentle oranges and subtle pinks dance across Jasper's face. His eyelashes brushing against his cheeks, his lips partly open. The bed sheet twists around his limbs, a contrast to his sun kissed skin. An Alpha, in a vulnerable position. I slip out of bed, wishing
~Jasper's "How the hell did you manage to get yourself in this situation?"Sighing deeply, I brace my hands against the table, trying to hold myself back from doing something irrational. Thea has been missing for over eight hour now, and we have no leads as to where Luca may have taken her. At this point, he could have taken her to any Pack, and we are still here in the Love Pack,.My jaw clenched. The internal battle I've committed to is weakening, but I won't stop for a second, until I'm with Thea again. I won't eat. I won't sleep."I was trying to be a good mate," I mutter, raising my gaze to his own. "How was I supposed to know this would happen?"The Alpha of Vengeance stood in front of me. Aside from me, he one of the oldest Alpha's that lives today. Kaden and I never used to hold the best relationship, but our disagreements have recently been resolved, and I now find him a valuable friend. With what has just happened, I believe he may be the only one who can assist me."So wha
~TheaLuckily for me, it wasn't snowing when I ventured outside. Already, from the moment I stepped out of Malik's home, I felt better. Just breathing in the crisp air, letting it filter all my thoughts thoroughly was a relief, and for the first time in awhile, my muscles began to relax, despite the difficulty of pushing through the snow on Malik's lawn. If I can just spend a few minutes walking around, then I can go back and hear Jasper out.Quite frankly, my mind had found it hard to fathom the fact that Jasper is my mate. An Alpha? My rational mind passes many things off as coincidence, but I know for a fact, that this is Fate.And now I know the true reason why he wanted me to escape so badly.By the time I reach the streets of the Love Pack, snow has seeped into my shoes, and realisation has hit that maybe the coat I grabbed isn't enough. At least the struggles through the snow had warmed me up enough to actually make my legs work. Everybody else that I walk past seem unfazed by
~TheaThere is no doubting, that everything has changed. That I am no longer how I was yesterday.Jasper stood behind me, staring into the mirror as I did. Something was so common between us, there is no mistaking it. Our eyes. Just looking at it made me want to claw my eyes out. That deep-set violet shade had taken over my once hazel eyes, infecting me with the colour I had admired about Jasper. Now it belongs to me too, although, it hardly amounts to what I see in Jasper's eyes. His are alight and dazzling, vivid with colour. Mine are still bland and rather lifeless.Still, there is an uncanny resemblance, which suggests that I'm not actually alive still. I'm not dead either. I'm just a walking body without beating heart."I'm a Phantom," I breath, running my fingertips down my cheek, that is an awful transparent colour. Perhaps if I had ever seen a dead person, I could relate myself to them, but Jasper is the closest I have gotten, and he is like a walking masterpiece.Jasper move
~TheaMy eyes closed at the same time the water closed around my face.The warmth of the water and the feel of Jasper's hands on my shoulders did nothing to quell the fright the instantly consumed me. My body wanted to retaliate, as my last gulp of air bubbles out of my mouth. The feeling was nothing like I had felt before, as I felt water slip between my lips, the water like a hand on my neck, slowly strangling the life out of me.Forcing my eyes open, I could see the shadow of Jasper looming over me, as he held my shoulders back against the bottom of the tub. I trust him...I have no choice.Involuntarily, as a sudden surge of fright for the lack of breath I was getting hit, my legs jerked up, my body convulsing in protest. The water stung my eyes, as I tried to see Jasper, to try to beg him to stop. Doubts ran through my mind, hurdling all the logic easily. This isn't comfortable...This isn't like falling asleep.Blinking through the water, I notice what is probably Malik, coming fo
