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Her Struggle

Author: Eliza Selmer
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-24 01:29:23

[Ayla’s POV]

"You can sit wherever," I announce, eyeing Aera. "I’m going to shower."

I don’t wait for him to respond before I’m heading toward the bathroom and disappearing inside so that I can finally be alone with my raging thoughts.

Sighing, I begin to yank my clothes off and then step into the shower. After turning on the water, I sit in the tub and pull my knees against my chest while the steaming hot water crashes down on me.

Now that I’m alone, I let all the guilt and fear that I was feeling crash into me. I knew there was no way that Uncle Silas would be able to calm the pack once word got out about what happened to Evie, and if what her parents were saying was thought to be true, all eyes would come to rest on me.

This was only the beginning of an even bigger ordeal that would possibly end up landing me in the capitol sooner than expected so that the elders could watch me closely. And if even more murders happened, wouldn't that ignite a witch hunt that would have everyone ou
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