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NOT ALONE

Author: Dchenemi
last update Last Updated: 2024-04-20 14:42:35

After Victoria left, there was a certain tension between Aspen and I that I just couldn’t shake off. Not long after, Lily returned with Cole in her arms who was more than happy to see me.

I was grateful for the joy and distraction my son brought as he told me all about his day animatedly. I was avoiding the inevitable, that much I knew.

This time, after what happened between us, I could no longer sweep things under the rug or tell myself to forget it.

It was real.

What I felt for him went beyond the fears I had of being loved by someone else.

And it scared me.

As I watched him bid goodbye to his sun and promise him a day of fun in two days, my heart melted, and then hardened almost painfully.

When he left I decided everything else could wait until after I’d gotten the answers I needed from my parents.

Then I’ll be ready to face him, then I’ll be ready to admit what I really want to myself.

When night came, it was long and restless. I tossed and turned all night, full
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