To say I feel like a God right now as I drive on the interstate headed towards home would be an understatement. I’ve just secured a substantial amount of money by winning first place in bronc and bull riding.
Not only that, but Xeraphina’s training has also yielded results - she emerged victorious in the cattle roping competition, claiming first place. The instant she won, her excitement became contagious, as she leaped into my arms and planted a kiss on my cheek. The intensity of our one-sided mate bond caused my heart to race, and every fiber of my being felt as if it were on the verge of eruption.
As I drive for two hundred miles, I find myself with ample time to contemplate both my life and the words spoken by Xeraphina yesterday morning. After contemplating the matter for a while, I’ve decided to transfer my winnings into a separate account, rather than depositing them into the joint account that Charity and I share.
Once I arrive home, I plan to request a divorce and reveal the truth to Charity - that Xeraphina is my fated mate. It’s time to put an end to this charade that has been going on for two years. The moment has arrived for me to show my unwavering loyalty to my fated mate, even though Xeraphina remains unaware of our connection. However, there are only two weeks remaining before Xeraphina discovers everything, and I cannot bear the thought of her rejecting me. I refuse to let that happen, no matter what. I have got a lot of work ahead to gain Xeraphina’s trust and I plan to do everything possible to earn her love. She’ll accept me.
Charity is going to be pissed when I ask for a divorce, so I’m afraid of how she is going to react. She’s a fucking snake when she gets pissed off. But she’s treated me like shit the last couple of years. So it’s time for me to take a stand and get rid of her for good. Asking for a divorce is the best option since we don’t live as husband and wife, anyway. We sleep in separate bedrooms and lead separate lives. She spends my money, and that’s the only connection we have.
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Driving up the dirt road to our two-story mansion I built for Charity and me before getting married, I see that there are boxes stacked and scattered all over our massive lawn.
If I’m fortunate enough, Charity has decided to end this charade and move out. It’s possible that things will be smoother than I expected. If Charity moves out, it will simplify matters.
‘What’s going on?’ I asked my wolf Talon through our shared consciousness.
‘Hell if I know, Cassius. I told you many times not to marry that bitch of a woman. She’s not our fated mate, for one. Two, I’ve always hated that bitch. I have never once had a good feeling about her. She’s a spoiled ass devious bitch from hell, Cassius. And you’ve always been so blind to her ways. I hope she’s getting the hell out of dodge. That would make our lives a lot more peaceful,’ Talon states and growls, baring his teeth in anger.
Talon’s words resonate with the truth. Since we connected when I turned eighteen and discovered that Xeraphina is our mate, he has given me a lot of criticism. However, Xeraphina was only eleven years old, making it impossible for us to accept her as our mate. I had been in a relationship with Charity for over three years by then, and since her mate had not appeared, Charity and I stayed together. That was the biggest mistake I have ever made. I knew who my true mate was and should have waited for Xeraphina to come of age so that we could accept each other as mates. Marrying Charity was an enormous blunder that needs to be rectified as soon as possible.
‘Maybe you are right, Talon.’
Talon growls and wags his tail. Happy that Charity may be out of our hair for good. ‘Of course I am, human.’
Ascending the steps with my suitcases in tow, I grip the handle and twist it, eager to enter. However, much to my annoyance, Charity had locked the damn door. Irritated, I roll my eyes and set my bags on the ground, rummaging through my pockets in search of my keys.
“What the fuck’s going on here?!” I yell, then sigh in relief once my fingers have grasped the keyring and pulled them from my pocket. “I called her when I was fifteen minutes out. So Charity knew I was about to arrive,” I said to myself as I inserted the key into the lock. Frustration washed over me when it failed to unlock the door. “What the fuck?! I’m certain this is the correct key.” After attempting every key on my keyring, I realized she must have changed the locks. At that moment, I echoed the same question I had been pondering since I arrived: “What the fuck’s going on?!”
‘The lights are on inside, so I know she must be in there.’ I think to myself, then put my ear to the door to see if I can hear anything. Then I hear the unmistaken sounds of two people screaming in pleasure, fucking inside my house. The damn house I built with my two hands! Hell no!
So, without thinking twice, I pounded on the door, shouting at the top of my lungs. “You better get your ass down here and unlock this damn door within the next minute, Charity! Otherwise, I’m breaking into my damn house! I’ll break this damn door down if I need to!”
My relentless yelling and door banging continue, but the noises from inside show no signs of ceasing. “That’s it! I’m coming in!” With a burst of force, I slam my body against the door three times, causing it to collapse inward onto the ground. I can’t believe that damn bitch is stupid enough to bring an outsider onto our land!
