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Chapter 31

Author: Crystal L
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Valerie:

The moment I stepped out of Caspian’s office, the weight of my conversation with him still burned in my chest. My fingers curled into fists at my sides as I walked, my breaths measured, controlled, barely.

This was not a side of me that I liked. This was a sign that reminded me that even I had darker moments in me, that I had darker thoughts that I did not want to allow to take control of my actions.

Caspian thought he had control.

The way he spoke, so nonchalant, so cruel and so angry. The man was far too confident for my own liking and I knew that it was because of those that surrounded him. They gave him that confidence, they gave him that strength, but that was something that I was going to need to stop.

He thought that I was going to be forced to stay. And those seemed to have convinced him. Those whom he listened to, those that he followed, he allowed himself to believe.

He failed to realize was that I wasn’t the same woman he once knew. He failed to realize that that w
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the fighting is getting too monotonous. you need to move on now. each of them threatening each other. what does she need to keep.her son safe from? maybe get another man to be interested in Valerie?
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