Iris and Charlotte stood on the steps in front of the packhouse as Jared parked the car. Charlotte ran down the steps and into Jared’s arms as she hugged him tightly and he’d barely had a chance to get out of the car.
I walked up the steps as I looked at Iris. Today was her eighteenth birthday and acceptance ceremony. She didn’t look like someone who hadn’t seen their bonded half in three weeks and I wondered if something had happened.
“Happy Birthday Iris,” I whispered as I reached her and she finally smiled at me.
“Welcome home Alpha,” she said and then she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me hello.
She followed me upstairs to my room where I unpacked my suitcase and then lay on my back on the bed next to where she was sitting. I was utterly exhausted and I knew Jared was too. We hadn’t slept much the last week as we rushed to finalize things to be back in time for tonight’s ceremony.
“You should rest before tonight,” she said as she gave me a kiss on the cheek.
“I’m planning to, this was a week from hell,” I said to her.
“What happened?” she asked me.
“Ousted an Alpha, killed some rogues and then we had to hand over to the Beta who had no idea his Alpha was conspiring with rogues,” I said. I left out the part about my father because I hadn’t spoken to my mother and Kat yet and they deserved to be the first to know.
“I’ll come wake you when it’s time to get ready for tonight,” she said.
“I love you Iris,” I said to her as she stood up.
“I love you too, more than you know,” she said and blew me a kiss from the door.
I slept for four hours and Axel was quiet the entire time. I wasn’t sure what was up with him or if he was just satisfied with our last assignment. Inspections rarely led to ousting and killing but I knew that he was proud of the revenge we took for our father.
I was awake and already showered when Iris came to wake me with coffee. I thanked her and she left right after that and I quickly got dressed so that I could speak to Kat and my mom. I knew my timing sucked but they had to know that the ones responsible were dead.
I knocked on my mother’s door and took a deep breath to calm myself. I heard Kat in her room as well and now I felt nervous.
“Oh it’s just you,” Kat said as she opened the door wider and I walked inside.
My mother was sitting in front of her vanity putting the finishing touches on her make up and she turned and smiled as I sat down on the edge of her bed.
“You look beautiful Mom,” I said to her.
“Did you come here to tell me you’re having second thoughts?” she asked me.
“Why would I have second thoughts?” I asked her totally unprepared for this conversation.
“I just thought… never mind, did you need something?” she asked me.
“I know the timing sucks but I wanted to tell you before you heard the rumors,” I said to her.
“I knew something wasn’t right with her,” she said.
“With whom?” I asked her.
“Mom, geez let him talk,” Kat said as she sat down next to me.
“I found the rogues responsible for Dad and Jared and I killed them,” I said to her.
“All of them?” she asked me.
“No, the Alpha Rogue is still out there somewhere but the man I saw kill my father is finally dead,” I said to her.
“I’m glad you can find some peace with that,” she said to me.
“Okay so what were you talking about?” I asked her.
“It’s Iris,” she said and Kat rolled her eyes.
“Mom, don’t,” she said.
“What about Iris?” I asked her.
“I don’t know, I think you should wait with this whole ceremony, she’s not the girl I remember,” she said.
“She’s my bonded half, the one made for me, the sooner you accept her the better,” I said and stood up.
“Damon…” she said.
“No Mom, this is my life, you know how the bond works, I didn’t choose her, we were chosen for each other,” I said to her feeling a little angry.
“Mom, just leave it,” Kat said.
“Do you feel the same way?” I asked Kat.
“Yes,” she said softly.
“Get over it and put a smile on your faces even if it’s fake,” I said and left the room.
I made my way downstairs and found Jared pouring himself a drink. He handed me his glass when he saw the look on my face and I gulped it down quickly.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked me.
“No,” I said to him and handed him the empty glass back.
“Do you want to drink about it?” he asked me.
“Yes,” I said with a laugh as he smiled at me.
“Here’s to us, another successful assignment and to a bright future for you and Iris,” he said as we clinked our glasses together.
Ten minutes later the ballroom filled up with our guests and Jared and I made our way towards the raised dais where the ceremony would take place. Everyone was seated and we turned as the music slowly filled the room and the doors at the back opened up.
Iris came walking down the aisle in a cream colored dress that clung to her perfectly. My eyes caught my mother’s and she looked away sadly. Iris was smiling as she reached me and I took her hand and helped her up the two steps to stand next to me.
