Die...?

Rechel Hedley's P O V

"Yes, you are a bad person! You deserve to die like your friend! So fucking go and die! I thought you were only shameless but right now, I can also say you are a worst friend and I wish that no one ever get a friend like you!" Rose finally said, leaning down a little so that I could hear after seeing me breaking down in front of her.

I couldn't hear her voice properly but I can definitely feel how disgusted she felt while saying that!

I feel disgusted by myself! Then why the hell won't she feel it?!

She turned around and left the room, leaving me alone in the room, like I deserved to suffer alone, just like how I made Kate feel.

She must have felt alone and lonely, like she didn't have anyone, even though I promised her that I would be there for her.

I...I am the worst..... I whispered, feeling so suffocated. Everything in here is suffocating.

It just hurts.... so fucking much!

I was alone with the thoughts of what a waste of a being I have been in this wor