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Alpha Bully's Obsession selfish
Rechel Hedly's P O V"We will talk about this but right now, go out and wait."I gave him a quick nod, ignoring his glare, and dashed out of the room with my heart bleeding in pain. It's suffocating in there! It's so fucking hurt! I don't know how I thought I could handle it before, but seeing them smiling and hugging her like she was the only one for him! But it is torture now!I flinched when my shoulder hit a huge body, and I rose to look at the one person that I never thought I could meet. Alpha Logan, or Ex-Alpha of the Moonlight Pack, is Damon's father. My eyes widened in shock, but the pain washed them away quickly. I can't bear to be in the same room as Damon and Rose, his wife. I gave him a quick apology, "sorry," and dashed out of the room with tears, threatening to brust out any moment now. I forced them back and closed the door without looking at any of them, even though I could feel all of their eyes boring down at me. I walk to the side, letting the tears flow down,
Last Updated : 2024-03-06Alpha Bully's Obsession I hate you
Damon Logan's P O V "Now fucking tell me, what did you just say back then, Rechel?!" I asked through my clinched teeth, trying my best not to lose my last sense of this thin control that I was holding myself onto.I ended the conversation with my dad and Rose's dad as soon as I could because I wanted to check up on Rechel. I don't know what made her react the way she did back in the room, but I just know one thing: I am not ready to go back to the same way we used to be.I don't want her to fear me. Yes, it is fucking true that I loved to see that fear in her eyes for me before, but no, not after what happened today.Today was good. So fucking good. I want us to be like the way we were today, so I am on my way to confront her, but the moment I saw Devid hugging my Rechel like they were lovers made me so mad that all I just saw was red!What the hell was that? Why is she on another man's arm...? And that man is my friend!I almost ran to her, forgetting everything, and pulled her away
Last Updated : 2024-03-18Alpha Bully's Obsession Fear and pain
Damon Logan's P O VAll I can remember are her words, "I hate you.". She has been saying this a lot, even though not with her lips but with her heart, and here I thought something changed when we talked today in that restaurant, but no, nothing changed. She still hates me and has promised to hate me forever, so why the hell should I force myself to change when she doesn't?! But what made me so angry and lose my control was the image of David hugging my Rechel like she was his! How fucking dare he?! She is mine! She is only my Rechel!Then it turned red, all I saw was red, and I took out all of that on her body. I didn't think about anything but just wanted to make her take back those words just like before, but this time, she didn't. She didn't even turn from that and kept repeating that she hates me till the very end that I can remember. But when I turned to my normal self and saw the unconscious Rechel under me, her whole body was covered with my marks and love bites, her face wa
Last Updated : 2024-03-22Alpha Bully's Obsession please
Rechel Hedly's P O VI slowly opened my eyes, feeling a little too comfortable, yet the pain shooting all over my body. Memories of last night played like a movie while I lay there on the bed, not wanting to get up and see him. I took a sigh and turned around, curling myself into a ball for comfort. My life descends to end like this when I am in love with a married man and is only been used as his play thing. Tears welled up in my eyes as I could still hear his confidence when he said that my lips could only lie and not my heart and body, which craved for him. And I was so stupid to lie through my lips that I hate him or I don't want him even while I was so shamelessly craving for him. At least I didn't give up on saying those lies, which can still be kept as the only thing for my self respect. At least my lips didn't betray me like my body and heart did.He can see through me and my feelings, while I can't. I can't even guess what he thinks or what he wants to do. He is so ha
Last Updated : 2024-03-23Alpha Bully's Obsession Wound
Rechel Hedly's P O V"Alpha....?" I asked in confusion, my voice barely coming out in a whisper."Get on the bed," he said, walking closer. Bed....? What is he planning to do? I moved my body with much difficulty in pain, with cold sweat broking out in fear, thinking about a lot of things that he might do to me.Despite that, I sat down in fear, not knowing what was going on in his head.Is he going to hurt me or punish me for talking back and going against him?It felt so good today to say all those things because of the overwhelming pain, anger and jealous but when everything has drained out.It's just scary. He walked closer with the same look in his eyes, opened the drawer of the nightstand next to the bed, and took out something. I flinched at the sound but decided to not do or say anything and just observe him.He got on his knees while opening the ointment cap.My eyes widen in shock at seeing something that I never dreamed of seeing in my life time. Damon! The Alpha of th
Last Updated : 2024-03-25Alpha Bully's Obsession A walk only for us
Rechel Hedly's P O V"And can you tell me who locked the door? I was trying to open it this morning, but I couldn't," I asked in confusion, slowly getting up from the bed and walking to the table, being helped by the maid. No answer. She didn't reply much and kept quiet most of the time.When I got to the table, she served me the food, saying, "Alpha asked me to apply another ointment so it wouldn't hurt more.". "Oh? but I have already applied the ointment from yesterday, and I think I am good with this," I replied, confused, as I didn't understand her. I don't put much thought into it because I am hungry, and the door is already open, so I think I can go now and see Kate. I dug in and had my breakfast faster in the thoughts of meeting Kate today.The maid was standing next to me, and I was tempted to ask about Devid but stopped at the thought because if Damon found this out, then he might actually kill me. I washed those thoughts and guilt with the thoughts of Kate.I have to t
Last Updated : 2024-03-26Alpha Bully's Obsession shock?
