Michael's POVSaying goodbye to Julisa was the hardest thing. She stands here cling to me bawling her eyes out Shade finally walked over grabbing my shoulder "I got her bro." He says pulling her from my arms. I cringe watching him wrap his arms around her. I know he has a thing for her. I hold back my growl turning to climb in the SUV. Closing my eyes once I am not being able to stand watching him hold her any longer. I know he wouldn't ever do anything because he is my brother but it still bugs the shit out of me everytime I hear he is with her. I kept trying to get Jarus to train her but he would always tell Jarus he insisted he do it. With him being the pack Gamma Jarus would back off and let him. I couldn't Alpha command him to stop or it would cause issues with mom. So I grin and beared it. That's why I have to get this done now so I can spend more time with my mate and pups. Leaving Shade and Jarus behind with some warriors wasn't my favorite plan but I still needed someone her
Julisa POVI wake up feeling exhausted. I slept horrible without Michael. I slowly drag myself from bed and go to the closet getting dressed. I grab my shoes and drag my feet to the stairs. Stopping to hype myself up for the journey down. I groan grabbing the railing and slowly start the trek down. Stopping at the bottom to catch my breath. I make my way down to the field seeing Shade in the distance. I sit on my usual bench catching my breath and wait for him to come over to me. Shade makes his way over after finishing his conversation with Jarus. "Morning sunshine." He says with a smile. "Morning." I grumble back. He takes my shoes and starts putting them on. "Someone didn't sleep too well." Shade says. "No I'm sorry, I just can't sleep without him." I whisper. "It's okay Julisa I understand." Shade says helping me up. We then make our way over to the track. Shade stops letting me catch my breath. Then we start walking the 1.5 miles very slowly today as I feel so exhausted. We stopp
*****Trigger Warning For Loss*****Michael's POVWe finally pulled into our pack grounds driving right through the gate since no one was there to let us in anyway. I turned the travel time from Blood Lake pack to Shadow pack into a 4 hour drive. I stop the SUV right by the broken gate and shift into Erebus with everyone that was with me following suit. 'Where are the rogues we are here to help!' I shout into the pack link. There is no response back to me. I take off for the pack house. As we get closer I can see Jarus slumped over a body on the ground a few meters from the pack house. My running slows. No no I start shaking my head in denial it can't be Julisa it just can't. I pick back up my speed coming up next to Jarus. I shift back looking down at him. I look around and see a dead Alpha Smith a few more feet away. "Where is everyone?" Remy says next to me. "Remy!" A frantic scream is heard coming from the pack house. "Charity!" Remy yells back running to her.I bend down next to J
*****Trigger Warning*****Julisa POVI wake to an all to familiar bright white room. "Mom, Dad." I say into the whiteness. "We are here baby girl." I see mom appear and then dad. Mom wraps me in her arms then dad wraps his arms around us too. "Am I dead." I ask confused. "Not yet baby." Mom says taking a step back from me as they both drop there arms. "Buckwheat prepare yourself. What we have to tell you is not the best news." Dad says looking at me with sorrow in his eyes. "Oh god did Shade die." I say putting my hand to my mouth. "I'm afraid that answer is yes sweet girl." Mom says touching my cheek. "It's all my fault." I say as tears rush down my face. "Shhhh baby girl." Dad soothes coming around to rub my back. "Sweet heart do you remember what all happened?" Mom asks me cautiously. I stop thinking a little and it all rushes through me. "I'm in labour and he in....I...injected me with vampire blood. My babies." I say grabbing my stomach. Mom looks at me with tears in her eyes. "R
Julisa POVI woke up to Triton crying. "I got you buddy. Daddy's here." I hear Michael say as I assume he picks him up from the hospital bassinet. "I'll make him a bottle." I say rolling over slowly sitting up and stepping out of the bed grabbing the bottle they brought us and formula. "I wish I could just feed him." I sigh. "I know gorgeous, but you lost too much blood." Michael says watching me make the bottle. "I feel so worthless. I couldn't even do my job as a mom and save his brother." I say with a few tears slipping down my cheeks as I hand Michael the bottle. "Gorgeous, it's not your fault." He says putting the bottle in Triton's mouth. "I know, but I feel like it is." I say caressing Triton's head. "I know how you feel little fighter." Michael says looking at me with tears in his eyes.I go on my tippy toes and kiss his lips. "This wasn't your fault either." I say against his lips. He just nods his head slightly and takes my lips in another tender kiss. We both look down at o
Julisa POVMichael and I didn't leave the burial prye until after it was completely burned away. We walked back to the pack house after hand in hand with Triton back in Michael's other arm. Triton was the perfect baby. It was as if he knew exactly what we were doing and stayed quiet with Michael and I the entire time not once making a single noise. We made it back up to our room and Michael handed Triton back to me while he went to make a bottle. I walked into the nursery and put a fresh diaper on Triton and some cute monkey pajamas. I then walked back into our room and laid on our bed with him. Michael brought me the bottle and laid down next to us. We both just watch Triton eat quietly neither of us wanting to break the peaceful silence we had been surrounded in watching the burial prye burn. Once Triton was done eating I got up taking him into the nursery and Sat in the rocking chair rocking him to sleep. Once he was officially sound asleep I went back into our room to find the bed