I huff and puff as I sprint up the stairs, bust down her bedroom door and pull the creep who’s deep inside Charity off of her. He flies against the wall, creating an enormous gaping hole. Charity screams, pulls some covers over her and cowers against her headboard.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” I yell as I move towards her. “I don’t give a crap what you do when you go out of town. But you know you’re not supposed to do that shit here! Why the hell couldn’t I get into my house?! The home I built with my own two hands!”
“H… H… He…”
“Spit it out, for fuck’s sakes!”
“He’s my fated mate!” she screams and tries to hide her head in a pillow.
“Well, I hope that shit outside in the boxes is all your crap! Get the rest of your shit packed up and get the hell out of here! This works out well for me, because I was going to tell you I wanted a divorce, anyway! You better look into getting a job, because I’m no longer funding your spending habits! From this day onwards, that’s your mate’s duty!”
She chuckles and shakes her head. Then climbs down from the bed to check on her mate. “Cassius, all that shit outside is yours. This house is mine. You built it for me. Remember. You can fight me. But the Alpha and Luna will be on my side, since I have found my fated mate.”
“I built this house for us!” I yell and punch the wall above them, creating another vast hole in the wall. Catching my bearings, I pinch my nose and glare up at the ceiling. “You know what, Charity,” I say, grinning down at her. “You aren’t worth the headache anymore, anyway.” I say, chuckling. “You’ve been nothing but a bitch to me since we decided not to mark each other. All you do is complain, whine, and spend my hard-earned money. I’m a beta wolf and you are a mere omega.” Sniffing the air, I chuckle upon realizing her fated mate is also an omega from a neighboring pack from the next town over. “And your fated mate is an omega as well,” I say, shaking my head as I walk towards the door. “Keep the house. I’ve found my fated mate as well, and I will build a much bigger house for us and the many pups we will have. Good luck with paying the bills. Because you aren’t getting a single penny from me from now on. The lifestyle you love so much is over, Charity.”
‘Can you believe the nerve of that…’ shaking my head in disbelief as I make my way to my room. ‘Woman!’ I ask Talon as I open my bedroom door and flick on the light.
‘You mean bitch, right? Good riddance to her. Now we can concentrate on our true fated mate,’ Talon says back, disappearing into my mind.
As I search my room, I notice it’s bare, except for my bed and furniture. Charity has packed all of my clothes and belongings into boxes. It occurs to me she may have only stayed with me and married me for my money. ‘Good luck with everything, Charity,’ I thought to myself.
‘I guess we’ll be moving back into the pack house, Talon,’ I say within our shared consciousness.
‘That’ll put us closer to our mate. We never should have moved out to begin with.’
After conversing with Talon a while, I separated our link and mind link Alpha Joseph.
XERAPHINAI’m in the middle of sharing the news with my mother and father about my first place win in calf roping, when dad’s attention drifts away as he receives a mind link. He rises from his seat and exits the room, forgetting about me. Mom shoots me a sympathetic look before rushing off to find out what’s happening. I should be used to this by now, but every time it happens, I can’t help but feel upset.Getting to my feet from the couch in the spacious lounge area of the pack house, I make my way towards the kitchen. Now is the ideal moment to indulge in some comfort-food. It’s remarkable that I haven’t morphed into a whale yet. Thank the moon goddess for these werewolf genes that course through my system. Or I wouldn’t keep my toned figure. As I pry open the freezer, I retrieve a gallon of rocky road ice cream and embark on a quest to find a spoon.As I’m making my way back to the lounge area, grateful it’s late and everyone else in the massive mansion is asleep. The door bursts
XERAPHINAThe past two weeks have flown by, leaving us in a constant state of chaos. The reason for all this madness is that Charity’s mate was from one of our neighboring rival packs. Despite having the scent of an omega, he has secured his position as a gamma within his own pack. In the werewolf hierarchy, a gamma holds the third rank and authority. My father believes he has not yet undergone the blood ritual to solidify his position as a gamma. It remains a mystery how he accomplished such a feat, especially considering the previous gamma of the Howlers Moon Pack was a cruel and oppressive leader. It’s unheard of for an omega to defeat a gamma, which makes this situation more extraordinary and perplexing.Charity is determined to remain in the mansion constructed by Cassius, refusing to leave despite her mate’s pleas. Despite his efforts to do what is right, she remains stubborn. As a result, the Beta from the Howlers Moon Pack, accompanied by a few of their warriors, has been caus
