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Chapter 32 - Nova

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Alpha Derek and Luna Annalise are staring at me from the couch like I’m the missing link in their world to finally attain peace. I’m assuming that Ivan told them that I’m his mate, though I still don’t quite believe that. My wolf didn’t recognize him.

I mean, there is something about him that I can’t quite seem to be able to let go of. As much as he scares me, I also long for his touch.

And with my wolf not recognizing him…well, I’ve heard people say that their wolf has talked to them. That their wolf has a name. Things that their wolf thinks and feels and wants.

My wolf has never done that. I mean, every once in a while, I’ll get feelings of anger that seem to come from more than me. Especially when Roy was beating me. That’s when I would have bursts of defiance.

Sometimes I would fight back. Sometimes I would partially shift. It was inconsistent and I could never predict it. But it was there.

It made me wonder i
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Melody Cawthra
I have a feeling this isn’t going to be as easy as Ivan thinks it will be.
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Denina Armstrong
Yea no but Nova will change her mind.
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