“Members of the Woods Clowder, friends and guests, welcome to this auspicious occasion as our Alpha finally takes and acknowledges his mate for all to see. We gather here tonight to join these two in our sacred union by marking and accepting each other as bonded halves for the rest of their lives,” Elder Isaac said as he welcome our guests and started the ceremony.
“By joining your blood and accepting the sacred vows you will unite this clowder as two leaders equal to each other, to rule side by side to the best of your abilities, to give each what the other needs, to be the lesser one in times of war, to protect and to love, to nourish and cherish for all your days,” he said.
“I do,” Iris answered.
“I do,” I said.
“With this cut I will now mix your blood so that you may strengthen each other and for Iris Howell to be recognized as the Lady of this clowder,” he said.
We raised our palms upwards and he made a swift cut across our hands and we turned them simultaneously so our blood could drop into the goblet below. When it was half filled he looked up at us and smiled briefly before handing the goblet to Iris.
“By drinking this blood I acknowledge and accept Damon Woods as my eternal mate, the responsibilities that is his shall now also be mine,” she said and drank half of the contents.
“By drinking this blood I acknowledge and accept Iris Howell as my eternal mate, the responsibilities that is hers shall now also be mine,” I said and emptied the goblet.
“You may now mark Iris as yours in front of these witnesses so that your bond may strengthen,” he said.
Iris stepped forward and bent her neck for me as I felt my canines push forward and I bit down on her shoulder. My mark would start to appear after we’d consummated the ceremony and our scents would mingle so that we partially smelled of each other.
“It is done, I give you Lady Iris and Alpha Damon Woods,” Elder Isaac said as loud applause broke out and we turned around to look at our clowder. The bite mark was already starting to heal and now we would be bonded together until one of us died.
“Let the celebrations begin!” Jared said loudly as he hugged his sister and then hugged me.
Iris had outdone herself and everything looked amazing and of course it was all according to her taste but I didn’t mind, I just wanted her to be happy. We danced and ate and celebrated with our friends until late into the next morning.
My mother and Kat congratulated us but after an hour I saw them leave the ballroom to retire for the night and that angered me. I would talk to them when I had a chance again, their disrespect wouldn’t go unnoticed.
I followed Iris upstairs and I was glad that she wasn’t nervous. The ceremony had to be consummated and the pack would know when we did since our scents would mingle and her mark would become permanent. It would also strengthen the bond to such an extreme that I would relate to her feelings like an empath would.
“Are you happy?” I asked her.
“Beyond happy,” she said as we stood in the darkened room.
We started undressing each other and we took our time, exploring the other’s body as we went along. This was our first time being intimate with each other and I didn’t want to rush her. Having sex for the first time should be memorable for her and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt her.
“I won’t break Damon,” she whispered as I laid her down on the bed.
“I don’t want to rush you,” I said softly.
She pushed herself up on her knees and took me in her mouth, expertly gliding her mouth and tongue up and down. She knew exactly what she was doing and I should have put the pieces together then but I didn’t.
I pushed her down on the bed and spread her legs with my knees as she grabbed a hold of me and guided me inside her. There was no obstruction and she started moving her hips to the rhythm that suited her while she closed her eyes. Her hands lay by her side like she was avoiding to touch me.
“Harder Scott,” she whispered and my body froze as I pulled out.
Her eyes widened as she realized what she had just said as I stood up from the bed and pulled my pants back on. Axel was growling furiously in the back of my mind. I couldn’t even look at her because I might just kill her.
“Damon…” she began but stopped after saying my name.
“Get out,” I said to her.
“I can explain,” she said as I grabbed her arm and pulled her off my bed.
“I said get out,” I said calmly as my eyes changed colour.
“Don’t do something you’ll regret,” she said to me.
I pulled her towards the door and threw a robe at her. I watched her as she pulled it on and I opened the door and pushed her outside. She stood there looking at me as I closed the door in her face and I walked to the balcony and opened every door and window to get her scent out of my room.