~Thea I had always told myself that I wouldn't find my mate. There was an entire part of me that had accepted the fact that I would never feel those sparks, or be able to spend the rest of my life with someone I was made for. And there was no way I thought that my mate would ever be an Alpha. Let alone the Alpha of Devotion.However, there was no denying what was going on, with Jasper's hands cradling my face, his lips on mine...There were sparks there, and the undeniable voice in my head screaming, he's your mate!Stunned, I was still, trying to fathom the feeling. Sparks were a feeling I couldn't put words to. They spread from his hands, through his lips, right across my body, weakening my limbs, so I was completely open to the feeling. The tiny electric like jolts were almost relaxing, but at the exact same time, they enlightened a foreign feeling inside me.It was second nature, as I began kissing back, taking a part of me that controlled my conscious by surprise, but I shunned
~TheaInside the cabin was just as inviting as the outside. It was the small, the furnishings were subtle, and the entire place almost seemed to bundle you up in the fireplace-which Jasper's magic lit-warm embrace.The moment Jasper ushered me inside, I was awed by the entire thing. With wooden interior beams on the ceiling, that match what might suffice as wallpaper, the small space seemed warm, friendly, and inviting. Despite my wariness of what Jasper called faux, the rug on the floor looked softer than silk.Jasper took my jacket, as I shrugged it off. "And Malik, of all people created this?"The Alpha chuckled. He knew what Malik was like, and if I told him about the girl-Vanessa, or whatever her name is-then I'm sure he wouldn't be surprised. I just found it ironic that the Alpha of Love decided to spend his time with beautiful women warming his bed, rather than actually looking for his mate.I expected him, of all people, to hunt the entire land for her. "He did. There is a ro
~TheaJasper gave me some space, which I spent in the bathroom trying to make myself look nice. He promised me, that we would be going out, to make my last day alive good for me. I combed my hair through with my fingers, patting down the strands that stuck out in places. If I had a tie, I maybe would have braided my hair. Instead, I pushed it over my shoulders, and hoped it looked somewhat decent. My clothes were rumpled, but I didn't have Jasper's magic to conjure up clothes, and I wasn't about to ask him for a pretty dress or something.This will do. I can still wear clothes when I'm a Phantom.I refused to think about what was going to happen tomorrow. Today was all I could think about, as well as Jasper's enticing promise about something special tonight. I had no idea what it was, but he told me that it had to do with a secret he's been keeping.My insistent curiosity is going to keep me on edge about it all day, I know it.Rinsing my face, I wash the dried tears from my cheeks.
~TheaJasper paced in front of me.I sat on the edge of the bed, my leg stretched out in front of me. The blanket was still wrapped around my waist, but honestly, I don't care anymore. Too many things swim in my mind, trying to fit somewhere, but it was failing, leaving me feeling empty, and numb."I don't want to die," I say softly, watching Jasper as he thinks.Malik had given us some space to talk things through, to discuss how Jasper was going to end my life. However, the moment we were left alone, Jasper was starting to realise he was actually going to stop my heart from beating, and I realised this is really happening."I'm sorry to have dragged you into this mess," Jasper murmurs, finally coming to a stop. I've never seen him look so lost, so distraught in a situation. He isn't holding himself together as well as I have seen him do, and it doesn't help my jittering nerves.I sigh deeply, trying to get some breath into my lungs. "It's not your fault. It didn't, I would be dead b
~Thea"I-I...Me?"My hardly coherent stuttering didn't go unnoticed, in the way Malik smiled knowingly, and my cheeks reddened in response. Where has my brain gone? It seems to have melted under the heated gaze Malik assaults me with. The first flicker of salvation was like a knock on the back of my head with a very insistent fist. I've spent a lot of my life being intimidated by Luca, and I'm not about to show weakness like that in front of anyone again. Malik may be an Alpha, but I'm a woman who knows how to hold a gaze, and cover my emotions with an impassive cloth."Sorry you had to see that," he said coolly, standing back straight again. Clearly he was referring to Vanessa. "I'm sure you've been waiting for quite some time."My eyes narrow, as I respond a little too abruptly. "Not really."Malik watches me carefully, openly searching my face curiously. He was probably wondering what was behind the sudden change of tact, but I wasn't about to mention it. I knew what he was insinu