Rechel Hedly's P O V I woke up to an empty room, and Damon is nowhere to be seen. Did he leave already? I asked myself, confused, but then got up and did my morning routine. Did he go to work? Even if he went, shouldn't he have woken me up because I have to go back to work, right?! Or did he just let me sleep because of the wound? I asked a lot of questions, staring at the mirror or anything else that I saw. What is wrong with me?! Ahggh! I shouted in my heart, but then came back to the room to only find the same maid standing there with the tray of food. "Mr. Rechel, here is your breakfast," she said, placing the food on the table. I walked up to her and sat on the table, saying, "Thanks.". Then I started to have them, while I asked, "Ms. Martha, what happened yesterday? I fell asleep so fast and only woke up at night. It is not like me at all. I don't know how I made it.". "Are you asking me because you think that I did something to you?" She asked with such a straight fa
Last Updated : 2024-03-27Alpha Bully's Obsession worried
Rechel Hedley's P O V "When is he going to come back?!" I asked my wolf, leaning on my hand, looking down at the entrance, waiting for him to arrive. My eyes brighten up, hearing the gate open and his car coming in. I got up and almost ran inside the room, recalling everything we talked about. I stopped on the midway and turned to look at the balcony door, which is open now. I went back to lock the door like it was before, so he won't lock that either. I took a sigh, calmed myself, and whispered, "I can do this!".I prepared myself to talk to Damon after a lot of discussions with my wolf, who seems to agree with a lot of things. I don't want to anger him, but at the same time, I wanted to get out of his room arrest. I waited a few minutes for the door to open. I straightened myself when I saw Damon walking in like the king he is. His eyes met mine, and for a few seconds, he didn't turn away from me while I stood there nervously, staring straight into his eyes. "What happened
Last Updated : 2024-04-01
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Alpha Bully's Obsession Love him
Rechel Hedly's P O VThe entire day, I was only thinking about him and the date this evening while I was working in the cafe and the small talk and tease about Damon didn't make it any easier. All most all of them know about me and Damon, because they arrived and saw the way Damon was kissing me in front of the coffee shop and it was so embarrassing, but I liked it.And when the time finally arrived, he didn't disappoint me or, should I say; it was so much more than what I thought.Damon arrived before 10 minutes of the closing time, waited until the end and then took me to a beautiful restaurant for the evening and treated me like every woman in world loves to be treated. I am so lucky to have him as a .... Oh! God! I couldn't ask that question on that evening or, should I say, I couldn't ask that after all the dates that we had for the next whole week.We went on like 7 to 8 dates in these few days and I still couldn't bring myself to ask him such an important question because of
Alpha Bully's Obsession The kiss
Rechel Hedly's P O VEven though his visit to the coffee shop was unexpected but, I still love it. Everything about this visit made me happy, and that's when I realised that I missed him a lot and seeing him there made so happy.He was nervous and worried that I might get angry or creeped out, but it didn't bother me because it was him. I could have called the cops if it was someone else.We had a cute little date in the coffee shop while I was preparing coffee and some snacks for us. It was so beautiful and this time; I didn't let him ask questions and mostly; I was the one to ask him questions or everything that I wanted to know about him. The more time we spend talking and laughing with each other, the more we get comfortable around each other again. He was not any different from the people I know, and the only difference is, he has lots more money and power than us, the commoners.After talking for hours, I didn't want to let him go, but what can I do? We need to get back to busi
Alpha Bully's Obsession Her lips
Damon Logan's P O V She stopped massaging me and completely ignored me for the last 3 days and I didn't know what to do! I started to think about everything but I didn't understand what I did wrong?! So many thought started to flood my mind, and I tried to give every single thought a chance for the last 3 days but nothing worked. She didn't check any of the messages or even attend the call.I wanted to wait or even tried so many methods to wait for her to contact me back or after she calmed down or something, but I couldn't! It was already so hard to let her go on that day after our date because I fucking missed her so much and I wanted to keep her by my side, but at the moment, I remembered Devid's voice. I stopped because he is the prince charming and the ladies always love the way he uses it and I wanted to try that this time to get my little cutie back with me. But it didn't go well with me, so I asked Gabrial to find out everything about her, including her work place. That's
Alpha Bully's Obsession ignored