“Good morning Alpha,” Jared said as he breezed into my office looking a bit surprised to find me there. Usually newly mated couples didn’t leave their rooms for at least two days as they became acquainted with the strength of the bond.“Morning,” I said somewhat rudely to him. What happened wasn’t his fault, but Iris was his sister and I had to wonder if he knew about this other guy.“I’m surprised to find you in the office already working,” he said as he picked up the landline and ordered coffee for both of us.“Work waits for no man,” I said to him.“Damon… what’s going on?” he asked me.“Did you know?” I asked him. He was my best friend and I had to know the truth even if I had to make him submit.“Know what?” he asked me with a frown.“That your sister is in love with someone else,” I said to him.“Bullshit,” he said with a laugh.I kept quiet and just looked at him trying to read his emotions and the expression on his face which was one of disbelief. I wanted so badly to believe
The following morning I felt like a different version of me, the me I used to be before imprinting on Iris and playing nice for a year just to be duped. I had a smile on my face as I got dressed and so far I had successfully ignored Iris’s phone calls and texts.I walked to the Council Headquarters again and this time the man behind the counter just waved me through and I took the elevator up to the nineteenth floor again. Natanya stood on the other side and welcomed me to the Council.“Good morning Alpha Woods, Miss Catherine is in Conference Room One awaiting your arrival,” she said like we hadn’t done a few inventive things the previous night.“Thank you Natanya,” I said as she showed me to the conference room.“Miss Catherine, Alpha Woods is here to see you,” she said as I followed her into the room.She gave me another smile and then left us alone. Catherine was standing by the windows looking out over the city of New York and I could tell she was very nervous.“Good morning Cath
“Tell me about your pack,” Catherine asked me.We were driving out of New York and it was eight am. The Council had tried to stop me but in the end with Catherine saying that she wanted to go with me, it sealed the deal.“Firstly, we don’t have a pack, we’re called a clowder,” I said to her.“Sorry,” she said and I laughed.“Don’t worry about it. You already met Jared, my Beta, and then there's Connor who’s my Gamma, the rest of the clowder are warriors and members. We don’t refer to people as Omegas and we function just like a normal pack would. People have jobs and houses and our territory is enclosed like a gated community,” I said to her.“And what about the Alpha family?” she asked me.“My mother’s still alive, her name’s Sara and then I have a younger sister Kat,” I said to her.“I’m sorry,” she said.“For?”“The loss of your father,” she said as she quickly glanced at me.“It was a while ago, but thank you,” I said to her. “What about you?”“I don’t know who my parents were, I
Iris never came back that night and I fell asleep alone feeling like shit. I had blamed her for something that actually had nothing to do with me and then I went and hurt her in the worst way bonded halves could hurt each other.“Who ate your porridge?” Jared asked as he joined me at the table in the dining hall.“Iris and I spoke last night,” I said to him.“And?” he asked me.“I was an idiot,” I said to him as he laughed.“So why do you still look like this?” he asked me.“Because I was so hell bent on what she did before we imprinted that I wanted to hurt her back,” I said to him.“Did you sleep with someone in New York?” he asked me his voice changing.“Yes,” I said as he stood up and took a swing at me, his fist connecting with my jaw.The whole dining room fell into deafening silence as I stood up from the floor and Jared readied himself to take another swing.“The first one was fair game but come at me again and I won’t hold back,” I said to him.Jared lunged for me as I grabbe
Four months later…Jared and I had just parked the car in front of the packhouse after an assignment and we had spent three days in a forest sleeping in our cat forms tracking rogue wolves. We had found nineteen and killed them all after getting the information from them that we could.“Welcome back,” Iris said as we walked towards the steps.“Did you miss us?” Jared asked her.“Maybe,” she said as she looked at me.I walked past her into the house and up the stairs to my bedroom. Iris had started talking to me but she hadn’t moved back into our room since that night but slowly she was warming up to me. Her mark had long ago faded now but I could still feel the bond when I was in her proximity.I had thrown the duffel bag on the floor by the foot of the bed and started undressing as I opened the faucets of the shower. I stood under the hot water as I felt the wounds from that morning burn as the water cleansed them. My right arm was completely covered and I had ten new marks on my lef
I sat in my office and stared out of the window as the shock of what the doctor had told me washed over me. Jared was ecstatic, I was less so. I still felt numb and I heard the office door open and I smelled Kat as I turned around in my chair.“Congratulations brother,” Kat said and offered me a small smile.“Please don’t,” I said to her.“Jared can’t stop smiling,” she said as she sat down.“It’s not mine Kat,” I said to her.“What?” she asked me suddenly looking furious.“We only completed the bond a month ago, if it was mine she’d be four weeks pregnant, not ten,” I said to her.“What the fuck,” Kat whispered.I didn’t answer her, there was nothing I could say. I felt too damaged and used to even comprehend how I should react never mind what I was supposed to do now. I wanted to throw up and even worse was that I wanted to kill her, humiliate her like she’d done with me.“Damon! She’s awake!” Jared said excitedly as he popped his head into my office.“I can’t even think straight ri
