61 - I can't control myself

I was confused about my own feelings, and I was scared of the unknown.

He said, "Don't think too much about it. Nothing will happen to me, but I fear what will happen to you." with concern in his voice.

It was my turn to reassure him, "I am okay my King. I can protect myself. I don't need any Alpha to protect me. I am capable of myself."

I asked him, "You know, why I was so excited about the training sessions?"

Alpha King didn't know, so he shook his head and said, "I don't know however I would like to know."

I explained, "I know I was exhausted and needed rest as I have linked other pack members so I was drained and needed energy but I was also excited about the training sessions."

He interrupted me and said, "You know you were exhausted and you still came?" He was so disappointed in me that you could see it on his face.

I walked over to him and sat on his lap, cupped his face with my hands, and said, "Listen please." He looked at me and nodded. He swallowed and his heart start