Michael's POVI woke up with Julisa in my arms. I rolled out of bed and made my way into the bathroom. I am interrogating some more of the rogues we caught previously. I know they have information. I am hoping by letting them know that there was an attack but no attempt to rescue them that obviously whoever put them up to watch my pack doesn't give two shits about them. I finished my shower and walked out to get dressed. I kissed Julisa on the head and went into the nursery checking on Triton. He lay in his crib still sleeping. I smile at my little survivor lean down and kiss his tiny head. He makes a content sighing noise. I stand back up straight and walk back into our room looking at Julisa's sleeping form one more time before heading to the dungeon.I walk up to the entrance. "Good morning Alpha." The guards greet me at the same time. "Morning." I nod at them both. "Anything strange or different?" I ask the guards. They look at each other in thought then look back at me " We thoug
Julisa POVI woke up to Michael's pack announcement mind link. I yawn and stretch. I then hear a tiny whining noise and get out of bed making a bottle. I go into the nursery and lift Triton out of his crib. I feed him in the rocking chair humming to him as I do. Watching his amazing eyes light up with delight at the sound of my voice. He finishes eating and I burp him. Then take him into the changing room to change his diaper and get him dressed. I tickle his little belly as I change his diaper making him squirm with happiness. Once I have him dressed I lay him down on the floor in our room under a play toy while I get dressed. I then pick him up and head down for breakfast. I find Michael talking with Remy at the entrance to the dining room. "Good morning gorgeous." Michael says greeting me with a smile. I smile at him and go into his waiting arms. Michael squeezes me to his side so as not to squish Triton. He then takes Triton from me kissing him on the forehead. "Morning Luna." Re
Julisa's POVI wake up to the sun shining on my face and hear Triton in the nursery giggling. I smile and start to stretch stopping abruptly once a sharp pain shoots up my tummy. I grab my tummy and rub it hoping it will help the pain. Once it starts to subside I take in a deep breath. Feeling weird like I have felt this pain before I lay in bed thinking for a moment and then slowly slip from bed and go to the bathroom to pee. Once done I brush my teeth and wash my face going into the closet I almost pick a light green floral sundress and then stop myself remembering my dream. I then choose a dark blue sundress with a sunset on it. I go into the nursery and Triton giggles at me, "momma!" He shouts I smile and giggle at him walking over to the crib stopping just before I get there for a braxton hicks. Once it subsides I reach in and pull Triton from the crib he hugs my neck and then looks down at my tummy. "Ba baba." He says stopping me in my tracks I look at him puzzled and shake my h
Julisa's POVI fall asleep instantly with Michael's warm arms wrapped securely around me. I wake up to the sun shining down on my face and I can hear the giggles of Triton from the nursery. I smile and stretch stopping abruptly due to a sharp pain going up my tummy. I wrap my arms around my tummy and try to take in a deep breath. I know I have thought this before but whoever said Braxton Hicks are painless lied. Eos chuckles at my thoughts. When the pain finally subsides I slowly slip from bed. Going into the bathroom to pee and then brush my teeth and wash my face. I go into the closet and slip on a light green floral sundress and walk into the nursery. "Momma!" Triton shouts and giggles at me. I smile at him but stop part way to his crib due to another Braxton Hicks. I hold a finger up to Triton who watches me concerned. After a few seconds I am good and I pick Triton up from his crib. "Baaa baba." He says shaking his finger at my belly. I giggle at him and he hugs my neck. "Baby si
Michaels POVAs we get closer and closer to Julisa being due I worry more that we have not gotten a hold of Dustin Zeus. "You guys searched everywhere and he just disappeared again?" I ask Shane clenching my hand over the phone and taking a deep breath in to help calm me. "I'm sorry Michael both Martin and I searched all over where the sighting was but he just vanished." Shane says letting go of an angry sigh. "It does appear he might have been heading your way. With your permission I would like to come visit?" Martin asks me hesitantly. I ponder what he asked me for a few minutes. "I think having you come for a visit would be great. Julisa is due anytime now and having an extra person for security wouldn't be a bad idea." I finally say back to Martin. "Great it's settled then I'll arrive most likely in about 2 days." Martin says with a bit of excitement in his voice. "Both of you keep me updated if you find anything." Shane says before ending the call. 'Alpha Bravo will be visiting u