I had called for a trial gathering but nobody except Kat, Jared, Connor and the two guards guarding Iris knew what was going on. The Elders had tried talking to me numerous times but I refused to meet with anyone except those directly involved in this.Everyone had gathered in the ballroom which had now been converted into a trial room for the day since it was the only room big enough to have the entire clowder present. Kat sat on a chair to my left and Jared to my right.I stood up and cleared my throat as the room fell into silence and I looked at the two Elders who were seated to the left of Kat.“Good morning Woods Clowder,” I began as everyone bowed their heads and I relaxed my aura. I linked Connor to bring Iris up from the dungeon and I waited until he told me that he was outside the door.“Please bring the prisoner forward,” I said loudly as the doors opened.Connor walked in with his hand on Iris’s arm and gasps ran through the clowder as they watched her being marched forwar
At ten pm we had all shifted into our jaguars and hid in the canopies of the trees high above the forest floor. All the women, children and the elderly had been moved to the safe room in the clowder house at eight pm.We were scattered throughout the northern side forest and we would watch them as they entered our territory. I smelled them first and I gave the order to remain quiet and ready. The scouts reported their movement as they neared our border exactly where Iris said they would come from but the other scouts on our other borders remained quiet.It seemed that he had brought his whole force to this side. That was really stupid of him, we waited as they entered through the forest in their human form and slowly started making their way forward. Winston stopped two trees away from where I was and the men huddled around him.“Kill everyone, leave the Alpha for me and make sure you kill Iris,” he said in a low voice.They started creeping forward and I saw the warriors as they jump
I stood in the front of the ballroom as Connor grinned at me. Soft music was playing and the ballroom was packed to capacity. The doors opened and everyone turned simultaneously to catch a glimpse of her.Finley walked towards me as Archer held her hand and Griffin held her other hand. He had just started walking and his happiness was bubbling over. I couldn’t breathe properly as I looked at them, the two people that I loved the most in this world.“Members of the Woods Clowder, friends and guests, welcome to this auspicious occasion as our Alpha takes and acknowledges his true fated half for all to see. We gather here tonight to join these two in our sacred union by accepting each other as bonded halves for the rest of their lives,” Elder Matthews said as he welcome our guests and started the ceremony.Elder Matthews had been appointed as one of our Elders just a month ago and I was surprised that I really liked him as he proved his loyalty and his worth to all of us.“By joining you
DamonI couldn’t believe Finley let me mark her. The bond that had snapped in place was even stronger than the one we had previously shared and I woke up the following morning feeling like myself again. I had waited months for her to start treating me like a person again.I had loved her the first time before the bond and I loved her again the second time after I remembered her, all without the bond. I had been mean to her, but it was all to just keep her with me. I didn’t want her not to be in my life and the thought of her dating some other man nearly choked me as the pain ripped through me.I knew she was awake even though her back was to me. We were still in her bed and the sun would start making its appearance soon. I breathed her scent in as I placed my face in the crook of her neck and I felt her shudder.“What have we done?” she asked me softly.“What we should’ve done months ago,” I said.“We fight more than anything else,” she whispered.“Not really, we only fight when we’re
FinleyAfter our little confrontation in the kitchen Damon seemed to avoid me at all costs. We’d bump into each other during the night as we both got up for Griffin and I implemented a system where I’d get up for him before midnight and Damon would get up after midnight.I was mad at him but worse than that was that I was hurt. I understood his need to be a part of Griffin’s life but he had no right to interfere in mine. I just had one problem with everything that was going on, I still found him attractive and that infuriated me as well because I was sure the asshole knew it.He’d walk around the house with no shirt on and a few times he caught me staring at him. My feelings towards him varied between being in love and really hating him. Our routine consisted mostly of him cooking all the meals since he didn’t trust me in the kitchen and me doing things like the laundry.I had moved my laptop back down to the basement where I wrote in the past but I promised myself I wouldn’t give him
