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76. Boon and curse
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2021-07-20 19:29:54Alpha Fiama
"What do you mean?", I frowned. "As far I know Aren is doing all this because he just wants to satisfy his ego. Since I rejected him, he wants me to marry him so that he can torture me"
"Well, that can be a reason too. But there is another reason that you don't know, Fiama", she said, looking into my eyes. Her eyes were shaded and swollen. She looked so changed.
Truly, I never thought I would have to see this version of hers. But I was glad that she could see the shallow things and trying to make it up.
"Which reason?", I got a bit nervous. If there were more things for me to know, I didn't know much harmful it could be for me.
"This is something that Elson doesn't even know. That motive is still a secret to many", she said.
"Elson doesn't know? Then how do you.....", I couldn't understand the actual matter.
"From my father", she said. "You know my dad is the former gamma of Alpha Aren. He knows everything about him, every
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