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110. Scared
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2024-10-29 19:42:56
Naomi D.Not only was I really busy with christmas, I got sick as well. It wasn't really bad, stomach ache and dizzy. But try writing while dizzy.... It's not that easy lol. The kids are home for two weeks, but it;s raining so we're staying inside for most of the day. So I could write. I usually don't let my characters get really scared. But I wanted Isaac to be nervous. He's senstive and kind. And worried he'll end up like his uncle or granddad. Both Ash and Os lost control in the past.
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Argo’s pov “It’s going to be fucking fine,” Storm suddenly said, startling me. We had been silently trying to track Dad for hours, focusing on all our senses. We weren’t running in wolf shape because some of our travels went through human territory. Also, we couldn’t fucking communicate if we were in our wolf form, since we didn’t belong to the same pack anymore. “I didn’t say a fucking word…” I countered, looking at him with my eyebrow raised. “Your face is telling me enough, little fuckhead.” I scoffed, “well, big fuckhead, I am fine. And dad will be fine too. Unless you’re worried?” Storm shook his head, “Asher can handle anything.” I liked Storm. And not just because he curses a whole fucking lot. He’s good to my sisters, and he’s like a third son to my parents. And he’s given my parents their first grandkids, which puts some pressure on the rest of us. But I knew he was just as worried as I was. Storm was really fucking close to my dad. Like surrogate dad, close. Fucker