DamonI organized someone to come to East Whiteland and drive Finley’s car back to St Albans. She was quiet as we drove away from the house and I promised her that someone would pack it up and bring it in a truck back to St Albans.“I think we should move into your house,” I said to her.“You mean your house,” she said as she looked out of the window.“I meant our house,” I said to her.“Will you be sleeping in the basement?” she asked me and I grinned at her.“How big a house do you want?” I asked her.“Four bedrooms at least,” she said.“Why?” I asked.“My room, Griffin’s room, your room and an office, I still write Damon,” she said to me sounding somewhat bitter.“Finley, this is only going to work if you really give it a chance, I’m willing to do that for Griffin, aren’t you?” he asked me.“You know I’ve had just about enough of your insults and making me feel like I’m not good enough to be his mother. I did all of this alone, without any of your help,” she said angrily.“Can you
FinleyI didn’t dare call Archer again, knowing that Damon was there at the packhouse. My days spent with Griffin was absolute bliss. Every morning we went for a stroll in the park as I pushed him in his stroller and got to know the area better.Our house looked more lived in now and my house had been sold after being on the market for one day, above asking price. I didn’t care who bought it, I was just glad that Griffin and I had settled down now. I had phoned my friends and told them where I had settled down and they promised to come and visit soon.“Hi there,” a man said and I turned around as I looked at him.He was supernatural and I got the idea that he was feline but I couldn’t be sure. He obviously greeted me since he sensed that Griffin was feline too and that I was a familial.“Hi,” I said and looked around.“I’m sorry, it was just so odd finding a familial with a feline baby,” he said with a smile, “I’m Arthur.”“Finley,” I said as I shook his hand warily.“I won’t bite, I
DamonI watched Finley’s house for the rest of the night but she never came back. I continued to watch her house for the rest of that week and eventually I drifted off to sleep only to be tortured in my dreams. In the first dream she was straddling me, naked, as I held on to her hips. In a split second I was in the ocean looking back at her, then I was picking her up from the floor covered in blood, throwing her over my shoulder in a bar.In yet another dream I told her I loved her as we held hands and walked into the Council building in New York, the dreams were random and there were no order to them. I dreamt about my hearing but in this dream Finley was there as I was sentenced.In the last dream I had her pushed against a shower wall, her legs wrapped around me as my canines pushed into her shoulder and I marked her. I sat up straight in my bed as sweat covered my forehead and Axel growled in my head.“She’s our bonded half,” he said as the memories he had stored flooded through m
Finley“Finley, I’m so sorry,” Connor said as Damon slammed the front door closed.“Why would you tell him that?” I asked him.“He wouldn’t let it go, he had me up against the wall, slamming my head in!” Connor defended himself.“I’m sorry,” I said to him as he sat down and I took the first aid kit out of the cupboard.“It’ll heal, don’t worry,” he said but I cleaned it anyway.“You shouldn’t have said anything, he doesn’t remember Connor,” I said to him.“I know and I’m sorry because now everything’s a shit storm,” he said as he looked down.“It’s okay,” I said to him.“I’ll go finish the crib, it’s almost done,” he said as he stood up.I sat in the kitchen for almost an hour before Connor was done. He came back downstairs with his toolbox and picked up his jacket where I’d hung it over one of the barstools. He looked at me before putting his jacket back down.“I can stay with you,” he offered.“I’ll be fine,” I said to him.“I don’t know, Damon was pretty angry when he left,” he sai
DamonIt felt odd talking to Finley and for some reason I actually talked to her, normally I didn’t really like other people but she was easy to talk to and I guess it helped that she already knew what I was. I kept myself busy with stripping the inside of the house and starting with one room at a time, retiling, painting and so forth.I sat and waited for her to go on her afternoon walk but she didn’t leave the house for the rest of the week and I wondered what she did all day. I worked myself tired so that I could sleep at night, although I was sleeping better here than I was at the packhouse.I was just finishing my cup of coffee to head to the store to buy more tiles when I saw Connor’s truck park in front of her house. I watched him as he climbed out and frowned when he hugged and kissed her hello, touching her stomach and then it all fell into place.He was the father of her baby. That would account for him being so closed off in my presence, this was what he was hiding! Instant
FinleyI couldn’t control my beating heart. I could literally hear the blood rushing through my veins. He was here, he’d been standing just here a second ago before leaving. He must think I’m insane for staring at him like that! I couldn’t believe it, Damon was back.“He doesn’t remember me,” I whispered to myself as I felt my heart breaking just a little.I blinked away the tears as I sat down in the living room and rubbed my hand over my protruding stomach. I was thirty-two weeks pregnant and the only people that knew was Harley, Wells and Mimi. I hadn’t told Archer or Kat yet and I wasn’t exactly sure why, I guess I was afraid that the clowder would have some sort of claim on the baby.“Hello,” I answered my phone still staring into space.“Finley, it’s Connor,” he said.“Hey,” I said and snapped back to reality.“Are you okay?” he asked me.“I just saw Damon and he really doesn’t remember me,” I said to him.“I’m sorry, I just heard that he went to St Albans,” he said to me.“It’s