Rechel Hedly's P O VI locked my room door with a huge smile while thinking about everything that happened today.Wow! I finally found the voice! The voice of the person that I loved! He is not imaginary! The voice is not imaginary and moreover, he loves me! Damon Logan, the most handsome man that I have ever seen, loves me and has only ever loved me! My heart skipped a beat and I threw myself at the bed in happiness, whisphering, "I am so lucky and happy!". Is this how you feel the love? And if it is, then I hate to miss all these years of staying away from him. We did a lot of things together, and I was so happy spending my time with him. The date might not be as perfect as everyone thinks but for me, it is one of the most perfect one! Because I spent it with the man that I love and the man that treats me right like all the women in the world wanted to be treated. He just listened to me and didn't talk much about himself, so when I meet him again, I am going to ask everyone abo
Alpha Bully's Obsession First date
Damon Logan's P O V I was shocked, hurt, and happy when I saw the clueless Rechel. She doesn't remember anything after her waking up from coma, which means she forgot everything that happened with me and I can start everything fresh and new. Then I will do everything and work in a way that she loves, her prince charming method and then I can have everything of her just like I have always wanted! Even though this sounds too good to be true but I am not ready to give up or let that go, so I am going to grab into every opportunity like a hungry wolf and never let that go unless she is in my hand, belonging to me completely. I asked her hand for a date because I was not ready to leave her for another second. I know that I am going fast and this might scare her like Devid said, but then how could I walk away when the woman I missed so fucking much is standing right here but I am so fucking happy when I heard her soft voice, agreeing. She accepted! She fucking said yes to come with me
Alpha Bully's Obsession Finally
Rechel Hedly's P O V "Rechel, is that you?"My heart stopped for a second as I heard this handsome man talk and even call my name, but it was not because I heard my name from an unknown man, but because of his voice. The voice! The same voice that I have been missing all these years and have been searching for! Even after my dad said a lot of things about the voice like I was only imaging that and there is no voice like that in real and I did that only to get out of the darkness, but still, I couldn't forget or get over it because it was THE VOICE. I have always been thinking about it, even if I don't say it out loud, but the moment I heard the same voice again. Everything inside and surrounding me has stopped working for a few seconds.I stared at the handsome guy and didn't know how to hold on to it, but I wanted to hold on to it like my life depends on it."The voice..." I whisper, staring at him and his beautiful lips that just let out the voice that I have been wanting to hea
Alpha Bully's Obsession Found her
Damon Logan's P O VAfter 3 years: "Alpha, here is the file." I heard Gabrial and turned to him to take the files and started to check them while asking "Did you get any information?". He puased for a second and then shook his head in disappointment, saying "No, Alpha" in shame."How many years has it been, Gabrial?! Why the hell can't you find a single thing about her whereabout?!" I almost shouted in anger, but I didn't and tried to suppress myself so I wouldn't hurt anyone or let my wolf out."I am so sorry, Alpha..." He replied with a sigh of disappointment but then he looked up at me to say, "But I am trying my best. There was no trace of anyone or anything in the palace when they went missing and I couldn't even find any of their information in any of the flights or the travel agencies. We did so many things to even get a little trace of them so we could track that and get to them but nothing is working. Everything I tried is leading us to the dead end. I am really so sorry, A
Alpha Bully's Obsession The Voice
Rechel Hedly's P O V"Argh! The pain" I slowly opened my eyes to a bright place that hit my head heard again, giving me a head ache! I forced my eyes to open again, trying to look through and find something! Something that I have been looking for so long. I don't even know what is that, but I need it! And something in me says that I will find it near me so I have to get up and look for it. Look for the most important thing ever. That's when I heard the voice! Yes! The voice! I was looking for the voice. But the moment I heard those voices clearly, I knew it was not the same voice that I remembered, so I tried to get up and search for it, forcing my eyes open even though it was too painful. I only came out of that darkness because of that voice and I am not ready to not see it after all those efforts. "Rechel! Baby girl! Are you awake?! Can you hear us?!" I heard the voice but it's not as clear and I struggled to know what was going on. "Are you okay? Do you want me to do anyth
Alpha Bully's Obsession Darkness
Rechel Hedly's P O V "I love you the most." I heard the same beautiful, manly, deep voice again. I got up and looked around at the same darkness as always but this time I tried to chase that to see the end of the voice. I wanted to know who that was? Is that person trapped in this darkness like me or are they outside? If they are from outside, then I wanted them to save me and take me out of this never-ending torture and darkness I don't know anything about this place or the voices that I hear, but all I hope is to get out of this place and to never come back or even think about it.The background noise and the way this darkness covers me are so scary and I hate him so much!I hope that beautiful voice saves me from here! From everything that has been happening for as long as I remember!But as always, something that I can't name pushed me down to the other side of the darkness that I don't know, but it looks the same with a much scarier side. It is force pushing me away from th