CASSIUSI’ve exhausted all my efforts to reach out to Xeraphina since all that went down yesterday. But as soon as she catches a whiff of my presence, she scurries away in the opposite direction. Among all the events that unfolded, Xeraphina’s rejection stung the most. Thankfully, she didn’t outright reject me as her mate. That alone was a slight relief. However, since she slammed her door, shutting us out, Talon and I have been in disarray, feeling like death ran over twice on the highway.Xeraphina’s words linger in my mind, piercing like a winter wind. Her voice had held the weight of countless shattered dreams. Talon’s howls in my head reflect the turmoil in my heart; they are never ending and I don’t blame him. I wish I could yell to the universe my current anguish, but I can’t.Deep down, a knot tightens in the pit of my stomach, as if warning me of the rejection that awaits me once Xeraphina forges a bond with her wolf. The mere thought of it sends a shiver down my spine. But d
CASSIUS“Well, I know that now. But I didn’t know that then. So I kept everything to myself and stayed away from Xeraphina as much as I could. Especially after I got married.”“I’ll have a conversation with her. She was born at one in the afternoon, so her transformation could happen anytime between now and then. Once she shifts into her wolf form and has some time to unwind, I’ll arrange for the two of you to meet. That way, you can discuss everything and resolve any issues. I just wanted to speak with you beforehand to understand your perspective on the situation. She’s been crying non-stop since she woke up.”“I would be forever grateful if you could help me Luna.”“Cassius, it’s important for you to understand that Xeraphina accepting the mate bond will not happen overnight. It will take months, and it’s something you will need to endure. It would have been easier for you if you hadn’t been involved with other women the past few years. You know that one of Xeraphina’s friends rece
CASSIUSInstead of making my way back to the ballroom in the basement of the pack house, I change course and head towards Xeraphina’s room. I don’t care if I have to talk to her through the door. There are so many things that need to be said before she connects with her wolf and shifts for the first time. I’m prepared to apologize on my hands and knees, even kissing her feet if necessary. It is crucial that I mend the rift between us.As I hurried down the hallway, the sound of a piercing scream echoed, transforming into a haunting wolf’s howl reverberating through my ears. The intensity threatened to shatter my eardrums. In that moment, a captivating scent enveloped me, a blend of sweet honeysuckle, the refreshing scent of rain, and the earthy aroma of the forest. The scent is more alluring than ever before and I know that it’s Xeraphina who is transforming into her wolf. A mix of overwhelming happiness and anxiety envelopes my core. Ignoring the discomfort, I sprinted the last few s
XERAPHINAThe excruciating agony pulses through every fiber of my being, intensifying with each piercing scream and howl that escapes my throat. My hands revert to their original state, only to twist and shatter once more. I feel like at any moment my heart will go into shock and I’ll die. It would be nice if I died, so this excruciating pain would end.As my door swings open, a captivating aroma fills the room, surpassing any scent I have ever encountered. It’s an incredible blend of salty ocean air, juicy watermelon, and a hint of rich chocolate. For a moment, I find solace from the torment that consumes me, but it fades as the searing pain resumes its merciless assault. It feels as though every nerve, cell, and bone in my body is being torn apart, creating an unbearable and unrelenting sensation. Even my internal organs seem to undergo a disturbing transformation, and I could throw up at any moment. However, the thought of vomiting is impossible since I haven’t eaten since yesterda
XERAPHINAI have never experienced such exhilaration in my entire life as when Xariah and I dashed through the woods. Even the excitement of cattle roping in rodeos pales in comparison. For four long years, I have eagerly awaited this moment. The shock and disappointment of discovering that Cassius was my mate, as revealed by Charity, no longer burdens my thoughts. I am finally free! Xariah, my incredible wolf counterpart, exceeds all my expectations and is everything I have ever wished and prayed for from the moon goddess.Xariah stops for a moment, sniffing the air, panting to cool off. Her ears perk up at the sound of a nearby stream and lick her chops. ‘The first shift always takes a lot out of the wolf and human. I need a drink before going any further.’‘That would be nice. We could see what we look like in full form, Xariah. The stream isn’t too far away. Let’s go,’ I say through our shared consciousness, smiling.Xariah’s tail wags furiously as she yips with glee, her joyful h
XERAPHINAIn an instant, a searing pain slices through my chest, causing me to hunch over, clutching my heart. The anguish grips me beyond any pain I have ever felt before, as if squeezing the very life out of me. It’s worse than the pain I felt when I was transforming into my wolf for the first time.It was wrong of me to reject Cassius. He has been a part of my life since I was born. Cassius has seen me through every milestone growing up. Even as I went through my preteen stages and then became a teenager. Cassius was even there for me when I was shifting into my wolf for the first time. He’s been there for me forever until he got married to Charity. Then he cut all ties with me until two weeks ago. Two years without Cassius by my side and the whole time, he knew I was his fated mate. I don’t understand why Cassius has done this to me. He rejected me before I could even understand what was happening. I became nothing to him when he married Charity. Just like I became nothing to my