Julisa POV3 weeks laterMy tummy has grown rather fast the last few weeks as has Triton in his abilities. He is now almost able to use his telekinesis gift so quickly that Michael and I are not going to be able to catch things before he gets his little hands on them. He also learned how to walk just like we predicted he would. He was pretty clumsy at first but he is now to the point that I can see him being able to run here soon. I am just hoping that his hybrid abilities don't kick in until he is a little older. I don't think I could handle having to chase my little guy at vampire speeds just yet. "Are you ready Julisa?" Klair asks pulling me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I nod my head and smile at her. Just as she is putting the ultrasound wand in the gel the door opens and Michael walks on the room. "Sorry security meeting ran long." He said apologetically then bent down to pick up Triton from the stroller. Klair then turned on the screen and started the ultrasound. "Hea
Julisa's POVIt's been 3 weeks with no word or sightings of Dustin Zeus. Michael and I have still not let down our guard and continue to train our pack as if an attack can happen anytime. This morning after training we had exams for both Triton and I. I lay on the exam table while Klair squirts some gel on my baby bump and watch as the screen flickers to life once she lays the ultrasound wand in the gel on my tummy. Triton giggles beside me in Michael's arms. "Momma." He says then giggles again. I turn my head and see Michael chuckling trying to hold him back from getting to me. "Hang on buddy we are going to see baby sister then you can go back to mommy." Michael says through his chuckle. "Baba!" Triton squeals excited and stops struggling against Michael. I giggle and look back at the screen. Klair giggles too and then points to the screen. "Here is your sister Triton." She says as she points at the screen showing us the image of a sweet little baby. "I wanna see something." Michael
Julisa's POV*****Sexual Content*****I can feel the warmth from the sunlight creeping into our room on face. I rollover and pull the blanket up a little to block it out not ready to get up and greet the day. I hear Michael chuckle and then feel the warm sparks as he runs his hand down my back. I then feel his soft lips as he starts to kiss my shoulder and gives his mark extra attention. I moan and roll into his body to give him better access. He makes his way up my neck and smashes his lips to mine swallowing yet another one of my moans. I feel his chest vibrate as he growls wrapping his arms around my body moving me on to my back without breaking our kiss. His tongue wrestles with mine for dominance. Michael then nips my bottom lip as he kisses back down my neck to my chest. He stops for a second to remove my shirt and then is back on my chest with his lips sucking my breast and nipping it. I moan and arch my back up into him. He grabs my other breast with his hand and starts massag
Julisa POVIt was so nice to be home and to see everyone. I barely even remembered climbing into bed after feeding Triton. This morning Michael is announcing what happened at Alpha Desmond's and Alpha Bravos packs so our pack is aware of what is going on and why we are increasing training. I just finished up in the shower and walked out to the closet to get dressed. I could hear Triton in the nursery giggling at his silly grandma and grandpa. Klair was so excited for us to be back Michael practically had to pry Triton from her grip last night so we could feed him and put him in bed. I finished getting dressed and walked into the nursery to see Triton up on his hands and knees rocking but then giggling so hard at Klair that he fell down. I giggle at the sight and he turns to look at me with a huge smile on his face. "I can't believe how much he has grown." Klair says looking up from Triton at me. "I know it's crazy how big he has gotten and how fast he picks up on things." I say crouch
Michaels POVThe plane flight was long and tiring. I cannot wait to be back in our pack territory. I just have an uneasy feeling like something is not right. I look down at Julisa's beautiful heart shaped face and long eye lashes touching her cheeks as she sleeps. I run my hand down her silky long golden blonde hair and smile to myself. What I won't give to protect this feisty little fighter. I hear a grunt come from the car seat next to her and lean forward more so I can see down into it. Our little survivor is sleeping soundly as well. I smile at both of them it's funny how fast priorities change once she came into my life and then him. I lay back in my seat and close my eyes for a moment. I hear a ding and then the caption says, "we are making our descent to land." I check Julisa's seat belt and reach behind her to hold Triton's car seat as well. I feel a slight bump as the plane touches down. I release Triton's seat from my grasp and and lean into Julisa's ear. "Gorgeous we are he
Julisa's POVI awake to Triton giggling and sit up in bed. I look to the bassinet and don't see him in there. I sit up further and see him playing on the floor with his dangling ball toy. I then look and see most of our bags have been removed from our room already. I climb out of bed and grab a change of clothes and go into the closet to change. I come out with my pajamas in my hand placing them in the dirty clothes bag from last night. I then bend down and pick up my very happy boy. I hear the door open once I've got Triton in my arms and instantly know it's Michael that walked into our room. I turn and smile at him, he then wraps his arms around us both and gives me a quick kiss on the lips. Triton whines at this and Michael chuckles looking down at our son who is now glaring at him. "You have to share mommy Triton." Triton continues to glare at Michael and wrap's his arms around me making a growling noise at Michael. I giggle at our little boy and kiss him on the cheek making him s